Thank you and Happy New Year

Despite my personal anguish this year I managed to keep writing though not always as I might have wished.I’d like to thank all my readers and people who made comments because although I would write anyway I believe one does need readers and many interesting folk have been here

Thank you also to my brother Mike for letting us enjoy some of his beautiful photographs here on my blog.He has produced many wonderful images especially of butterflies which are very meaningful symbols as well as being beautiful living creatures on our  precious earth.

I wish you all a Happy  New Year as does Alfred

With utter willingness

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Flower by Mike Flemming.Copyright 2015

I am reposting this because it has been very popular and also because it is what I believe is the ideal attitude to the  inescapable hardness  and pain of life here on earth.In other  words I wrote it for myself although I have struggled to actually do it.

 

 

I have edited this poem but have left the original poem  underneath as it is popular and I don’t want to remove it if some people prefer it that way.

The journey to the heart is  graced by love.
And those who need to seek obey their call.
Though virtue and her graces smile above,
We see steep paths ahead;cliffs’  sudden fall.

With willingness to cross  fields deep in mud,
To struggle through the tangled thorny wood.
Our soul within points to the latent good;
Recalls old trees astonished into bud.

As flowers spring up  to tantalize our toes
Encouragement is with much joy received;
And as we smell the fragrance of the rose,
At last we know our souls were not deceived.

For Virgil,fortune favours steadfast feet.
The journey may be long,the end is sweet.

Old version

The pathways to the heart are blessed by love.
And those who truly seek will  never lose.
As virtue and her graces smile above
We see the hills ahead,the rocky views.

With willingness to cross the seas of mud,
To venture via tangled briar-filled woods.
Our soul within shows us the highest good,
When trees that looked quite dead are now in bud.

With flowers springing up  between our toes
Encouragement is ,with relief ,received
And as we smell the fragrance of the rose,
At last we know our hearts were not deceived.

For Virgil, fortune favours those with steadfast feet.
The journey may be long,the end is sweet.

Note:The saying “Fortune favours the brave” is attributed to several people..Virgil,Pascal,Montaigne…ete

Its holiest wife

How like a prison is a once loved home.

The little trinkets brought back with sea shells,

Which used to feel the rushing of the foam,

Remind me of the  absence  of him felled.

 

The strength of features,sharpness of the eye

The sense of others feelings  from their face

These qualities, when listed, make me sigh

i long immediately to feel his dear embrace.

 

I’m caught uncertain after a phone call

I look around to tell him  all  the news.

Then sadness comes, with emptiness enthralled,

My eye can’t find him  in my  wider view.

 

Then alone,imprisoned, I feel in deep grief

And sorrow takes me for its holiest wife

 

In such captive grief

 

How like a prison is my cubicle
How wary is my body on this chair.
How still my heart and yet my thoughts are fickle.
How fast they fly to you who are not here.

How elegant your letters and your thoughts
How gentle was your touch upon my throat.
And yet you killed my words and all I brought…
You were no lover but an unsubtle goat.

As in this mental jail I’m truly trapped,
I’ll use this time to write and I may pray.
Perhaps my mind can extricate a map..
From which I’ll plot the route to get away.

Some prisons which seem external are inside
Yet in such captive grief soe humans have die.

Crossed by canals

As I reticulate my face with a frown

Its  lines   zig zag up and around

I imagine  how banal

My face  crossed by  these canals

The lipstick makes me look a clown

 

In the map of the city underground

The lines are all straight up and down

For the geography

Doesn’t matter for you see

We wish merely to travel around

 

Yet is that last line not a lie?

The Circle Line makes no  use of pi.

What to leave out

Causes great doubt

I wonder if architects cry.

 

 

 

 

 

To reticulate

reticulate
verb

rare
verb: reticulate; 3rd person present: reticulates; past tense: reticulated; past participle: reticulated; gerund or present participle: reticulating
rɪˈtɪkjʊleɪt/
  1. 1.
    divide or mark (something) in such a way as to resemble a net or network.
    “the numerous canals and branches of the river reticulate the flat alluvial plain”
 
adjective: reticulate
rɪˈtɪkjʊlət/
  1. 1.
    reticulated.
Origin
mid 17th century: from Latin reticulatus

Save our God

Hand upturned
How touching  we are when offered up

The word God evokes many different feelings;

not just in a cross section of the world’s people

but in me.

From fear and hate to  indifference

To Love

That sacrifices itself for humanity.

What shall we make of it?

How shall we live with it

Oh,Queen,save our God.

Evoke

NewColl2evoke
ɪˈvəʊk/
verb
verb: evoke; 3rd person present: evokes; past tense: evoked; past participle: evoked; gerund or present participle: evoking
  1. 1.
    bring or recall (a feeling, memory, or image) to the conscious mind.
    “the sight evoked pleasant memories of his childhood”
    synonyms: bring to mind, call to mind, put one in mind of, call up, conjure up,summon up, summon, invoke, give rise to, bring forth, elicit, induce,kindle, stimulate, stir up, awaken, arouse, excite, raise, suggest; More

  2. 2.
    invoke (a spirit or deity).
    “Akasha is evoked in India when a house is being built to ensure its completion”
    synonyms: bring to mind, call to mind, put one in mind of, call up, conjure up,summon up, summon, invoke, give rise to, bring forth, elicit, induce,kindle, stimulate, stir up, awaken, arouse, excite, raise, suggest; More

Origin
early 17th century (in sense 2): from Latin evocare, from e- (variant of ex- ) ‘out of, from’ + vocare ‘to call’.

Ways of smiling

Her intrigued assurance

about literature

made the writers’  muse smile

she didn’t like real women

Her teacher at school  became

contemptibly jealous.

She wasn’t caring

so we were told tactlessly

what to read and what to shirk

but she dismayed  us for our

uncertainty;  books  matter;

even  that we  revolved slowly

in some  planetary action

for human salutations

This remade  powerfully—

the way  to live

or to live improperly was

to read   art works with the eye of truth

and they affected me,

and  ironised

other ways of seeing

the ambitions of over-egged theory

and hence our being.

I was educated to love with all my heart

MW word of the day

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kinesics

play

noun kuh-NEE-siks

Definition

: a systematic study of the relationship between nonlinguistic body motions (such as blushes, shrugs, or eye movement) and communication

Examples

“[St. Vincent] wasn’t shy about striking the classic guitar idol kinesics … —chin up and out, eyelids in some fickle, fluttering state between open and shut, her guitar neck curiously lighter than air.” — Ryan Snyder, Yes! Weekly, 12 Mar. 2014

Kinesics experts read body language. They determine a baseline, then use slight, sometimes nearly invisible, variations in posture and delivery, looking for clusters of signals that could suggest if someone is lying.” — Drew Loftis, The New York Post, 24 Oct. 2015



Did You Know?

Anthropologists began to take serious interest in nonverbal communication through gestures, postures, and facial expressions in the 1940s. It is believed, however, that the publication of Ray Birdwhistell’s 1952 book Introduction to Kinesics marked the beginning of formal research into what we know familiarly as “body language.” Over 60 years later, the results of kinesics are deeply entrenched in our culture, giving us a whole new language with which to interpret everyday encounters and interactions

Punctuated, unconditional space of privation

“I’m not  surfing

on the tide of  realistic. frustration

exactly,so much as idealising

what one has.

To be able to bear satisfaction,

in order for grieving  to help ,  is unmistakable,

how the culture we can’t  see,

consumer capitalism ,depends

on the idea that toleration

every time we feel a bit hesitant

or scoured or inimitable, is  an omen

we beat, say, or we bop.

It’s only in  the punctuated

unconditional space of privation

that we can begin to  follow thoughts

.to really imagine or conjure with these.

It’s very difficult to allow

what we’re frustrated by  to remain alive

In making the case for  preventative thinking

I want to make it fascinating

so that people converse

or think  in different places

and extend their boundaries

so our thoughts can flock and even migrate.

 

Blocking his vision

We are always in Freud’s view,

blocking his visions

trying to contain ,

attempting to define,

psychoanalysis is

an uncontainable luxuriant over inflated

example of this.

Another green or hot -housed  is the

the book itself and its cover

Becoming Freud  ,the concept ‘s behind his birth

is part of Yale’s

Lives of the Quaint

which requires  of the author not only

a present of Freud

but  even goes off side

to make it “Jewish” as well.

There being no ingenious way,

he  was so far

round this issue,

Phillips gives Freud’s

Jewishness a conveniently

unbiographical treatment.

At times  so unscientific

as to be indeterministic,probably.

You know what I seem

 

The windhover

 A window is the wind’s eye.

This article is by Carol Rumens

Poem of the week: The Windhover by Gerard Manley Hopkins

This time, Hopkins’s astonishing control of his wildly experimental form is as awe-inspiring as its subject matter

A kestrel

A kestrel in flight. Photograph: Shay Connolly/PA

Gerard Manley Hopkins wrote “The Windhover” in May, 1877. He had been a student at St Bueno’s Theological College for three years, and this was a productive period: the year of “God’s Grandeur”, “Spring” and “The Starlight Night”, among others. “The Windhover” is the most startlingly experimental of this gorgeous tranche of sonnets. Hopkins seems at ease, fully in control of the energies of his sprung rhythm and effortlessly folding the extra-metrical feet he called outrides (see line two, for example) into the conventional sonnet form. He recognised his own achievement, and, sending a revised copy to his friend Robert Bridges, declared that this was the best poem he’d ever written.

Much discussed and interpreted, “The Windhover” plainly begins with, and takes its rhythmic expansiveness from, a vividly observed kestrel. That the bird is also a symbol of Christ, the poem’s dedicatee, is equally certain. Perhaps too, its ecstatic flight unconsciously represents for Hopkins his own creative energy. When he exclaims “How he rung upon the rein…” his image might extend to the restraints and liberations of composition. The phrase means to lead a horse in a circle on the end of a long rein held by its trainer, and it certainly makes a neat poetic metaphor.

What a marvellous sentence Hopkins sets soaring across the first seven lines of the octet: I particularly like those cliff-hanger adjectives summoned “in the riding/ Of the rolling level underneath him steady air”. The diction throughout is rich and strange: “wimpling” (rippling and pleating), “sillion” (a strip of land between two furrows), “the hurl”, “the achieve”. There are resonant ambiguities: “buckle” for example could be imperative or indicative, and it could mean any of three things: to prepare for action (an archaic meaning), to fasten together, or to bend, crumple and nearly break (“buckled like a bicycle wheel” as William Empson remarked when analysing the poem in Seven Types of Ambiguity).

The metaphysics may be complex but the imagery of riding and skating are plain enough. The wheeling skate brilliantly inscapes the bird’s flight-path. It’s important to our sensation of sheer, untrammelled energy that we see only the heel of the skate, and not the skater. Empson wrote that he supposed Hopkins would have been angered by the bicycle-wheel comparison, but I am not at all sure he would have been: the poem welcomes ordinary physical activity, and a cyclist has his heroic energies and painful accidents like any other athlete.

Christ’s Passion is central to the poem, the core from which everything else spirals and to which everything returns. The plunge of the windhover onto its prey suggests not simply the Fall of man and nature, but the descent of a redemptive Christ into the abyss of human misery and cruelty. References to equestrian and military valour (the dauphin, the chevalier) evoke the Soldier Christ, a figure to be found in the Spiritual Exercises of St Ignatius of Loyola which Hopkins devotedly practised. The swoop of this hawk-like dove is essentially spiritual, of course. But the poem doesn’t forget or devalue the “sheer plod” of the farm-labourer – another alter ego, I suspect.

It’s remarkable how the sestet slows down without losing energy. Instead of flight there is fire: is this a reference to Christ’s post-mortem descent into Hell? The adoring “O my Chevalier” softens to a Herbert-like, tender “Ah my dear”. And now the great impressionist painter, having so far resisted any colour beyond that suggestive “dapple-dawn”, splashes out liberally with the “blue-bleak” embers and the “gold-vermilion” produced by their “gall” and “gash” (both words, of course, associated with the Crucifixion). Again, there is terra firma as well as metaphysics. The earth is broken by the plough in order to flare gloriously again, and the warm colours suggest crops as well as Christ’s redemptive blood. Beyond that, we glimpse some other-worldly shining, a richness not of earth alone. As always in Hopkins’s theology, Grace in the religious sense is not to be divorced from athletic, natural, often homoerotic, grace. In fact, it is fuelled by it.

The Windhover
To Christ Our Lord

I caught this morning morning’s minion, king-
dom of daylight’s dauphin, dapple-dawn-drawn Falcon, in his riding
Of the rolling level underneath him steady air, and striding
High there, how he rung upon the rein of a wimpling wing
In his ecstasy! then off, off forth on swing,
As a skate’s heel sweeps smooth on a bow-bend: the hurl and gliding
Rebuffed the big wind. My heart in hiding
Stirred for a bird, – the achieve of, the mastery of the thing.

Brute beauty and valour and act, oh, air, pride, plume, here
Buckle! AND the fire that breaks from thee then, a billion
Times told lovelier, more dangerous, O my chevalier!

No wonder of it: shéer plód makes plough down sillion
Shine, and blue-bleak embers, ah my dear,
Fall, gall themselves, and gash gold-vermilion.

Creative thought

When we absent ourselves from presence in this life
When we dwell more on  the pictures in our minds
It neither matters if they feed our wish for strife
Or whether they fill needs of better kinds.
We know that wish fulfilment comes in dreams
And also in our fantasies by day
And anxious worry fills our mind with schemes
Guilt and shame impede us from our play.
Creative thought requires the loss of self,
And needs our empty soil to plant its gifts
So throw out selfish fancies for this wealth
We#ll let ourselves be slow so mind can shift
To waste our days in suffering or false pleasure
Will lose for us this vital, priceless treasure

Incoherent


Trying to understand:
in  an information culture,
evocation is more important;
explicit saying  counts against us.
People need to be well
into believing
being educated is more
than information:
less hypnotized
the incoherencies and
what they’re saying,
the musicality
of people’s voices
and intonations;
would get more
from them.
Effectively, psychoanalysis is
something other, not the coherences;
it listens for words
that are saying more,
It’s got something to do with  being;
it’s a form of listening,
not distracted by incoherence
but evoked by it.

Wink to me only

When I was  little I was very fond of reading.I used to hide and read all the books I was not suppose to read like The Mill on the Floss.I read  most  of Dickens but that came to an end when I read Hard Times at 12.I never read any more.I moved on to Grahame Green and Evelyn Waugh and also people like G.K.Chesterton.Jane Austen and Thomas Hardy.

As an adult I have been very interested in reading books by women.Most of them are from the USA. or CanadaI also liked Susan Hill and at one time A.S.Byatt but I think she has become too complex in a manner which detracts from the writing

So just to amuse myself here are  the titles  of some books I once read, disguised by joy.

 

Spar with the maddening crowd.

Lucky Whim

Horde of blackflies.

The Custodian of Rotting Hill.

Barred Rhymes.

Pull over fast.

Grating Men.

Sing Queer.

Man’s   shield sparks.

The bard in the bone.

The Hell Blah.

Litters of Beats.

Cognitive Winking.

Positive blinking.

The Ribal ….d

The Wholly Tribal.

The mythtorical Christ.

The Balms.

 

More sang froid

My doctor has got little sang froid;

Dislikes to listen quietly to moi;

He loses his cool

If I mention George Boole

What kind of logic  is that?

 

Symbolically there is no choice.

Algebra’s the contextless’s voice.

Speak in symbols and signs

On straight and curved lines.

The new tongue is already poised.

 

Sang froid

sangfroid
sɒ̃ˈfrwɑː/
noun
noun: sang-froid
  1. composure or coolness shown in danger or under trying circumstances.
    synonyms: composure, equanimity, self-possession, level-headedness, equilibrium, aplomb, poise, assurance,self-assurance, self-control, nerve, calmness,coolness, countenance, collectedness,imperturbability, presence of mind; More

Origin
mid 18th century: from French sang-froid, literally ‘cold blood’.

Trust in uncertainty

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Philosopher Martha Nussbaum on How to Live with Our Human Fragility

 

To be a good human being is to have a kind of openness to the world, an ability to trust uncertain things beyond your own control, that can lead you to be shattered in very extreme circumstances for which you were not to blame. That says something very important about the human condition of the ethical life: that it is based on a trust in the uncertain and on a willingness to be exposed; it’s based on being more like a plant than like a jewel, something rather fragile, but whose very particular beauty is inseparable from its fragility.

Martha Nussbaum