Why do they keep avoiding me?

I didn’t answer your email because I was feeling sick.

I didn’t reply because however badly I behave you always forgive me

I didn’t answer your email because I have avoidant attachment.

I didn’t answer because I was feeling depressed and now I feel even more depressed

I didn’t arrange to meet you you because I didn’t feel like having a shower

I didn’t meet you because I have run out of deodorant. For myself not for you.

I didn’t give you any support because you are a very tough person sovyou can manage without it.

I didn’t meet you because my hair needs washing and I couldn’t be bothered to do it.

I didn’t meet you because I am very shy and I blush