The earth has turned to jelly while we slept
The world’s a  wobble,from the right to left
Noone knows what we can do
There’s a strange new strain of flu
Where is the old wisdom we dropped?

Unstable and ungracious  now, we are
Driving  over Beachy Head by car
We have got the sausage rolls
And we’ve brought our mobile phones
Ring me and you’ll hear me playing war

Soon  the death of  all the gods will pass
We worship lifeless objects  gold and brass
We worship  the ineptitude
And show we have no gratitude
For being at the top of every class

Everyone has got a big TV
Seeing what their neighbours  see
Watches  gold with dying sparks
Irritate the beggar’s   heart
Let’s deport him back to Bermondsey

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When we read about Zionism we kind of assume other people know what it means…. not so! See below.
And if that is true, what do they think Brexit is, or where do they think Northern Ireland is… in Scotland?
And the Good Friday agreement: that’s when Pontius Pilate agreed to  have Jesus killed I imagine
I was talking to someone who lives in the North. One day she said
“I am terrified of driving through a certain part of Manchester where there are lots of Zionists walking down the road on Saturdays”
I said, “Well, that seems odd for  lots of Zionists to dwell in Manchester.”
She said

It’s their big black hats and black suits that makes them so terrifying!”

Then I realized they must be Hasidic Jews  like the ones in Stamford Hill… they follow a more mystical tradition and many came from Russia after pogroms and torments
So I told her a little about them and she said
“So it’s very brave of them to go out like that”
It’s very brave of us to be alive nowadays

Digital art using Microsoft Paint

We were not allowed to groan in the hospital.It might frighten the visitors.Meantime  phones rang incessantly and people screamed into them making videos I think
Talk about a Cardiac Unit it was worse than any Lunatic Asylum
.A woman  kept arguing about how to get to Hertford and insisted you must go through Ware.
I got so fed up I shouted: the bus may go that way but they are both level in distance from London.
Then  the same woman asked me to shut the window near her.. I was meant to be lying flat.She told me how much she liked the Consultant.Three years before she had paid to see him privately.He said she was ok and after a few weeks she had a heart attack
So I asked her why she still admired him.She was puzzled.Maybe she had fallen in love.
She wanted me to shut the window as she was afraid people in the Mental Health Unit might try to climb in and rape us. [ BTW it was a mixed ward]
It is more likely we’d be attacked by visitors.Still, she had her fantasies.

When true love's gone and doom hangs over head
When life runs like a river to the sea
Then shall I take new lovers to my bed.
And with their carnal touch consoled be?



When true loves lie and break my woman's heart.
When life seems grey and rocks bestrew my path.
Then, shall I my life of evil start
And on the world shall I bestow my wrath?


When true loves lie and wreck all loyalty.
When puzzlement makes all the world seem mad.
Then I shall upend causality
And let myself do deeds which make me glad.

For I have love's sweet child inside my soul
And I shall tend her till at last she's whole

S

 

o would you like Trimeprofine or Keflex, he asked as if he were serving in a top restaurant offering me a menu of delight
Surely it is the doctor who should decide that!
I was very relieved as I thought I was going mad.My system was  poisoned and the lab test took 2 weeks to come through.
It is interesting how much better you feel when you know there is a reason why you are so unwell/going mad.My husband had a UTI before he died and was convinced I was his mother.He certainly loved her.I went along with it then I was Katherine again.
He never referred to the 3 days he believed it.
But when he was dying he called out for me.As soon as I was there he
[ though conscious] began drfting and going colder.I did not feel afraid.It is later  that  it hits you.When you get home.But Alfred helped me

Art by Katherine

Elide with me.
God Bless Our Rope
There are many Faint above
Heil Furoreous  and Gastric
He Flew with Valiant Bees
The Lord  is my Leopard

I will  Praise my Eyes  with these Frills
You are there with the Crooked Staff
Wear O’Liaisons
Through my Bolts, my most heinous
Maya Culpa

I Relieved God
Father in  a Nightie.
His only Fun was Barred.
Contemptuous and Worse
Even Song  was Pane Free
Stained Glass Windows 10 64 bit
Turk Sinister.
King David wrote Palms and Solomon Read them
What does it All Seem?

The First Coarses are:

Mock Hurtle Gloop
Vegenibble Sloop
Scrumpled Legs on Roast

Fellows on with

Limb chops  on a  Bed of Mashed Glooms and Bunions
Roast Torque and Nipple Sauce with Ballad
Hackers only Cheese
Lout with Flu Potatoes
Simon with Dream Horse

Diminish with

Lemon Proust
Chocolate Wellies
Newt Salad with Beam
She’s and Frisk Its
Staked Bananas
Sponge Steak with Read Jam