When my voice trembles  

How my heart sings

When words no longer work

wonder

wish

want

When words won’t come

compensate

contrive

When my voice breaks

snaps

sunders

strains

When I want to talk

touch

tenderly

towards

But you are not able

about

abandoned

absent

You are no longer

listening

live

longing

When I need to find a meaning

In the shape

form

structure

But I ‘m stranded

Stuck

Sucked under

Swallowed

Then I reach out to you

I want your touch

tenderness

tranquillity

temerity

Sometimes words don’t seem enough

endless

empty

emotive

ejaculatory

Yet words can console

conjure

quilt

charm

captivate

cover.

Stretch out your hand

across the emptiness

and touch me with your fingers

friendship

faithfulness

forgiveness

frailty

fever

touch my heart with words

and I will hope

expect

await

be grateful

grave

garbed in joy

When words don’t feel enough

When all we want is touch

Or to see

sigh

sob

sing

Words can be…

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Not there

I reach out for the silver phone again
But you are not there

My hand is lonely in the empty air

I bring it back to my lap

I did not know I would not hear your voice again

Our conversations dead too.

I am glad I forgave you

I wanted you to let go easily

Had not thought the phone was no use to the dear dead ones

I can’t believe my mischievous boy grew old

Took Ill,suffered
Died

Oh can you not come back?

My hand looks delicate like a flower

My ears feel hot

I can’t hear you any more.

You are gone

Why is it hard to believe this?

Why is loss so hard?

Spell spolling

She can’t even spell spilling

Or spill spelling

Funny how atheistically is like aesthetically in spelling

Are you an aesthete?

No I am a Mormon
Why ?

It is easier to spell

That is stupid.

Why?

Marxist is easier

I don’t agree

I guess it was having X as the unknown in algebra be that made you anxiou

What is algebra?

An invention of the Arabs.

Or a discovery.

Where was it hidden?

They told noone

I hope they don’t find more

Why not ?

Like from Algebra to the Atomic bomb ?

Better to be be apes.

Or apples.

No Ape fell on Newton

No atom Bomb either

So true