Mary looked at herself in the webcam.She was looking very beautiful as she had washed her pale gold hair and applied some scented oils to it and though she was normally not interested in peering into mirrors she was intrigued by the Webcam. She was happy as she had just removed Superfish from Stan’s Lenova laptop though she wondered whar else might lurk there…Supershark?Emile had been waiting ever since he heard her say I am getting the superfish out today,Stan,dear.We can have Onion Tart for lunch. I shall wait for the super fish,thought Emile excitedly.I can just imagine what it will taste like… wonderful. Meanwhile Mary who had never been bold enough to act at school was discovering her potential on mini videos one of which was going to be on Twitter soon. asking people to vote for Labour despite Miliband’s adenoids……But though she seemed bold as she spoke out,it was not her native temperament but a kind of madness that had come over her. Polemical Poison,one might say. Shall we have tomato salad,asked Stan sweetly as they had a bag of cherry tomatoes. Mary did not answer because after making her video she realised her face was lopsided.How horrible,she thought.No wonder it’s evil to look in mirrors too much as it makes one self conscious which is bad.To forget one’s self is the best way to live if you can achieve it without taking heroin or laughing gas. Gas never made her laugh at the dentist who had committed suicide shortly after removing 4 of her teeth and barely managing to bring her back from the clouds above. He was a gambler and an alcoholic but her mother had loved him and sent all her children there for treatment.Surely that was unethical thought Mary petulantly. Even if dad was dead ,consorting with drinken dentists was utterly foolish.What a pity her mother has lived before the invention of vibrators,though come to think of it the dentist’s drill vibrated angrily at times!I had better push these thoughts away Mary decided and warm up the tart as it were English has too many ambiguous words.
I am no tart,cried Annie rudely .I do it free.
Well.what would Wittgenstein make of that,thought Mary tp herself
Whereof one cannot charge,,thereof one cannot do !
In October it will be 20 years since Bush ordered the invasion.Just weeks after 9/11 What good has that War done? The Middle East is worse than ever and it began in 1918 with france and England dividing up the Ottoman Empire.Those countres like Syria,Palestine,Lebanon etc did not exist but now they do and they keep haing serious problems And all because of a shooting in Serbia
I know we can’t let people walk all over us but retalation can bring down more evil.
Oh,where have you been ,my strangest old one Oh, where have you been with your dim eyes so stunned? I’ve been to the hospital, to Urgent Care I’ve been to the dentist,I cut my own hair Now the hard rain’s gonna fall With thunder and lightening, torment us all My left foot is swollen and looks rather pink My toes are a bleeding,I need blood as ink They only can look at one issue per visit Because I am crying they assume I’m hysteric It’s a hard rain and no ball The foot ballers tremble,the nation is awed My bladder’s inflamed and my flanks seem to ache I can’t tell the doctor, my life is at stake I’ll have to back with each symptom I have I might have pneumonia, but my foot’s in their gaze I might have two heads, they’ll ignore my strange ways A delta infection is going to spread Emotional language will kill us with dread They will only use reason when their children are dead The babe in her cot, our hearts feel like lead The world was not made to fulfill our desires Those who say otherwise are affluent liars The Cabinet shuffles, the Ministers shove We know in our hearts they are not there for love Send Johnson to Turkey, Gove”s gone to Rome He wants a conversion, but not of his home Confession seems tempting to those full of guilt How can they amend the cruel country they’ve built Sewing us together, the needles aren’t built
A firm purpose of amendment is neccessary for Catholics to be absolved from their sins.I should not judge others yet I wonder if Johnson hsd it when he rejoined the Church I also wonder if we can change by will power alone.I doubt it but the first step is knowing you have sinned..We don’t even use that terminology anymore but in my experience we do sometimes do wrong. But look at Germany after WW2.Most people denied they had knowledge of what Hitler was doing to gay men,Jews,Gypsies. We have defences which make us use denial to stop us suffering Yet we do need to know.If you have severe chest pain and merely take pain killers you might die. I don’t know how I would have behaved were I there.