How much feeling can we bear to feel?

How much feeling can we bear to feel
The joys of love ,the total loss in death
Indifference makes our losses seem less real

Emotions pressed down yearn with great appeal
To  rise like lava and release our wrath
How much feeling do we dare to feel?

Numbness makes our loss  and grief congeal
We  know but  do not take the heartfelt path
Indifference makes our losses feel less real

Do we trust a friend, can we reveal
The sorrow and the anger   that engross?
How much feeling do we dare to feel?

I mostly keep my true feelings concealed
For bullies take advantage of the past
Indifference makes our losses seem less real

Yet feelings hidden make nobody laugh
When  demonstrated,onward they will pass
How much feeling can we bear to feel?
Without affect, our  presence  is less real