Within and without.

Confusion is not entirely within a person.It is affected by the setting or context.

Also being given an enema just befor being in moved to a different place is not a good idea Would you like that ? All your crap running out in the corridors.Is they insensitive or what ?

Rain your self in

Compulsive talkers have trouble reigning in their speech

The Queen has rained for many yares and long may she content you

This window needs new pains soon

My wife is in labour the waiters have broken and are running down her legs

Get a broom quick

Will gorse do?

Do what ,,, pass water.

Anyone can pass it jji by nun

But few can swim

Immature though old

Apparently I’m old

But I’m still immature

And I have noone to hold

And too much to endure.

Cannot I be bold

Erotic, chaste impure

I’m alone with my own soul

I think about me you all

My lover is too tall

Or else I am too. small

It’s relative I call

But lead can turn to gold

I miss you

I miss you how I miss you how I miss

i wish that I could feel your honey Kiss

I wish we were in Richmond in the rain

the place your family came from,little lanes

i wish we were in York,the minster lit

as the choir sang nearby we would sit

i like to go to Mickle gate, the house

then there is the Ouse so swif so loose

When my voice trembles  

Katherine's avatarHow my heart sings

When words no longer work

wonder

wish

want

When words won’t come

compensate

contrive

When my voice breaks

snaps

sunders

strains

When I want to talk

touch

tenderly

towards

But you are not able

about

abandoned

absent

You are no longer

listening

live

longing

When I need to find a meaning

In the shape

form

structure

But I ‘m stranded

Stuck

Sucked under

Swallowed

Then I reach out to you

I want your touch

tenderness

tranquillity

temerity

Sometimes words don’t seem enough

endless

empty

emotive

ejaculatory

Yet words can console

conjure

quilt

charm

captivate

cover.

Stretch out your hand

across the emptiness

and touch me with your fingers

friendship

faithfulness

forgiveness

frailty

fever

touch my heart with words

and I will hope

expect

await

be grateful

grave

garbed in joy

When words don’t feel enough

When all we want is touch

Or to see

sigh

sob

sing

Words can be…

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Not there

I reach out for the silver phone again
But you are not there

My hand is lonely in the empty air

I bring it back to my lap

I did not know I would not hear your voice again

Our conversations dead too.

I am glad I forgave you

I wanted you to let go easily

Had not thought the phone was no use to the dear dead ones

I can’t believe my mischievous boy grew old

Took Ill,suffered
Died

Oh can you not come back?

My hand looks delicate like a flower

My ears feel hot

I can’t hear you any more.

You are gone

Why is it hard to believe this?

Why is loss so hard?

Spell spolling

She can’t even spell spilling

Or spill spelling

Funny how atheistically is like aesthetically in spelling

Are you an aesthete?

No I am a Mormon
Why ?

It is easier to spell

That is stupid.

Why?

Marxist is easier

I don’t agree

I guess it was having X as the unknown in algebra be that made you anxiou

What is algebra?

An invention of the Arabs.

Or a discovery.

Where was it hidden?

They told noone

I hope they don’t find more

Why not ?

Like from Algebra to the Atomic bomb ?

Better to be be apes.

Or apples.

No Ape fell on Newton

No atom Bomb either

So true

With the boys

Once you took me up by Anglezarke

we lit a fire alongside a small stream

Heard close by the song of a skylark

The heather glowed its purple for the bees

O happy day when I was with the boys

Out on Pennine edges on the Moors
Boys got much more freedom

better toys

And the mystery of the hills

which still allures

We walked down into Chorley, took a bus

Surprised by bliss my eyes could see afresh

Don’t lie so still

Ah,brother I don’t want you to lie still

No blood to circulate,no thoughts,no will

No help,no humour.jokes no

sharp true eye

From our old shared pram,to live, to die.

I used to do your homework

late at night

Abstract thought to you was no delight.

You wondered over X and y and z

Preferred the shapes of Nature in your. head.

I shall retain the memories of the good

You who taught me speech and hate and love

Goldenrod

On Sunday we would stroll to old Deane Road

My brother used to speak in. Code

My baby sister in her pram so bold

Now both have died and passed away

I can’t forget the golden rods and Mum’s coat frayed

The cemetery where we used to pray

Now Mum is dead will there be room for me

I prefer to lie beneath my tree

I hope I shall be eaten like the Host

Though I am no Saviour I have done my best

And crave the peace of nature and her rest.

The church bells ring again in harmony

Asking for some peace and charity

I rode on Daddy s shoulders held his ears

He sang and whistled I wished he was still here

Let the good

Do not wear a bin bag in the snow

You need sheepskin boots on an ice flow

Better think of summer and bright lights

The sun will rise and set but not at night

Blakeny is in Norfolk which we love

Air,sky sea will mingle for our good