I don’t know what you mean

He rowed all over Oxford on his bike.

The sheepdog helped him tree to drive his car into the garage then they were satisfied.

He said he was tired of making love everyday. Why was it not longer-lasting?

You make it here you make it there ! Yeah make that love just anywhere

While he was writing your thesis you took me out on a punt. But how did the viva go?

Here is a draught of my thesis. I expect you rather have a fan.

I couldn’t understand a word I wrote but I passed the oral examination very well once I knew which room it was in. It’s called the Oxford bypass.

I have had Dirac removed in a similar operation to what they do for brain tumours and I have the whole of my head to prove it!

I’ve never even heard of relativistic quantum theory.

They aadon’t like poetry in Oxford especially not in the mathematics instituteaaaa

I dropped them a few hints but they could not even read between the lines.

It was very exacting but in the end I escaped.

After my husband comes home it looks as if a flock of sheep has passed through and indeed there are reports of flocks of sheep passing through houses in this area but they are ghosts and don’t leave any evidence. My husband is a ghost as well I saw him here in bed with me 3 weeks ago. He was very hot but he was fast asleep wearing some blue and white soft cotton pyjamas. It must have been home and find them all by himself

The meaningless life of purpose

Activity is separated from purpose we run on a machine to keep fit and then py someone else to do housework?

Is that because there isn’t enough physical activity needed in everyday life. People don’t need to grow potatoes in the garden now and other useful vegetables or fruit. If you don’t need to do something it’s more difficult to do

We don’t believe in God but we meditate and contemplate for health reasons. Every single god is amused by this strange behaviour

We eat the best diet we can so that we will live long time suffer from depression fatigue anxiety.

We don’t like to sit and daydream we woulf rather look a at something exciting. Maybe we are afraid of what dream was in the dream as we might have so that running on a running machine and concentrating in order to reduce high blood pressure is enough to make life meaningful where men more than women are tempted towards suicide

When I was at school enjoy walking across the park especially if it was foggy or in there was a frost and pools of ice on the pavement I would crack the ice with my feet.

Can’t we enjoy simple pleasures like this or just fel crazy

I suspect that when I was walking to work I was more stressed and thinking about getting there as fast as possible rather than going into a foggy park with a playful attitude. And when I was leaving work I wanted to get home to make the dinner. That’s sad

When we do something for pleasure or joy rather than doing it for a narrow purpose our muscles especially the eye muscles are more likely to relax as they do in hunting animals

The narrow focus is for hunting and the wide focus is for relaxation joy and wisdom

The narrow focus started the war in Ukraine.Its madness very often not to feel the wider picture.

We do need both

The fields are burning

It’s been too quiet in Europe for the men

Testosterone urges them to fight.

Some fight with their fists and some with pen

Some cannot enjoy the peace, trust men.

Mindful meditation, comes again

A few hours more and they might see the light

We’ve never had true peace it’s just a sham

The restless peace in Europe troubles men

In the heat and madness trees ignite

The fields are burning but there is no crop.

The widespread paranoia must be stopped

How are we going to cope?

One of the greatest risk factors for death is being alive.

The older you are the more likely you are to die so stop getting older now.

Try to develop your sense of humour so that you can see the funny side of everything.

I did not fall out of bed.

I was practising the best way to do it if it should happen to me.

I did not faint in the bathroom I was just looking for sympathy I do tell lies though.

There are too many people now who live beyond 80.

Some of them should have died to make way for me. Because I am very important. You are slightly important but not as much as I am

I didn’t realise how beautiful I was until I grew old and faded So no one looks at me in the street anymore. Men or women I don’t mind who they are I need admiration constantly

I never thought that completely pointless activity would become popular.

Instead of going for walks on the hills people run on a machine for half an hour.

I wouldn’t mind if they even did the ironing but no the running machine is better.

Machines are superior to people. And you can watch crap television while you were on the machine. That’s something to look forward to when you’re at work all day.

There’s a constant feel of Terror in the air. Are we eating the right foods of the right colour and what will happen when inflation when the rate increases further.

People have lived through worse Maybe some mutual help will develop. I don’t mean a band of thieves.

Maybe you could become a bandit and hold up people in Mercedes cars to steal to their watches. It’s better than lying in bed all day.

You think God is interested in

Us. When we are not interested in other people who need help.

God is a total mystery but he is not a fool. Try to imitate him a.

Lonely blue

flowers on monday 16th January 2012 - Glimpses between the cracks:Alice's Looking Glass
Flowers summer 2012

I bought some cyclamen remembering you
Wandering through wildflowers  by my side
I don’t know where to put them, they might die
Then I would feel so sad and lonely blue
All we read of pain and love is true.
Yet we let our hearts stay open wide
I bought these cyclamen and recalled you
Wandering through wildflowers  by my side
I have loved not widely but a few
I have touched on bliss  and when it flies
I have touched the grief that truly  lies
I bought my cyclamen and  thought of you