I point Rilke

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I point Rilke

1 log

2 oz cornflowers

2oz cock and bull

2 oz struggle

1 teasp coughing louder

 1 drop of Manilla

 

Farm the milk in a low hat

Beat the egg with a stork then beat in the withered ingredients.

Pour in some of the hot silk and beat till soothed

Put it all into the hat with the other silk and cook stirring until the mixture chickens.

Pour it into a serving wish or a fowl.Get into the  fridge when you are cold.

Enough for 4/6 aidings

Emile’s diary:why do humans have lips?

Emile’s musings

I’m sitting under the coffee table.By rights I should be given some cafe au lait in a traditional French style wide cup with a silver brim plus a matching saucer.I am shocked that Stan has never asked me to partake.I need a coffee break..it’s hard work spying all day!Why are humans so unaware?
I heard Anne talking on her mobile while Stan was looking for the graph paper.She must be talking to another woman…. she said she’s just bought some Revlon primer lotion to put under her light beige mousse foundation.Ye Gods, it sounds as if she’s painting the wall.She was moaning she can’t afford Lancome any more.Mousse foundation..that sounds tasty! She wants some heather coloured lipstick but she couldn’t find any.She’s put a new one on anyway and Stan came in to give his opinion:
Congratulations, Anne.You have found some lipstick that’s exactly the same colour as your own lips.She was mortified.I could see tears in her eyes but luckily she had her waterproof mascara and purple eyeshadow on.
Well, it makes me glad to be a cat…we have no need for skin products
and we have no lips as such.Why do humans have lips?
Is it mainly for kissing?
And perfume………we like the natural odours but I’ve never seen Stan go up and sniff Anne’s nether regions…though I admit I took a sniff and she smells very intriguing… probably some musk she’s bought.
I envy Stan in a way.Because I’d like to kiss Anne but my lips are too small….I could lick hers with my little raspy tongue!
Maybe if she falls asleep I’ll have a go.I love that woman so.
A cat may look at a king, but can he lick a lady’s lips?
Well, must go and take a walk around my territory and sniff out who’s about….face primer.What next.Paint stripper? What a waste of time and money.I could be chasing dandelion clocks round the garden”

Signify: what is the meaning?

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signify
ˈsɪɡnɪfʌɪ/
verb
verb: signify; 3rd person present: signifies; past tense: signified; past participle: signified; gerund or present participle: signifying
  1. 1.
    be an indication of.
    “this decision signified a fundamental change in their priorities”
    synonyms: be evidence of, be a sign of, mark, signal, mean, spell, add up to, amount to, denote, be symptomatic of, be a symptom of, reveal, manifest, designate; More

    • be a symbol of; have as meaning.
      “the church used this image to signify the Holy Trinity”
      synonyms: mean, denote, designate, represent, symbolise, stand for, correspond to, be equivalent to, imply;

      literary betoken
      “the symbol of an egg signifies life”
    • (of a person) indicate or declare (a feeling or intention).
      “signify your agreement by signing the letter below”
      synonyms: express, indicate, show, communicate, intimate; More

      antonyms: withhold, keep secret
    • be of importance.
      “the locked door doesn’t necessarily signify”
      synonyms: mean anything/something, be of importance, be of consequence, be important, be significant, be of significance, carry weight, be of account, count, matter, be relevant;

      informal cut any ice
      “the locked door doesn’t necessarily signify”
  2. 2.
    US informal
    (among black Americans) exchange boasts or insults as a game or ritual.
    “I wasn’t signifying at her”
Origin
Middle English: from Old French signifier, from Latin significare ‘indicate, portend’, from signum ‘token’.

Count: the many meanings

Recount: the meanings

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recount1
rɪˈkaʊnt/
verb
verb: recount; 3rd person present: recounts; past tense: recounted; past participle: recounted; gerund or present participle: recounting
  1. 1.
    tell someone about something; give an account of an event or experience.
    “I recounted the tale to Steve”
noun
noun: recount; plural noun: recounts
  1. 1.
    an act or instance of giving an account of an event or experience.
Origin
late Middle English: from Old Northern French reconter ‘tell again’, based on Old French counter (see count1).
recount2
verb
verb: recount; 3rd person present: recounts; past tense: recounted; past participle: recounted; gerund or present participle: recounting
riːˈkaʊnt/
  1. 1.
    count again.
    “the children arrange and rearrange the objects in a set and recount them each time”
noun
noun: recount; plural noun: recounts
ˈriːkaʊnt/
  1. 1.
    an act of counting something again, especially votes in an election.
    “a three-vote Conservative win after seven recounts”

The heart releases; to its grace we yield

What shall I do , the  widow asked her friend.
I feel this knife inside my heart again.
What  can I do to make my sorrow end
What can I do to stop the bloody  pain?

Do nothing, the  sweet friend  gently advised
Your task is  to  accept   your own despair
The wisdom in your mind will work, she sighed.
Your body hurts and for such  pain we  care.

Sit here and  count the daisies  in the lawn
No need to talk nor even think  nor will.
As in this peaceful sitting for  a day
Your mind will  rest and hope and trust may call.

Receptive to the shivering, daisied  fields,
The heart releases; to  its  grace  we yield

What is acrimony?

You are the hoover of my soul.

My heart was in my mouth [so I had to  suck it all day; gave my thumb a rest]
My heart sank  to the bottom of the pond
I fell head over heels in love with a cat.[That’s why I had no children as inter-species marriage is not yet allowed but soon it will be here]
I could not swallow his excuse as my mouth was full of chocolate buttons I had torn off my uniform..well they looked like chocolate
That is hard to digest.[So may I please spit it out?]
I spat him out [but he came back as he was on an elastic rope]

I was wondering if new phrases come into existence now and I don’t recall any.Is it because we are no longer so involved in creating our language or because there are experts in academia who study it.At one time ordinary people made buildings etc and must have developed skills in geometry etc from a practical point of view.And it was they who invented writing and numbers etc , not people in Universities who do not create but analayse and criticise and study signs and connections.
So has the rise of experts made us stupider than people were in the past?Is it poets who invent new idioms?

My eyes nearly leaped out of my head when he passed by…
Luckily I had put superglue down the sides of them at breakfast time.
My hands grasped the nettle and I almost threw the flowers at his head.Then he said:You are the hoover of my soul.
Walls have fears, you know.
A rolling brick gathers no floss.
I patted him on the wreck and we parted with no acrimony and no real money either.What is acrimony?
I’m a pharisee and ‘i’m ok.Jewish by right and a whirling prayer.
I can’t live without hue or colour
Tint me this day,oh Lord.
Does God sell salt on the internet.He has a Lot.Sorry Lot’s wife.

Each thing must choose again its proper life



 

Before we go to bed   we   vegetate
No need for teacher but  a compost heap.
And as we vegetate, we drift to sleep
While in our dreams  our little mind debates

But mostly we’re  unknowing in this dark
Where  God himself may manifest at will.
His dazzling darkness  makes our souls be still
And wait a strike by living, glowing spark.

But in the morning, we  come  back to  strife
Take up our work and suffer every stroke.
From sapling to the oldest, strongest oak
Each thing must choose again its proper life

Every look we cast at others  strikes
Reflects and shows us what we have become
And when there is no movement,  we are done
Our mind and  heart have chosen what they like.

So in our end , we vegetate again
And  no more rise to labour in the day
For now we  fertilise the fields passed on our way
And show the end of woman and of man.

A  daily round becomes our life and death.
We  live because  we’re  breathed by sacredness

Rhythm, meter, movement are our guides

Actors are the poets of the real.
They mould the air with bodily appeal
The body is the soul  through which we feel
Imprisoned bodies kill the soul ideal.

Dancers fuse with music stretching air.
They push and pull the freedoms that  live there
They play with Newton’s laws as they change gear
The bodies bend and flow with utter zeal.

Singers touch us deeply to the core.
As we listen with  our shrunken hearts  so sore
We  will cry out, oh, more,oh, more , yes, more.
As deep into our inner self ,they gore.

In every aspect of our human lives
Rhythm, meter, movement are our guides

Such a furnace is this blacksmith’s yard

Trivial thinking makes a waste of life;
Like polishing your shoes as Jesus dies.
Yet academics often create strife,
With philosophers more intellingent than wise

Perceptions sharp as nail bombs to the eyes
Are diverted onto other paths and lives.
Who will be the one who can surprise?
With which mind may such perception strive?

Who will listen to the chosen one?
Not the men whose faces are unlined.
Who sees truly what we have become?
In whose imagination is the true refined?

Such a furnace is this blacksmith’s yard
Refinement comes by fire and burning hard.

 

 

The rise and fall of empires

 

 

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Then we have the counter-Enlightenment thinker Giambattista Vico. The 18th century Neapolitan philosopher took human irrationalism seriously, and wrote about our tendency to rely on myth and metaphor rather than reason or nature. Vico’s most “revolutionary move,” wrote Isaiah Berlin, “is to have denied the doctrine of a timeless natural law” that could be “known in principle to any man, at any time, anywhere.”

Vico’s theory of history included inevitable periods of decline (and heavily influenced the historical thinking of James Joyce and Friedrich Nietzsche). He describes his concept “most colorfully,” writes Alexander Bertland at the Internet Encyclopedia of Philosophy, “when he gives this axiom”:

Men first felt necessity then look for utility, next attend to comfort, still later amuse themselves with pleasure, thence grow dissolute in luxury, and finally go mad and waste their substance.

The description may remind us of Shakespeare’s “Seven Ages of Man.” But for Vico, Bertland notes, every decline heralds a new beginning. History is “presented clearly as a circular motion in which nations rise and fall… over and over again.”

Mary and the cardigan

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Mary Brown woke up earlier than usual. She was wondering  whether to make her  mug of tea but instead, she picked up her Nokia Lumia phone and began to read the news
Good grief she said to  Emile I never thought that I would become one of those people who are always looking at their smartphones?
I want a smartphone said Emile. Why should I be deprived when nearly all the cats around here have got them.
I don’t believe it . What News would cats watch,said  their next door neighbour,Annie who had just come in through the kitchen door which was always open [except when it was snowing.] Mary’s  late husband Stan had liked fresh air and he wanted to watch the birds in the garden while he sat at the  kitchen table reading  cookery books and drinking gin.
Annie was wearing a magenta coloured jumpsuit with turquoise stiletto heels on her beautiful feet and a magenta woollen coat wrapped around her shoulders. On  her eyes, she had purple  eyeshadow and black mascara and her lips were covered in  thick shiny magenta  lipstick by Seeher of Harris
How  did you know where to find lipstick to match so well,  asked  Mary?
I didn’t know.I bought the lipstick first from that new shop which sells body shop products and then I took the lipstick into the shops and looked around until I found a coat that was the same colour.
That was a very strange way to shop, said Mary. but it’s probably a good thing to change the way we do things the only problem could be if you can’t find a coat anywhere that is the exact same colour as that lipstick.
I know art so well, if you can’t find one the same colour you could find a contrasting colour,  like  teal or Kingfisher blue. There are more coats in those colours of course, but this year it seems that Lands End have actually been selling magenta coloured coats or at least reddish coats, Annie gushed.
Oh, I hate it when two colours  are not exactly the same. also when I was going to the art class I realised that one can wear two or three colours which are very close to each other on the colour spectrum and it can be very attractive but we could take so much time matching our clothes and make-up , we’d  have no  time to do anything else.
Yes, I so agree with you. That is why some people in the fashion industry developed a  kind of uniform. One lady had seven black cashmere sweaters and 7 black wool skirts and when she found a pair of shoes she liked she was so well  off that she paid to have  hem copied privately so that she had Enough tears to laughter[ enough to last her] for several years.
I think I ‘d get bored if I was just like that but I guess you would have to have a few silk scarves or some beautiful necklaces and a stunningly expensive watch. or you can wear tights in different colours like teal ; at the moment it is possible to buy them in Marks and Spencer’s. Stan liked blue tights  but for many years one couldn’t get  only black or  beige
But do you think that God put women on the Earth so that they could spend many hours every week either thinking about the clothes washing them ironing them or going to the shops and buy some more?
Of course I don’t think that; we were much better off with only had a very small wardrobe but  whenI was at university I had  only one  skirt and I wore it for all the  6 years As  the  fashions went shorter, I turned up the hem; it must have looked dreadful because I didn’t  cut any fabric  any off before I turned up the new hem, so  it was very bulky.. and I had a  thick white polo neck jumper and one pair of black trousers.plus a horrible green cardigan that my mother had knitted for me I say it was horrible because it was a mixture of green and black and she had only bought it because it was being sold off cheaply at the wool shop -no wonder because nobody wanted that colour.Maybe the sheep were green and black!
I have to confess that I was wearing it when I went to my interviews at the university. Usually ,her knitting was very good but on this occasion, she had put the button band on wrongly or perhaps it was too short ;the cardigan was twisted. It was so warm and well made I ended up wearing it for 6 years I can’t remember what I did with it after that.It was a great relief when I could afford to go into Marks and Spencers and buy and buy a lambswool cardigan in a brighter colour.

You poor thing,  said Annie, it’s amazing that you managed to get accepted at University.
Yes, it was hard for girls because they didn’t do mathematics very much; when I told them that I wanted to do research , the  two male interviewers nearly fell off  their chairs laughing. In fact, I’d already done some original research by then.The annoying thing   was that someone else had already solved that problem and published it so I could not have it published in my name
Why did you not tell them about it or even take it with you, asked Annie, in a timely manner
I don’t know. I mean it was the first interview I’ve ever been to and I had no idea what to expect I Nobody in my school had done advanced Level Maths before and I don’t think the teachers understand what they were doing 3/4 of the class failed the exam.I didn’t tell tnhe teacher about my research
Well, I’m glad that you managed to pass, darling, Annie replied  I want you to make some coffee now.
Ok, I will make us both some coffee. would you like a chocolate biscuit?
Yes please , said Annie cheerfully.
Would you like two?
Yes, and Emile wants them as well
And so do all of us

Language poetry

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http://www.creative-writing-now.com/language-poetry.html

 

“Creative Writing Now: In the same essay, you refer to the value of the irrational in poetry, when used correctly — when it is “the right kind of crazy.” Could you talk more about this? Could you talk about the role of play, wordplay,humour, serendipity in your poetry?

Karl Elder: So that following a mid-day trip my wife and I do not have a crabby grandchild on our hands, in order to keep him, a three-year-old, awake in his car seat, I sing his favorite songs, but with a twist: Old MacDonald had a farm—G.I., G.I. Joe. “NOOOO,” he guffaws and then giggles, meaning, of course, “That’s irrational.” Children seem to know intuitively that whacky language is not crazy so much as it is craziness, and should they happen to grow into contemplative adults, craziness may become, for instance, something as serious and challenging as the irrationality of The Book of Job, subject the poem is to interpretation that the divine is revealed only in questions for which there are no answers. Another thought—paradox is a form of irrationality; nevertheless, we “understand” it. And once upon a long time, it was irrational to speak of the earth as round. Yet how prompt our conversion. Human evolution has well outfitted the brain for sea change in an ocean of eons”

May I feel it too?

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I am very self-absorbed.
Try using blotting paper  and stay dry

I fell into a reverie today
Did you get wet?

I was in a brown study all afternoon
Was it Gordon’s?

I  have made the world by my phantasies
Phantastic!

I  wonder if  a vibrator dries the washing.
No,it’s a maiden.
Mind your heads.
This is no the Tube you know.
Is it YouTube?
I have guessed, it’s an I tube.

My grandad had an outside lavatory till he died
Will there be indoor ones in heaven?
Crash
Grandad! You don’t open the back door in heaven.Was it not bolted?
You dug a  tunnel!You’re not a coal-miner anymore.
You want to go to Bethlehem? Through a tunnel? This is not the Holy Land.
You want to leave Gaza!How the hell did you get there?
On second thoughts, don’t tell me.
You were in Egypt?
You like pyramids!
I like men but I don’t build tunnels into their homes.
No,I build tunnels out!

I  have got more incontinent.
Do stop  admiring Europe

Why do the government tell us to eat more fruit and veg?
To help the Common Market!

Why do the government not have enough beds in hospitals?
They can’t all go to sleep at once!

I am feeling my age.
May I feel it too?

 

 

It helps the government to spy on you?

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1.It is useful to have a webcam because:

a] It is useful to comb your hair in front of it before you start writing
b] It helps the government to spy on you more cheaply and so reduces income tax.
c] It seemed a good idea at the time.

2.Public libraries are

a] Where rich people let you look at their books.
b] Where you may find a public convenience
c] A relic from our poverty-stricken past.

 

3. Britain is a rich country.So why do  we

a] Have no public conveniences
b]Have fewer public libraries.
c] Have so many old people living in cold houses?

Alfred pants on my head.

 

The doctor has strangled my genius
By giving me thyroxine insidious.
It makes me go shopping
And spend something whopping
I’m the lady who bought all those camellias!

 

Yes, doctors can  carry out tests
And prescribe twenty four dozen wool vests.
I wear one in bed;
Alfred pants on my head.
When will he give me a rest?

Can one buy woollen briefs for old men?
Lawyers could ask to foresee them.
Before they stand trial
They wear socks of lisle
Then they put on their top hats again

 

 

Confusion of our enemies with friends.

As foolish as to graze on sweet iced buns;
Confusion of our enemies with friends.
For we know  that life is harder than a pun
The sentences we write, we’d like to stun
In the future, payment will be grim.
On all we stole, the interest we shall lend.
Even if we have no loaded gun,
We shall in  these deep graves declare the end

Revisiting triolets

The triolet consists of eight lines, with two rhymes and two repeating lines. The opening line repeats itself in the fourth and seventh lines, while the second and eighth lines repeat.The triolet resembles and precedes the rondeau as a written form, in part because rondeaux were exclusively performed as courtly folk songs until the 14th century. Conversely, triolet was purely literary and spoken. In a sense, the triolet is the poetic cousin of the rondeau, since both derived from the rondel.

Rhyme: abaaabab
Structure: Eight lines; opening line repeats in fourth and seventh lines; second and eighth lines repeat
Measure/Beat: Iambic tetrameter
Common Themes: Human folly, relationship, triumph, journey
Other Notes:
  • One of the most tight-knit structures of the Provencal poet-musician movement
  • Often dealt with light-hearted subjects

Where did free verse start?

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http://www.webexhibits.org/poetry/explore_famous_free_background.html

 

Ancient roots.

While free verse seems modernistic, its roots go back to medieval alliterative verse and even to the Bible. The Bible’s “Song of Songs” is written in what we would now call free verse. Many of the earliest Ancient Greek poets wrote in lines unmeasured by syllables and beat while they were developing what would become lyric poetry. In later Ancient Greece and Rome, however, fixed forms such as the ode, epic, and a variety of measured lyric poetry ruled the literary land.

Walt Whitman

By the latter part of the 19th century, Walt Whitman had mastered free verse.

Modern interpretations.

The promise of irregular cadence continued to beckon unconventional and narrative poets, and began appearing as vers libre in the 19th-century French poetry of Jules Laforgue and Gustave Kant. Germany’s Johann Wolfgang von Goethe also experimented with free verse. By the latter half of the century, Walt Whitman had mastered the form, and bards such as Christina Rosetti, Robert Louis Stevenson, Charles Baudelaire, Gerard Manley Hopkins, and W.E. Henley were writing free verse. Still, it wasn’t until Richard Aldington used the term “free verse” in a 1915 anthology introduction that the form took an English name.

Yet, as T.S. Eliot warned, “No verse is free for the man who wants to do a good job.” While free verse is irregular, lyrical, and unmeasured by line counts and stanzas, metrical and rhythmic precision remain just as vital as in other poetic forms.

With faith and trust, we show our human face

Though love is welcome when at first it dawns
And even when it ripens in the sun
Soon  may  come sensations  all forlorn
A dread that asks us what love might become.

For yearning as we do for hope and care
Yet don’t we fear to lose our private self?
And so to wonder,fearful, how we’ll fare
Blighting both our spirits and our health.

The risks of loss and gain are  not yet known
A judgement must be made on partial facts
To be at once too  trapped  and  too alone
To treat the other with  both truth and tact

With faith and trust, we show  our human face
And hope we each survive that sweet embrace

Bewildered by our contradicting aims

Hurt by lawless, lasting grief and pain
The image of  the refugee disdained
Shows again the face within his face;
And yet he  too is human  in embrace

Bewildered by our contradicting aims;
Obey our Christ or keep our wealth to arm
We too are nervous when we read
The lies of men whom we have picked to lead

Who has got the couragof true gaze
To see the truth and like Our Lord be flayed?
Who will risk rejection by the mass?
Far better to avert our eyes and pass.

No one is an island, John Donne says
The bell that tolls informs and shows our way.

 

 

 

Now, stay calm.It’s only a keyboard.It can’t bite you.

There are always uncountably many more subjects than we can study in a lifetime.Why?
If you can’t sleep,  then daydream all night.Enjoy thinking of all those kind people who passed their jeans on to you.
How many hours should we streak, doctor? 
I mean I’m gonna shriek, doctor.
Now, stay calm.It’s only a keyboard.It can’t bite you.
Don’t you understand, I want to panic! That’s why we need men.To hug us.
Did you say panic or Munich?Both seem relevant now.
As for Jerusalem, I wish it were here then the people in Israel/Palestine would have less to make trouble about.We could put the entire city into a new museum in Scotland.
Then if Trump moves the American Embassy there, it will be here,  if you see what I mean.
Then we can fight on the Temple Mount while admiring the golden Mask.
That wailing wall is just what we need now to frighten Theresa May.
Theresa Maybe?

I have deleted google mail.What is the penalty?

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I have deleted google mail.What is the penalty?
I have broken the letter x .Does that mean nobody anywhere can do algebra now?
Can I download a new x, before I cause world -wide trouble?
Is it odd for economists to ask me why two minuses make a plus?
Do they imagine two recessions will cancel each other out?
Better to be even that be odd?
I have not learned to type but I have a frozen shoulder already.That seems to bode well.
Yahoo seems to have been lax.Why are we punished more than the ones who run everything?

But what use are they in loving?

What was so wrong about asking
About your absence from this world
And trying to grab you back.

holding onto your coat tail?

Eternity’s long enough already
We don’t need your vapour trails.
Was it a wicked thing to do,
As you floated so far away,
To reach out to touch you once more?
I admit I never knew you kept score.
When I beat you at chess so long ago
Were you already packing bags
to throw out the door?
I knew it was the real thing
But some men never do.
You have your expectations
And your tests and rules
But we never learned those
In our higher maths class schools.
We learned rigour and icy vision
Definition and precision.
We learned explanation  and revision
But what use are they in loving
I didn’t know how to navigate your soul 
You were off anyhow.
The orchestra stopped playing
When they saw the gap.
You can’t fly  away forever
But I do be leaving you.
In  such circumstances
What else does a woman like me do?
You can smile and squeeze your eyes tight
Suck in those cheeks and hide your love.
What’s coming after you’s an eagle or a crow
Not a dove…it’s black I know
When you toss it all away then
Seems like it’s long past time
and emotion to call it a day.
Come again…..you must be crazy
Love is clear to me  now like the face of a newborn daisy

They were unable to believe

old-fruit-3“When Fascism came into power, most people were unprepared, both theoretically and practically. They were unable to believe that man could exhibit such propensities for evil, such lust for power, such disregard for the rights of the weak, or such yearning for submission. Only a few had been aware of the rumbling of the volcano preceding the outbreak.”

– Erich Fromm, Escape from Freedom

Not mad but sick

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Writing can make you realise that what you have experienced in real life has many more meanings that the obvious ones.My nephew was driving me on the Motorway with his 3 year old son.When the child asked was it far it seems to have reminded me of my father and how wonderful it was before he got ill, when I was 4 years old.Then. for 2.5  years he was labelled as work shy.He died from advanced lung cancer a little while later
I am convinced much “mental” illness is physical.
I am pretty sure my nephew is healthy but you never know….. his close friend is very ill.
In 2002 I thought I was losing my mind.I kept ringing Thames Water with anxieties about the drains.They were very kind.Then I got worried about the electricityEventually my new GP found I had been diagnosed with hypothyroidism  10 years before and was likely to go into a coma.For some reason, the doctor I had then had forgotten to get in touch with me.You can go crazy with it too.It is very awful feeling like that.I saw her quite a lot so how she missed telling me the test result seems very peculiar.
After I began treatment I was out buying new clothes and forgot all about the drains.But I shall always be grateful to Thames Water.