Commonly confused words

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https://en.oxforddictionaries.com/usage/commonly-confused-words

n barrel
broach
brooch
to raise a subject for discussion
a piece of jewellery
canvas
canvass
a type of strong cloth
to seek people’s votes
censure
censor
to criticize strongly
to ban parts of a book or film; a person who does this
cereal 
serial
a grass producing an edible grain; a breakfast food made from grains
happening in a series
chord
cord
a group of musical notes

a string

 

 

 

She pored the tea out and I said I had enlarged pours on my face.But we drank the tea and thought it was good enough
I shan’t except the prize
Exempt the old and ill from army service,thank you.I except what you think about it/
She excepted his marriage proposal so he was over the top with fright

Such a sad and lonely face you show

Such a sad and lonely face you show
I wonder if you ever sought relief.
Unconsoled sadness  seems to grow.
Such a sad and lonely face you  show
I’ve not seen you long enough to know
If  your pain is caused by misbelief
Such a sad and lonely face you show
I wonder if you ‘ll ever  find relief.

But it’s wrong to kill and wound.Even yourself ,I had assumed

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Pray Father , please hear my confession.I have sinned during this dreadful recession
What,again? What’ve you done,you naughty man? Maybe you stole a pancake pan
Nothing.I did.Nothing at all.Yet I am going up the wall
Then  why are you here? Why do you  fear.Sartre’s nothing  in a bier
That’s what I’d like to know myself.Why have the police  got all my wealth
Well did you walk? Or did you run? Getting to church is such good fun
No the police brought me in a van.I know nothing about a pan
Some folk will die to exercise.Tell me, truly, do you lie
No,I’m a criminal,Father Brown.I am famous in this town
You get free transport from the police? When will you get  the full release?
They were charging me with onanism  just for fun but decided it’s not  done so I said, take me to a priest.He will hear me out at least
I don’t understand, in this sweet  land Why did they  that  think you had sinned
I told  them. myself  for alibi.I thought I’d  give Onan a try.They got me for  murder  which  was  a lie
You should sow your seeds, you know,my son.Some men say it can be fun
I live in a terraced house with  none.I  have not got my own garden
Sow them in someone else’s then.In such a case it is no sin
But isn’t it wrong to offer my sperm to a lady  out of turn?
Everything  is wrong  on earth today.See what the ladies have to say
Well, what a surprise.A shock indeed Are you descended from Augustine’s seed?
He wasn’t married when he died.I don’t know if he had even  tried
But he said before being dead ,Lord,  make me free of lusty thoughts.I’ll get killed if I am caught
True,but it ‘s a very long time  since then.Who can say if he  sinned?
But men still feel like that, don’t they? I have heard some boast all day
So do women,yes they do.But first you have to charm and woo
Well, they’re  ironing and washing.Not so good for heating passion
I think they ought to wash   before they dry.I’m  man, so hi  di hi
I’ll tell them but you tell me Should I wash  before I woo
Before  you woo, what else to do?
Flattening myself with the  red hot iron.Then they’ll love me when I’m dyin’
A novel way  of suicide.I once tried when down in Hythe
I thought I would at least look real  nice.That  makes it worth the heavy price
But it’s wrong to kill and wound.Even yourself ,I had assumed
Everything’s wrong,you told me so.Why not choose the time to go?
But that is wronger than most wrong.The birds will lose their evensongThink of those left  here behind! Keep their faces in your mind
They can follow free of charge.All they need are irons large
If we did that the world would end.Utter blackness would descend
Seems like it’s going   that way now.I’m just helping  in the how
Are you curious to know  who wins the vote?
I have lost my three remotes
Have you got a radio? They will tell you  when they know.
I am sorry for my sins.It seems that evil often wins
For your penance  eat a cake.Then go rambling by the lae.If you see a pretty girl ask her if she’s like a whirl.

Cliche

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cliché
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noun
noun: cliché; plural noun: clichés; noun: cliche; plural noun: cliches
  1. 1.
    a phrase or opinion that is overused and betrays a lack of original thought.
    “that old cliché ‘a woman’s place is in the home’”
    synonyms: platitude, hackneyed phrase, commonplace, banality, truism, trite phrase, banal phrase,overworked phrase, stock phrase, bromide; More

    • a very predictable or unoriginal thing or person.
      “each building is a mishmash of tired clichés”
  2. 2.
    PRINTINGBRITISH
    a stereotype or electrotype.
Origin
mid 19th century: French, past participle (used as a noun) of clicher ‘to stereotype’.

I feel inside there is a mystery

Without your permit ,I shall  charge  the free.
I ‘ve got  melodies that can’t be  heard
I  hear the sound of driftwood   on  the sea

Who was I and who can I now free?
Are there any  people left to stir?
Without you here ,I ‘m just hungry for that sea

I was just about to  kill a thousand fleas
This  spider sprang  from out of her  dark lair
I feel  the sounds  of    driftwood   on  the sea

That cup of tea was never, then,  quite free
She  spooked you off as if it were a Fair
Without you here ,I feel nothing can be.

She put you into rehab rather pre..
She brought death  to us with her  in her hair
I feel  just like I’m   drifting out  of me

They made you sow some seeds  and could not see
That you were  almost lying standing there
Without you living  ,I ‘m as long as me.

Quite soon  your vital  poems  had disappeared
You   were beaten whilst you were  jailed there
I feel inside  so black  with misery

Recognization  aching was    the   cue
I cannot I know the mind  in  such  affairs
I doubt a presence  now can salvage me.

Enchanting you by   webs  hung between her thighs
The  demon took your  hand ,I see it clear.
I feel inside.  I’d kill her to be me.

You left as fast as  smiling   can now be
Happy to escape  the  devil’s  glare
Without your  vision ,I am never me

I feel myself like ape or refugee.
Floating on  the tide, I know not where
Without your presence ,I’m no longer me.
I feel inside there is a mystery

There are patterns and yet no patterns

The world is full of patterns and at the same time,

There are no patterns.

We fear chaos and yet we desire chaos.

We create paths in order to leave them.

We enter into friendships to enrich our lives

And enter silence in order to create.

Enchanting you by stars hung from her tree

Without your presence ,I’m no longer me.
I ‘ve got  memories that can’t be shared
I feel tlike   some old driftwood   on  the sea

Who was I and who can I now be?
Are there any  people left to care?
Without you here ,I am fno longer me.

I was just about to give you  that hot tea
This  woman sprang our of her  dark lair
I feel inside like  driftwood   on  the sea

 

That cup of tea was never, then, to be
She took you off as if it were a dare
Without you here ,I feel no longer me.

She put you into rehab misery.
She brought death inside with her like a prayer
I feel  just like I’m   drifting,   all at   sea

They made you go to gym and could not see
That you were  almost dying standing there
Without you living  ,I ‘m no longer me.

 

Quite soon  your vital signs  had disappeared
You   had not eaten whilst you were  jailed there
I feel inside like  driftwood ;I’m  at sea

Resuscitation  was  to be the  key
I cannot see  the wisdom  of  such fare
Without your presence ,I’m no longer me.

Enchanting you by   stars  hung from her tree
The  angel took your  hand ,as it was bare.
I feel inside like  driftwood , all at   sea

You left so fast but  gave a smile to me.
Happy to escape  the  carer’s  glare
Without your  being here ,I am not me

I feel myself like ape or refugee.
Floating on a raft, I know not where
Without your presence ,I’m no longer me.
I feel inside like  driftwood   on  the sea

 

 

A person’s authentic nature is a series of shifting, variegated planes

Philip K. Dick, from The Selected Letters of Philip K. Dick 1972-1973:

A person’s authentic nature is a series of shifting, variegated planes that establish themselves as he relates to different people; it is created by and appears within the framework of his interpersonal relationships.

Grace

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When those we loved are gone into the dark,

From where we come and so will also end;

Then mournful we await a living spark

To light  the fire within and sorrow mend.

 

Reality is not absorbed  whole;

Though we have seen, we cannot yet believe.

And pain torments our  jagged heart and soul

Until in time the grace  comes to receive.

 

We must believe that we can bear  this load,

Even when we fall and lie forlorn.

Help may come  or pain may be a goad.

Love may come from those we used to scorn.

 

To willingly accept  may seem too hard,too grim.

Yet when we do ,the spirit grows within

Only to God’s lion


He  grabbed my love and did not  it return
Labelled me insensitive.unkind.
He  struck my heart without   care or tconcern
I learned that in his soul he ‘s deaf and  blind

He labeled me   insensitive.unkind.
Not the perfect mother of his dreams
In his  deepest soul, he is  still blind
Makes connections mainly for his schemes

I was not the perfect mother of his dreams
His need was for a breast  to like upon
He  wants   women mainly for his schemes
Which failed with me and so he is long gone,

His need was for a breast  to like upon
In ease and comfort like a new born  child
He  failed with me, and so he is long gone,
For I prefer my company more wild.

 

In ease and comfort,  he lay  like a  child
He  never thought to ask  what I’d  prefer
For I prefer my company more wild.
Only to the lion of God defer

What is a pantoum poem?

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https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pantoum

 

Structure

The pantoum is a form of poetry similar to a villanelle in that there are repeating lines throughout the poem. It is composed of a series of quatrains; the second and fourth lines of each stanza are repeated as the first and third lines of the next. This pattern continues for any number of stanzas, except for the final stanza, which differs in the repeating pattern. The first and third lines of the last stanza are the second and fourth of the penultimate; the first line of the poem is the last line of the final stanza, and the third line of the first stanza is the second of the final. Ideally, the meaning of lines shifts when they are repeated although the words remain exactly the same: this can be done by shifting punctuation, punning, or simply recontextualizing.

A four-stanza pantoum is common (although more may be used), and in the final stanza, lines one and three from the first stanza can be repeated, or new lines can be written. The pantoum form is as follows:[1]

Stanza 1
A
B
C
D

Stanza 2
B
E
D
F

Stanza 3
E
G
F
H

Stanza 4
G
I (or A or C)
H
J (or A or C)

Verse forms[edit]

The pantoum is derived from the pantun berkait, a series of interwoven quatrains. An English translation of such a pantun berkait appeared in William Marsden‘s A Dictionary and Grammar of the Malayan Language in 1812. Victor Hugo published an unrhymed French version by Ernest Fouinet of this poem in the notes to Les Orientales(1829) and subsequent French poets began to make their own attempts at composing original “pantoums”.[2]Leconte de Lisle published five pantoums in his Poèmes tragiques (1884).

There is also the imperfect pantoum, in which the final stanza differs from the form stated above, and the second and fourth lines may be different from any preceding lines.

Baudelaire‘s famous poem “Harmonie du soir”[3] is usually cited as an example of the form, but it is irregular. The stanzas rhyme abba rather than the expected abab, and the last line, which is supposed to be the same as the first, is original.

The new Catholic Arrival.

  • A catechism  for liars
    The Jerusalem rivals.
    She reduced them to idols.
    A catechism for tryers
    A cataclysm of tyres.
    A catachumen  of  squires
  • Bare crones were all they had
    Barely alone in bed
    Rare phones  on my iPad keep calling me mother
  •  He was bare-faced   and  hairless
    She found him on the bypass
  • Barge Inn .No canoes allowed.No canoodling by order.
  • Parking  is sad when alone.Rent a companion tonight.
  • Parking up the wrong  tree again?
  • A worn  miner deified her.Queen of the Coke
  • Heroine of  briefs.Always worn out.
    Heroism is  wreathed
    Heroin is   the  theif
  • Casket Vase: keep your loved on on the sideboard
  • Brass  passwords are next.Pass.
  •  He sat on   her eyelid all night.
    She batted his  sighs back
    Drat, the  diarrhea’s underground
  • Baited to death
    Waiting for breath.
    Say it,he’s left

Dreams, my wordless thoughts.

I have  filled my mind   with  dreams   and thoughts
I have drawn conclusions  that seem real
What’s of  value’s not by effort bought.

As Ted Hughes said,  his fishing was the sport
Which brought both meditation and a meal.
I have   studied minds   and  dreams   and thoughts

You see ,like that,   new images are caught.
In silence and in noticing  the feel
What’s of  value’s not by effort bought.

What we find may not be what we sought
At  first ,it may not show its wise appeal
I have  found a  mind  by  dreams   and thoughts

In the night the images  take flight.
God’s lioness  destroys what  is  congealed
What’s of  value’s not by effort wrought.

Like a butterfly, a flowering dart
Of love and beauty  which was once concealed
I have  found my mind  by  dreams, my  wordless thoughts.
What’s of  value’s not by effort bought.

In the company of beasts

I am trying to write a pantoum.The cursor keep jumping so if I disappear I shall be with that…

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Another winter, come  so soon has shown
That I survive despite  the sharpest pain
Such solitude as this I’ve rarely known
And yet I’m here and so I shall remain


That I survive  accompanied by  pain
By grief and anguish sharp as knife to heart
And yet I’m here and here I shall remain
This flickering candle’s light will not  blow out

By grief and anguish sharp as knife to heart
I suffer in the company of beasts
The flickering candle’s light survives  my doubt
Late after Nazareth, came the Holy Feast.

Life is only known  when  we  can live
In solitude as  that I ’ve grown to love
As  tranquil consolations, it shall  give
Despite fierce  winter,comes the holy dove
Despite fierce winters, we   believe ,we  love.

And scarlet cheeks now decorate my face

When shame has fallen on me like a curse

And scarlet cheeks now decorate my face;

Are manners failures and not evil worse

So cast a person out from their right place?

To disappear from here is all I wish

To hide myself beneath a beggar’s cloak.

To eat soup from a convent’s dish.

As in my own familial haunts they joke.

Guilt can be expiated and redeemed

But shame destroys the deepest source of self.

What helpful measures may now intervene,

Cover my shied face, restore with health?

Is it only I who see my plight?
Imagined laughter hides me from daylight.

COATS AND HATS

 

Coats on the hall stand

Smelling of you

Coats on the hall stand

Some are mine too.

Hats on the top hooks

Caps that you wore.

Now where you’ve gone

You will need them no more.

My hats will be puzzled,

Hanging there all alone

Now when I see yours

My heart feels like stone.

I found some of your shoes

All covered with green

Now they’re in the bin bag

No more to be seen.

I found half  your pyjamas

The rest are all gone.

I wonder where these where;

Where’ve they come from?

Last night in my dreams

You were right by my side

We were cleaning the oven

With brillo and Tide.

But when I awakened

No glimpse did I see.

Except looking slantwise

Towards the red tree,

Why did you leave me?

Why did you go?

I held your left hand

And fondled it so.

Come back to your loved ones

Don’t leave us alone.

We don’t want to live

With voices that groan.

Touch me with your fingers

Melt my poor sad heart

I let go of your hand

Then how pain did start!

Up north in old Richmond

And on blue Cleveland Hills

I’ll remember your dear face

As my eyes with tears fill.

I will lift up mine eyes

To the hills where my strength

Comes down from the Heavens

Endless in length.

Stronger than granite

Stronger than steel

Stronger than silver

Is the love that I feel

Stronger than iron;

Stronger than gold;

Stronger is my love,

For the one I once held

Ariel unconcealed:write a villanelle

How to write a villanelle

The first and third lines are repeated throughout so they are the key.
They also form the last two lines.

So write two lines.I use  five beats [iambic pentameter]

I have lost my mind  in dreams   and thoughts
What’s of  value’s not by effort bought

A villanelle has 5 stanzas of three lines and then one of 4 lines

I decided to alter the first line after musing over it.And I altered it again when repeating  it because I like to do that.My thoughts change it as I move alon

Dreams, my  wordless thoughts.
I have  filled my mind   with  dreams   and thoughts
I have drawn conclusions  that seem real
What’s of  value’s not by effort bought.

As Ted Hughes said,  his fishing was the sport
Which brought both meditation and a meal.
I have   studied minds   and  dreams   and thoughts

You see ,like that,   new images are caught.
In silence and in noticing  the feel
What’s of  value’s not by effort bought.

What we find may not be what we sought
At  first ,it may not show its wise appeal
I have  found a  mind  by  dreams   and thoughts

In the night the images  take flight.
God’s lioness  destroys what  is  congealed
What’s of  value’s not by effort wrought.

Like a butterfly, a flowering dart
Of love and beauty  which was once concealed
I have  found my mind  by  dreams, my  wordless thoughts.
What’s of  value’s not by effort bought.

Well, a first draft…. why don’t you try?

As syntax still needs home assemblage.

They hit my great brain like a spanner
My screws have come loose
I suffer abuse
From  a man with no internet manners.

 

Syntax is unconsciously selected
To make we  feel we’re  well protected
Our sentences form
So blow the ram’s horn
For beauty has now been detected.

Syntax is a  word for  the academic
As they rejuvenate their aging polemic
We  can  all use it
And the really good news is
Anyone can be orally prolific

Someone invented strange language
To cover up nudity with a bandage
In ivory towers
Professors will glower
As syntax  still needs home assemblage.,

Beyond post into pseudo?

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https://philosophynow.org/issues/58/The_Death_of_Postmodernism_And_Beyond

 

Secondly, whereas postmodernism favoured the ironic, the knowing and the playful, with their allusions to knowledge, history and ambivalence, pseudo-modernism’s typical intellectual states are ignorance, fanaticism and anxiety: Bush, Blair, Bin Laden, Le Pen and their like on one side, and the more numerous but less powerful masses on the other. Pseudo-modernism belongs to a world pervaded by the encounter between a religiously fanatical segment of the United States, a largely secular but definitionally hyper-religious Israel, and a fanatical sub-section of Muslims scattered across the planet: pseudo-modernism was not born on 11 September 2001, but postmodernism was interred in its rubble. In this context pseudo-modernism lashes fantastically sophisticated technology to the pursuit of medieval barbarism – as in the uploading of videos of beheadings onto the internet, or the use of mobile phones to film torture in prisons. Beyond this, the destiny of everyone else is to suffer the anxiety of getting hit in the cross-fire. But this fatalistic anxiety extends far beyond geopolitics, into every aspect of contemporary life; from a general fear of social breakdown and identity loss, to a deep unease about diet and health; from anguish about the destructiveness of climate change, to the effects of a new personal ineptitude and helplessness, which yield TV programmes about how to clean your house, bring up your children or remain solvent. This technologised cluelessness is utterly contemporary: the pseudo-modernist communicates constantly with the other side of the planet, yet needs to be told to eat vegetables to be healthy, a fact self-evident in the Bronze Age. He or she can direct the course of national television programmes, but does not know how to make him or herself something to eat – a characteristic fusion of the childish and the advanced, the powerful and the helpless. For varying reasons, these are people incapable of the “disbelief of Grand Narratives” which Lyotard argued typified postmodernists.

This pseudo-modern world, so frightening and seemingly uncontrollable, inevitably feeds a desire to return to the infantile playing with toys which also characterises the pseudo-modern cultural world. Here, the typical emotional state, radically superseding the hyper-consciousness of irony, is the trance – the state of being swallowed up by your activity. In place of the neurosis of modernism and the narcissism of postmodernism, pseudo-modernism takes the world away, by creating a new weightless nowhere of silent autism. You click, you punch the keys, you are ‘involved’, engulfed, deciding. You are the text, there is no-one else, no ‘author’; there is nowhere else, no other time or place. You are free: you are the text: the text is superseded.

© Dr Alan Kirby 2006

 

Colours

Black against light sky,
Bright flowers blown ; bare branches now
Reach beseechingly.

Reluctant sun hangs
Sending thin light and pinkness
To clouds sleek as cats

Now paling, blue grey,
I see mauve dying into dark
Night sky edges in

The blackness awaits;
Dreams dangle like stringed balloons
A new born gurgles

How full the holly!
Forsythia large and darker,
Wisely,birds shelter

The origins of free verse

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http://www.webexhibits.org/poetry/explore_famous_free_background.html

“Modern interpretations.

The promise of irregular cadence continued to beckon unconventional and narrative poets, and began appearing as vers libre in the 19th century French poetry of Jules Laforgue and Gustave Kant. Germany’s Johann Wolfgang von Goethe also experimented with free verse. By the latter half of the century, Walt Whitman had mastered the form, and bards such as Christina Rosetti, Robert Louis Stevenson, Charles Baudelaire, Gerard Manley Hopkins, and W.E. Henley were writing free verse. Still, it wasn’t until Richard Aldington used the term “free verse” in a 1915 anthology introduction that the form took an English name.

Yet, as T.S. Eliot warned, “No verse is free for the man who wants to do a good job.” While free verse is irregular, lyrical, and unmeasured by line counts and stanzas, metrical and rhythmic precision remain just as vital as in other poetic forms.”

Darkness

 

When we have strangled virtue at her birth
When evil thoughts are all that we can find
And  we  cannot take a draught of cheerful mirth;
Escape from this black prison  of ithe mind.

Too friendship and esteem have been foregone
And lone as buzzards circling are our hearts.
Remembrance of past joys will  rately come
We feel  from us the last friend will depart.

When wickedness draws down our minds to die
And hatred seems to cloud the very sky
When we won’t look to see the geese fly by
When all we do is moan and weep and sigh

Then let’s remember all we have not lost;
Knot firm our souls till this dark grief has passed

It’s poetry.Gooooood heavens.

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Poems are shorter
Shorter than a novel is.
Still – no one reads them.

Except for the ones
Written inside Birthday cards.
Sentiment’s valued.

And we remember
That poor lady of Shallot
Peeling onions.

And also repeat
Nursery rhymes and stories
For little children.

You see thy don’t know
It’s poetry,.Goood heavens.
That is not for me.

Good Bones

Life is short, though I keep this from my children.
Life is short, and I’ve shortened mine
in a thousand delicious, ill-advised ways,
a thousand deliciously ill-advised ways
I’ll keep from my children. The world is at least
fifty percent terrible, and that’s a conservative
estimate, though I keep this from my children.
For every bird there is a stone thrown at a bird.
For every loved child, a child broken, bagged,
sunk in a lake. Life is short and the world
is at least half terrible, and for every kind
stranger, there is one who would break you,
though I keep this from my children. I am trying
to sell them the world. Any decent realtor,
walking you through a real shithole, chirps on
about good bones: This place could be beautiful,
right? You could make this place beautiful.

He said I can keep the ring

 

Mary was in the bijou teal colored kitchen of her detached house making a  jam sponge pudding when the doorbell  rang.She wiped her hands on her new purple trousers because  she didn’t want to dirty the  clean towel.She found Dr   Rosa Benchez standing nervously outside shivering
Come in ,Mary cried.Would you like a cup of tea? You need to sit by the fire and get warmer
I’d love  that, Rosa said politely
A few minutes later they were sitting  looking out of  the bay window watching a blackbird sitting on the fence eyed by  a cat friend called Insolent Jones.
May I  talk to you,Mary? I have got   rather  more agitated than ever before.I am wondering if I need counseling or maybe shooting,she joked.
OK,said Mary cautiously.Has anything  unusual happened ?
Yes, my sister has had her driving license taken away  because of some  big panic attacks she had  crossing the Humber Bridge.
She got out of the car and screamed,Help! That was dangerous with so much traffic
She is furious and says we live in a Nazi state and  is writing to the Times.
Well,  it can happen,Mary said,but when she has learned to deal with the attacks she can re-apply and get her license back.Simple things like not eating and being tired can bring that on so I have heard.And fear of fear,too.
As well as  that,Rosa said,my sister in law has got a recurrence of cancer and is going onto some new drug-type chemo.My brother is very distressed and so is she as it was unexpected.
And my fiance Prof. Charlie Blogge has broken off our engagement with no reason.I can’t think of any at all.Shall I éver trust a new man?I guess I could marry a woman now!
He said I can keep the ring which is a blue sapphire ,supposedly, but when I had it valued they said I was  mistaken and you can buy them on amazon for £57 and less.So  she took off the ring and hurled it into Mary’s coal fire where it looked very nice as it got hotter and hotter glowing like a lighthouse off Portland Bill in a sea storm or a banger about to explode

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Good grief, said Mary.No wonder you are agitated.We may have to phone Dave the bisexual paramedic available on the NHS 24 hours a day.Or we could have our hair permed instead.
Which of these  events bothers you most,Rosa? She  continued gently.
It is my own feelings that worry me most.I woke up feeling very  sad and nervous and wonder if I am having a  breakdown.Then I feel worse as I turn it over in my mind trying to decide  what to do.Then I get up and get some food into me and think it all over again while drinking tea.
Well, you know it is normal to feel sad, anxious or distraught when bad things happen,Mary told her.
But most people look happy when I see them in the shops,Rosa shouted angrily
That is because being outside they put on a mask.They could be feeling worse than you.Anyway, why bother about that?We are all different.Some people think I am very calm but they don’t see  me  when I’m not
So what do you do? Rosa asked her nervously,twirling a golden ringlet around her finger as she watched  her engagement  ring melt in the fire.
I don’t do anything,Mary said.This is one of the fundamental errors in our society that action is  needed  for so many things and especially when we feel negative  feelings.But it’s usually part of life.Things pass.
I pretend I have a big round box inside me and I let the anxiety live in there nice  and cosy until my mind has absorbed and dealt with  the pain.Once my box was quite small but it has grown bigger now and so it has room for mad or bad feelings.I do little tasks and listen to music.Then if I feel really bad I listen to Leonard Cohen  
and tell myself,he had it worse.But he made money out of it! Not that you  can make money out of yours. though it’s worth musing about
Well,Rosa replied.Thank you,Mary.I am glad I am not the only one who feels so awful sometimes.I shall try to get a box like yours.
You are welcome,said Mary jovially.Come round on Sunday for tea.Emile is out but he loves to  see you.
The women hugged cautiously and Rosa went out looking less cold and nervous  as she bravely carried her box of troubles along with her though it was invisible to the people passing by11880567_607097136096835_5259809566679842932_n

 

 

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Finally, after you’ve taken the time you need to get a little perspective on your own writing, go back to your poem with your “editing hat” on. Because the creative act is generative and the act of editing is critical, it can help to break those two processes apart and tackle them one at a time. Edit carefully and without judging your own creativity. When critiquing your own writing, always strive to be the generous and sensitive editor that you would be for someone else.

Sometimes writing better poems isn’t a matter of learning more technique or doing more thinking. It’s a matter of NOT thinking. Dig deep to let your subconscious do some writing, and your poetry will grow.

Avalanche by Leonard Cohen

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Leonard Cohen

Cohen quote

Leonard Cohen

“Be With Me In The Phases Of My Work Because My Brain Feels Like It Has Been Whipped And I Yearn To Make A Small Perfect Thing Which Will Live In Your Morning Like Curious Static Through A President’s Elegy Or A Nude Hunchback Acquiring A Tan On The Crowded Oily Beach. ”