I try to feel through dark and distant space
To where you dwell in a so called “heavenly” place.
And you are far from those of us, who care.
Our hearts are dulled with loving thoughts not shared
Your absence has so distanced us in grief.
We can neither share our loss, nor gain relief.
I stare into the spangled sky at night
I see a space devoid of any light.
I feel into the edges of my soul
I sense,somewhere, a partially dismembered whole.
Would new technology ever aid my view,
As I search around for some tiny trace of you?
How can you choose to svanish in the night,
And never ,from then on, be in my sight?
I wish that I’d been there when you went off,
Then I could have told you how I love.d
Shall I never hear again your gentle tenor voice
Enchanting me once more with your sweet choice?
Shall I never find the laces from your shoes,
Floating gently back to earth through these elm trees?
I see more flocks of gracious geese flash by.
Are those your fingers tracing lines right through the sky?
Can you see these same geese from up above?
But you’re on the other side, too far away
I look at all that’s near,as I’m still here.
I know now you’re too far away ,too far away, too far away ,my dear.
I know now that you’re too far away,oh dear.
How can I learn to live with love, not with fear,
As I go on ,now, down these coming empty years?
So sad that you’re not near,not here,not here,my dear,my dear.
Shall I sometimes, in the night pretend,pretend,pretend,pretend,pretend,pretend you are
Oh,that heaven were not so agonisingly .so wickedly too far
So we slide down the escape chute of the years,
Like children clutching close our teddy bears?
And we cross the ghost filled plains of ancient wars
Which cover most of Europe with their scars.
How can I compare my losing one I love
When screaming poppies haunt below , above?
When bones of Jews tortured to their ground
Make the guilt of Europe ever,ever bind
When gypsies ,gays and women big with child
Died unimagined deaths in a Europe so defiled
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