Elena,a baby wrapped in woollen clothes.
On the last train,Warsaw to Moscow,
[ change Niegoreloje.]
1939.Father,mother,brother
You passed through the Arctic Wastes of life.
Still as if travelling on a train
To an impossibly far destination.
As you left, the German Army crashed into Poland
Lost,your aunts
Your cousins.
Your culture.
How does God select the damned?
You had your own baby,here in England,
Not lost like all those others.
Your father died by his own hand,
The hand of history;
The fingers twitching,
Not sure where to point.
Then settling into frozen grief
A sculpture only your mother saw.
You saw too,Elena.
You always saw,though you can’t remember.
The long journey,your mother’s breast,
Your father’s silence.
Only the dead know that silence.
Only the dead weep
With the rocks and stones .
And the ice in each eye
Fell like snow down your cheeks
As you held your own infant.
Warsaw to Moscow,
Moscow to Jerusalem.
Always journeying
Looking for what they can never find:
The home they left behind
The presence of the dead
Lying in gaunt heaps
Like rubbish.
Your aunts, Elena.
Your cousins.
You never knew them.
But there’s a hole in your mind
Through which the Polish wind blows forever
Category: poetry
Philadelphus “Belle Étoile”
Deep down in the clay and soil
Where the worms and brethren toil
Roots of all my garden shrubs
Twine in their long lust and love.
Invisible yet holy life,
Sacramental, without price.
Love is hidden in the dark
Waiting for the spirit’s spark
Uncountable the ants and bees
The insects on old hawthorn trees
Our own souls are destitute
We are turned to market fruit.
Until when we die, at last
We provide the worms repast
Love is gentle,love is kind
Where is love when we are bound?
People prisoners in their strip
Prefer death to soldiers’ whip
People, all beloved of God,
Who will hold the judging rod?
What was chosen may be spurned
When the love to grey death turns
No past choice is ever bound,
As the deer falls to the hounds.
My heart is singing like the little birds in Dent

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I see the wild geraniums, smell that scent
I feel all nature is embodied there
My heart is singing like the little birds in Dent
Into a mountain stream my lover went
The sheep then gathered for a wondering stare
I see the wild geraniums, smell that scent
When Easter comes,we heed the death of Lent
Soon leaves will cover hard ground winter bare
My heart is singing like the little birds in Dent
The limestone in the hills where walkers wend
Attracts me to the pavements flowered fair
I see the wild geraniums, smell that scent
From Alston down to Ullswater descend
The image of the tyrant mountains stares
My heart is singing like the little birds in Dent
How may we come to live as if we are
Kin to flowers, no longer conquerors?
I feel the wild geraniums, visceral scent
My heart is happy like the little birds in Dent
Sylvia Plath: between poetry and painting
http://www.bu.edu/writingprogram/journal/issue-9/doomchin/
“Defining Plath
While Plath is traditionally categorized as a confessional poet, critics like Howe and Davison fail to recognize the ekphrastic quality of many of Plath’s poems. As defined by the Oxford English Dictionary, ekphrasis is “a literary device in which a painting, sculpture, or other work of visual art is described in detail.” Each poem in which Plath comments on or discusses a work of visual art can be defined as an ekphrastic poem. Ekphrastic works are interactive and draw clear links between writers and artists. By writing an ekphrastic poem, one enters a pre-existing conversation; one work could not exist without the other. In essence, many of Plath’s works are dependent on works of others, showing her deep veneration for the painters whose works she incorporates in her own.

THE DREAM, HENRI ROUSSEAU, 1910.
“Yadwigha, On a Red Couch, Among Lilies,” Plath’s 1958 poem, was written in response to Henri Rousseau’s The Dream, painted forty-eight years prior in 1910. The painting, Rousseau’s last and largest work, places a young nude female reclining on a red sofa in the middle of a lush jungle, full of vibrant foliage and lively animals. According to the Bulletin of the Art Institute of Chicago, “Though the public was thoroughly perplexed, the artists rightly hailed The Dream as one of the milestones of modern art” (“The Henri Rousseau Exhibition,” 20). Plath, in her poem, points to the perplexed reaction of the public, choosing to address Rousseau about his painting by discussing their questions.
Plath responds to the structure of Rousseau’s painting in a compelling way. The painting appears to have a random composition; elephants, lions, birds, monkeys, and other animals seem to be randomly strewn about the canvas, interlaced with overwhelming amounts of greenery and lilies; mysterious snake charmer is shown emerging out from some trees, and the nude figure, Yadwigha, is arbitrarily thrown onto the canvas lounging on a sofa. There is no clear order to how Rousseau arranges things. Additionally, the subject depicted, a nude on a couch in the jungle, is incredibly random and perplexing. However, Plath contrasts this randomness by approaching her poem in a methodical way. She chose to write her poem in sestina form; a sestina is “a poem of six six-line stanzas (with an envoy) in which the line-endings of the first stanza are repeated, but in different order, in the other five” (Oxford English Dictionary). The form is structured, complicated and deliberate. Plath clearly put a lot of thought into how the poem was arranged.
For the sestina’s six line-endings she repeats, Plath picks the painting’s most pertinent images and concepts: “you,” “couch,” “eye,” “moon,” “green,” and “lilies.” “Lilies,” “green,” “couch,” and “moon” are all visuals that stand out in Rousseau’s work. The repetition of the painting’s pertinent images allows the reader to envision the painting through her words and points to her astute attention to detail and respect for the painting. Her use of “you” underlines that this is a poem in which she is talking both to Rousseau and Yadwigha (depending on the stanza) because she wants to interact with both the artist and the subject. “Eye” represents the “eyes” of different aspects of the painting [“under the eye/Of uncaged tigers and a tropical moon,” (4–5), “Dreamed yourself away in the moon’s eye” (28)]; Rousseau’s vision [“But to a friend, in private, Rousseau confessed his eye” (35), “To feed his eye with red” (38)]; and the eyes of critics and museum patrons [“It seems the constant critics wanted you… To turn you luminous, without the eye” (8, 12), “The couch glared out at the prosaic eye” (20)]. This emphasis allows Plath to differentiate between artistic vision and critical response, recognizing that there is merit to both points of view. She notes that art is meant to be created and commented on. Plath features the imperative relationship between artist and critic, taking on the role as critic by writing her poem. In turn, her poem is a piece of art—she is aware that it will be criticized, just as Rousseau’s painting was. This recognition through mentioning critics directly in the work signals a parallel Plath draws between Rousseau and herself, making her connected to the art of the past. She is clearly mindful of “the presence of anyone but herself,” unlike what Howe asserts.”
Every night you’re trying to come home
I wake up warm from dreams ,yet all alone
Every night you’re trying to come home
The shattering loss made splinters of my bones
Bandaged like a mummy, am I born?
In the dream you hold my hand and run
I wake up from these anxious themes alone
I’ve still got your ashes and the urn,
Where are you and what have you become?
Your shattering loss has scattered all my bones
Now I sleep and rest with turned off phones
I can’t bear impingements,I ache sore.
I wake up from the anxious dreams alone
Inside my soul, from Other love I’m torn
Afflicted,disconnected, from my core
The shattering of my world makes me forlorn
I think I hear your foot step by the door
My heart by a sharp dagger once more gored
I wake up slow from dreams I am alone
The fearful loss fragmented my heart’s home.
To narrow is to do what Satan knew
The first poet was the one who found the new
Perception without wish to change what’s seen
With wider focus showing different views
Mostly we see what we wish to do
A goal, a task, expectation not a dream
The first poet was the one who saw anew
And having started kept their minds unglued
So played around in sunlight’s happy beams
A wider focus shows us different views
Life can be a broader avenue
Like rivers are combined from little streams
The first poet was the one who saw anew
To narrow is to do what Satan knew
To follow just one path to an extreme
A wider focus shows us many views
The poet shall not judge not ever blame
All the bored who cast off their deep shame
For poets are the ones who find the new,
With wider focus, welcoming such views
The affect of his choice.
How can it be he is no longer here?
How can it be I do not hear that voice
His presence haunts me from his battered chair
Though I have money and no needs to bare
I feel the grief, the affect of his choice.
How can it be that he has vanished here?
What is the world when loss turns to despair.
When every sheet by weeping is made moist?
His presence haunts from his beloved chair
Now we learn the symbol of the hare
Unpeaceful, hunted, jugged or humdrum roast
How can it be when love should counter fear?
Into the real, we stand and longtime stare
We’re begging, blaming, badgered, shamed and gassed
Some presence feints with ours in death’s own lairs
Now the world of man has long surpassed
The time we could blame God for what we ‘ve missed
How can it be that He is never here?
His absence haunts: symbolic, suffered, real.
There’s something in their gaze so enigmatic
There’s something in the silence of the statues
Like Bach played very quietly and true
That sends a human soul into a rapture
And stops us wondering what we ought to do.
There’s something in their gaze so enigmatic
With peaceful hearts, they share their marble eyes
That now and then dear life becomes ecstatic
Until the special time will fade and die.
They’re proud and humble at the same quiet moment
Nothing can be gained by attitude
Nothing can gained by smiling assent
Nothing over which we humans brood.
And so goodbye to all the rumination,
All the to and fro of argument
For this is now a silent dislocation
From what we said and what we really meant
Owl faced moon
Moonlight leaves a sheen like rain
upon my skin; the owl asks
what place I’m in? I am the place:
it’s here, within, oh owl-faced moon.
Jack Brae Curtingstall
Lonely blue
I bought more cyclamen and recalled you
Wandering through wildflowers by my side
I don’t know where to put them , they might die
Then I would feel so sad and lonely blue
All we read of pain and love is true.
Yet we let our hearts stay open wide
I bought some cyclamen and recalled you
Wandering through wildflowers by my side
I have loved not widely but a few
I have touched on bliss and when it flies
I have touched the grief that truly lies
I bought cyclamen and recalled you
s. On the last train,Warsaw to Moscow, [ change Niegoreloje.]
Elena,a baby wrapped in woollen clothes.
On the last train,Warsaw to Moscow,
[ change Niegoreloje.]
1939.Father,mother,brother
You passed through the Arctic Wastes of life.
Still as if travelling on a train
To an impossibly far destination.
As you left the German Army crashed into Poland
Lost,your aunts
Your cousins.
Your culture.
How does God select the damned?
You had your own baby,here in England,
Not lost like all those others.
Your father died by his own hand,
The hand of history;
The fingers twitching,
Not sure where to point.
Then settling into frozen grief
A sculpture only your mother saw.
You saw too,Elena.
You always saw,though you can’t remember;
The long journey,your mother’s breast,
Your father’s silence.
Only the dead know that silence.
Only the dead weep
With the rocks and stones .
And the ice in each eye
Fell like snow down your cheeks
As you held your own infant.
Warsaw to Moscow,
Moscow to Jerusalem.
Always journeying
Looking for what they can never find:
The home they left behind
The presence of the dead
Lying in gaunt heaps
Like rubbish
Your aunts, Elena.
Your cousins.
You never knew them.
But there’s a hole in your mind
Through which the Polish wind forever blows
Old and dehydrated folk
He put a new key in the ignition
But the orifice was damaged past derision
So the car failed to start
I felt grief in my heart
Don’t say no plan came to fruition.
The connection for the radio cord
Was broken so the music was barred.
I offered to sing
Or even to sting
This offer left everyone bored.
The state of fruition was good
When we went to find nuts in the wood
But we got drunk on cider
The horse and the rider,
Completed by bladders a-flood
Now most public toilets have gone
Everything’s private or none
One is a coffee shop,
Another’s a polka dot.
There’s nowhere for parking the bum.
There is a puritan ethos around
So using a loo is unsound
Old and dehydrated folk
Fall down in the grass in the park
Their blood pressure’s sunk to the ground
What, is a lowly Jew to be adored!
From the other room, melodic sounds
Fill the air,severe yet rightly proud
For frames are needed as our outer bounds
Within which imagination grounds.
It is five times a hundred years this very day
That Luther put objections to the Church
Commemorated now in song and prayer
Yet he may have helped the Hitler Reich
His hatred of the Jews knew not one bound
To kill them all was what he would have liked
So I cannot admire his works that deeply wound
Created by his appetite for strife.
If Jesus came back would we kill once more?
What, is a lowly Jew to be adored!
Stay a while here with his holy shadow
Sing a song to help the dying soldier
Sing a song to ease him on the way
Release him from your weary shoulder
And let him sleep in shadows of dismay
It doesn’t matter that your heart is broken
It doesn’t matter he has got no bed
At last the love you feel has opened
And before he dies, you are by silence wed
Sing a song to help him with his leaving~
Sing as softly as a little bird
There is no evil that he is concealing
And you yourself have heard his final words.
And when his soul flies from the open window
You cannot stop it with your wifely heart
Stay a while here with his holy shadow
And then rise to your feet and so depart
We’re only human we feel sorrow
We’re only human, how we grieve
With trembling legs and belly hollow
Appearances like this do not deceive
Or is it to manipulate she’s here?
The widow makes complaints, as if I’m God
Again she says she loved her husband dear
I would love to help her if I could
There are a few alternatives to plot
Accept, endure, there is no answer clear
The widow makes complaints as if I’m God
She thinks committing suicide is good;
Or is it to manipulate she’s here?
I would like to help her if I could.
I feel my mouth go dry as if I’m wood.
I have my own new little boat to steer
The widow makes comp ints, as if I’m God
I can understand the thickening of the blood
My mind is filled with sadness when she’s near
I would have surely helped her if I could.
It’s true that grief feels like a panic fear
Without the one who loved you ,your heart’s seared
The widow makes complaints, as if I’m God
I can never help her, no one could
Without your love, I’m nobody I know.
Without your love, I’m nobody I know.
Our inter-self, dismembered, broke apart
Give me courage on the journey slow
In good times , we may lose our self in flow
To be self-conscious makes shame rule my heart
Without your love, I’m nobody I know.
Do we have no self when partners die?
Bewildered, can I find the way to start
Give me courage on the journey slow
Where is my best path to discover
The way to mend a self, holed by grief’s darts?
Without your gaze, I’m nobody I know
Like a ship strikes rocks deep down below
I risk getting hit without some charts
Give me courage on the journey slow
Will I know myself when new betrothed
To mirrors unfamiliar to me old?
Without your love, I’m nobody I know.
Give me courage in the darkness gross.
From despair, we rise to be renewed

Claws so sharp
I wonder if this cauliflower cheese
Will taste far better than its image looks
In the cook book where I see dead fleas.
I’ll add some plum tomatoes and fried bees
After all ,I am now my own cook
I wonder at this cauliflower cheese
The fleas must be quite ancient, I suppose.
Unappetizing to the viewer who just peeks
Into the cook book where there are dead fleas.
If the fleas were living, I would freeze.
And wonder if a cat had read my books
I ponder on this cauliflower cheese
I guess I’ll put as well a few green peas
The colour otherwise is somewhat bleak
In the cook book where there are dead fleas.
The cat we had was black and very sleek
With claws so sharp they made my bladder leak
I wonder at this cauliflower cheese
In the cook book where I saw dead fleas.
When love and hate can enter no debate
We draw a map of love inside our minds
Before we learn to speak and separate
And hatred too is structured by these lines
But owning such a map can make us blind
If we use just that to navigate
We draw a map of love inside our minds
Some have mothers tuned in and most kind
The map’s a good description of estate
Hatred too is structured on these lines
But some experiences we cannot bind
When love and hate can enter no debate
We draw a map of love inside our minds
We need to let both love and hate combine
The pain and anguish may be very great
Our mind is better structured on such lines
Some may think our life is made by fate
Others learn by how they correlate
We draw a map of love inside our mind
And hatred too, is structured by those lines
The eyes of love
Of what their love was bringing near.
They gazed into each other’s eyes
And so did tantalise.
They lay down to gaze into
the eyes and soul of one who’s true.
They gazed until, when overcome,
They were united into one.
Their souls and bodies were conjoined,
And thus their hearts were well entwined;
As honeysuckle on the walls,
In joy’s sweet arbours does grow tall,
Their loving lips and eyes and hands
Gave pause to time’s soft flowing sands.
and as they touched and gazed and longed,
The birds sang out in glorious songs.
Which is me and which is you?
Are we one or are we two?
I give you all myself today,
So this shall be our way
As unknown as the journey to your birth
Was this the apple then, your mother’s breast
Which father thought was his to oft caress?
And when, in deprived rage, you bit to test
In rage, he vowed to ever you harass.
The punishment struck hard in your small heart.
Your memory was unworded, could not tell;
Though pain and anguish made your soft skin smart.
As shocking as the grief of unmeant wrong.
As frightening as the gauging of your worth
As sudden as the ending of a song.
The ambivalence of our hearts starts here.
So cats feel proud of their unique access
Do cats feel proud of their unique access
At any time they need a loving touch
On the laps of humans whom these cats possess?
They may stalk off or lingering caress
Then bite the hand that gave to them so much
Do cats feel proud of their unique access?
When cats are lost it gives immense distress
To owners who by loving them feel rich
Theirs the laps that these dark cats possess?
Evolution’s brought to them success
As proud, they eye the world where they insist
They are owed their full, unique access
In a home, a cat will miaow, God bless
While rubbing on our ankles with odd nips
Asking for the laps that they possess
I have even known a cat to kiss
As if to total intimacy pushed!
So cats feel proud of their unique access
To the laps of folk whom these brave cats possess
Contemplated simply with the eye
The mundane is the main part of our life
We do not note the wonder of each day
And waste it when we cause unneeded strife
For then we in the dens of envy writhe
We could have peaceful hearts and live our prayer
The mundane is the greater part of life
Contemplated simply with the eye
The mundane changes when attention’s paid
We waste our life when we enjoy fierce strife
To do our work relaxed we might then try
Leaving violent effort to the crazed
The mundane is the greater part of life
Is it so hard to love that hearts reply
We shall not open up for we feel grey?
We waste our life when we provoke fierce strife
With the mundane, we look deep and cry
There is great richness in each little life
The mundane is the main part of our life
We waste it when we roam about unblithe.
In the end, the truth is where love lies.
With foresight, we may see where problems lurk
And root them out before they start to grow
Yet often life’s mysteriously dark
And what we reap is what another sowed.
In hindsight, this seems obvious and plain.
But some can pick the true out with no pain
Yet others choose their fantasy again
They amble down a cheerful sunny lane.
Though what is real may not be what we wish
Better truth that hurts than lies that charm
Reality is not an easy choice
Yet falsehood will mislead and even harm.
Insight grows with patient watching eyes
In the end, the truth is where love lies.
Worms
I wrote this when I was starting out and I noticed I was drawn to images of worms and beetles and life in the darkness under us.I was not aware of that when I began to write
Winter weather, frost, dark sky,
See white geese and silver stars.
Two cooing doves with collars red,
Are watching out for seeded bread.
From the sun, low in the sky,
Light falls slantwise to my eyes.
Trees bud, though invisibly,
Nothing that our eyes can see.
Bulbs shoot up from dark cold soil
Where worms and beetles quietly toil.
We take for granted air and sky,
Love the birds we see fly by.
But who can love the worms and slugs
And those creatures we call bugs?
So in our dark cold winter time,
Praise these creatures in the grime.
Without these worms, our crops would die.
No cornfields for us to lie,
Amidst the poppies’ wild red blooms.
So we forget all winter’s gloom
.
Praise the snails and bees and ants
For these and spiders, let’s give thanks.
As the lightness needs the dark,
From darkness come life-giving sparks.
Enrich darkness with our gifts.
Look not always to the swift.
Slow and patient like these worms,
Nature’s lowness is my theme
On random deaths
We might have died in childbirth;
We might have died in war;
None of us imagined
Death in a grocery store.
We went out buying fruit and meat,
Fresh eggs and chicken breasts.
We wanted to make dinner
For this night’s Sabbath Feast.
But no-one knew that warm goodbye
Was to be our last;
A few shots and some bullets
Another life has passed.
What were our young children
going to feel tonight?
We should be serving love and food
As the candles give their light.
Candles burn in memory
Of all the innocent,
who are caught up in tragedies
That someone else invents.
Let young men delude themselves
And politicians too….
Don’t forget those murderers
Could be me and you….
We are not so different
But for circumstance.
The murderers and their victims turn
In a macabre dance.
God’s position nobody’s divined.
God reached a position we can’t find
He moved astute and humorous through the air
Being human we are almost blind
A game beyond the games of Wittgenstein
The willing player has found a wondering flair
God’s position, nobody’s divined.
Impossibly the paths of nuclei wind
Cast a glance and upset the whole air
Being human we are violence blind
We cannot cast a light on his designs
Infinitesimal eyings push the photons where?
God’s position nobody will find
From unknown spaces, love and hate combine
The light divides ecstatic,pure,two,bare
Human , we survive by being blind
Love God if you will, it is a dare
Powerful, vivid as leaps a March Hare
God reached that position we can’t find
In the Arctic wastes of our own minds
“Inside the mind of poetry”

“The greatest lines in poetry are infinitely quotable while having no definite meaning. What is a mind of winter, and why must one have one? It doesn’t matter. Wallace Stevens’ greatness lay in his ability to produce these kinds of anti-aphorisms, seemingly wise but ultimately ungraspable: Thought is false happiness. She sang beyond the genius of the sea. The only emperor is the emperor of ice cream. And, most pointedly: The poem must resist the intelligence / almost successfully. (Or, nay, successfully!)
I believe that to read poetry, one must have a mind of poetry. You must enter a state where you come to understand meaning-resistant arrangements of language as having their own kind of meaning. It’s quite similar to those Magic Eye posters from the ‘90s: If you haven’t figured out how to look at them, you can’t believe that anyone really sees the dolphin. (This metaphor has its limits, making learned skill seem like an on/off conversion; too, with poetry, even when you’ve mastered “the trick,” not everyone sees the same thing.)
Is this “negative capability”? I’m not sure.
Negative capability, as described by Keats, is rather delightfully poetic in itself, a form of imitative fallacy in criticism, a mental onomatopoeia. It seems clear enough by his own definition: “when a man is capable of being in uncertainties, mysteries, doubts, without any irritable reaching after fact and reason.” But it’s so often badly paraphrased, in conversation and in print; Wikipedia defines it as “the capacity of human beings to transcend and revise their contexts” (to their credit this merits a “citation needed”). A concept so frequently muddled must be inherently mysterious and as such, perhaps, a shibboleth; if you don’t understand negative capability you won’t understand poetry.
There are probably people who go through life with a permanent mind of poetry. I am not one of those people. I fall in and out of it, and not at will. As I write this, I am not in it, and have not been for three or four months, which is to say, I have not been able to focus on or become absorbed in any book of poetry. Oddly, I have continued to write poetry. I continue to think about poetry, almost daily. As my Twitter feed reveals, one doesn’t need a mind of poetry to talk about poetry.”
A song is sung, sprung with the babbling I
The mind is like a river as it flows
From small beginnings to unending sea.
Endless and elusive what it shows
As in the mud, the stark blue iris grows
So with life itself, from dark we see
The mind is like a river as it flows
The boat rides on the surface as it goes,
From what once was to what is still to be.
Endless and elusive, what it shows
Before we learn to speak, the music holds
The baby and the mother company
The mind is like a melody that flows
A duet comes to life and life it moulds
A song begins sprung with the babbling I
Endless and elusive, life to show
In lucid realms awakening, we enfold
The many parts of self that outward cry
The mind is like a melody that flows
Come now sleep, where dreams of mothers stray
Engaged with all the fathers of desire
In the mud, the still blue iris grows
The mind is like a river in full flood
This is not it
Impossible to move on because
Between any two numbers
There are infinitely many other numbers.
Time does not consist of equal increments
I saw the car fast moving towards me
And time slowed down, it was ten minutes
Before it hit me.
Elegantly I flew into the air, second by infinitely long second
Down below I saw life on a huge TV Screen
I was no longer there.I saw a Hand turning a wheel
Clockwork TV, I knew it.
I was flying orthogonally to the earth
I had a new perspective.No fear
A calm and endless peace held me.
Gravity interfered.Thin as I was,
I was not infinitesimal
Otherwise, I would never have come back
All I knew is, this is not it.
The tortoise won the race.
Smaller than the pebbles drowned sea moist
An agnostic yet I need my God
For many parts of life cannot be voiced
Without the sacred language, I learned of.
More a place and less a cruel Rod
Willing us to have the rights of choice
An agnostic yet I need my God
Lesser than both lower and above
Neither is he man, nor girl nor boy
In the sacred language I learned of.
Greater than the mountain tops of love
Smaller than the pebbles drowned sea moist
Me, agnostic, yet I need such God!
Wilder than a stallion newly shod
Quieter than that little, still, small voice
In the sacred language I learned, read.
As by our own science, we are hoist
There’s humour in that secret, still embrace
I agnostic, need to walk with God
And use the sacred language I learned of.

