On Sunday evening not unaware that I had had trouble with the catheter in my bladder, the carers placed the urine bag near the end if my bed,put a pillow on top.Then my feet were on top of the pillow.Was it Unconscious work ?

So my bladder became painfully full.

On being questioned,they said it was not deliberate.

Well they could have fooled me

If they had baked a cake would they say they didn’t mean to?

Do we believe their claim/?

Follow their behaviour here though no names will be made public.

I don’t. know the names yet.

There is low level sadism around alas

Tell Paul I’m in the hospital

he does not know,he’s dead you see

But he would want to know

He is waiting for me somewhere

I can’t understand why you won’t tell him

There must be a way to do it

Don’t deceive me any more

He is my brother

He was my brother

My brother

Ah.so