I love myself because I need all the love I can get

I’m so sensitive ,I get people fatigue even  when I am by myself.~
I’m so sensitive,I can hear other people’s hearts beating .It gives  me palpitations.
I was so  precocious I spoke before I could talk.
I am so attractive  I have to wear   a veil and cloak to keep men away
I love unattainable people  as true  intimacy  is  wearing.
I love myself because I need all the love I can get.
I am so frightened of being trapped under a dryer I cut my hair off  with the dressmaking scissors.Now it just needs a  wash  and breeze dry..
I did a test for autism.I heard I am off the spectrum.Why is it finite?
I’m not easily insulted as I feel a sense of deep shame  all the time.
I envy those with rubber skins.I’ll come back as a shark or a whale
I’m so  tentative I   keep waiting for others to make the first move,whatever that is.