The sky is pink, the trees look warm and brown
The heat has come to London for a stay
The kitchen feels so humid, I might drown
The sky is pink, the trees look warm and brown
Unusual shades on this side of the town
But lovely pink for a kind wedding gown
If you have a credit card to pay
The sky is pink, the trees look darker brown
The heat has come to London in late May
Author: Katherine
World Bedwetting Day 2017
Tuesday 30th May -Time to Take Action
What is bedwetting?
Bedwetting can affect anyone although it is most common in children over the age of 5 years. There are a number of causes including the over-production of urine at night, a problem with the bladder being able to store the urine and the inability of the child to wake up in response to full bladder signals. However, there could be other causes including an undetected problem with constipation or the bladder.
Bedwetting can also have a serious effect on a child psychologically, affecting the self-esteem, emotional well being and day time functioning. For all these reasons it is important that bedwetting is taken seriously and all affected children undergo a comprehensive assessment and are offered treatment.
It is a common childhood condition, with approximately 20% of 5 year olds and 5-10% of 7 years olds regularly wetting the bed; if this problem is not treated it can stay with them until the teenage years and adulthood.
What is World Bedwetting Day?
Bedwetting is defined as a common medical condition and World Bedwetting Day aims to raise awareness of the issue. Bedwetting is no-one fault, and the families and doctors of those who suffer should be able to openly talk about this issue. This day raises awareness of bedwetting as a common condition that can and should be treated. The slogan for World Bedwetting Day is ‘Time to Take Action’. This is to recognise that much more can be done to diagnose and treat children and teenagers with this common medical condition. World Bedwetting Day is a partnership between the team here at Bladder and Bowel UK, ERIC and Ferring.
When is World Bedwetting Day?
This year’s day is taking place on Tuesday, 30 May 2017
Energy
The energy that saves us from decay
Keeps the red blood moving in its dance
This is mystery, in its own deep way
In our body, many microbes play
Glory, glory, glory, happenstance
The energy that saves us from decay
The good and bad like dancers seem to sway
Giving health and illness a fair chance
This is mystery, in its own right way
Shall we opt for life and kneel to pray
To the one whose vital energy’is the source?
The energy that saves us from decay.
So movement keeps us living every day
See the symbols and the random ways of chance
This is mystery in its own way
See the lions and snakes as a romance
You might’ve understood that feeling once
The energy that saves us from decay
Is a mystery, in its own deep way
Nature seems to stutter on her way.
The day is hot, the air holds heaviness
Yet golden is the light which is displayed
We stay indoors and try to take a breath
The moisture in the air seems to oppress
Nature often stutters on her way.
The day is hot, the air has heaviness.
Heat disposes men to display wrath
The car horns hoot, the rage more red than grey
We stay indoors and try to keep our breath
But in the house I notice there is mess;
The opened books, the phones not put away
The day is hot, the air has heaviness.
Even so our own home seems to bless
The life we lead and from which we may stray
We stay indoors and try to count our breath
But in the evening, grab a lover grey.
The lion and lamb were masculine,how gay!
The day is hot, the air has heaviness
We stay indoors with brandy unsurpassed
The War that did not end in ’45
The War that did not end in ’45
Continued its trajectory of grief
Victorious, the people who survived
The War that did not end in ’45
On our backs ,the consequences ride
We will ignore the eyes of those who die.
While the gods of death float through our minds like leaves
The War that did not end in ’45
Continues its maintenance of grief
Gazing into that abyss beyond
Paralysed by feelings strange and lonesome
Gazing blankly at the sun upon the trees.
Where is it that he can’t come home from
Paralysed by unnumbered feelings lonesome?
Has he entered into that new Kingdom
Accelerated by a random bomb
Paralysed by feelings strange and lonesome
Gazing into that abyss beyond
The god of love
Graham Greene and Writer’s Block
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http://www.newyorker.com/science/maria-konnikova/how-to-beat-writers-block
“For anyone familiar with Greene’s prolific output, it’s hard to believe that he could ever suffer from writer’s block. But, in his fifties, that’s precisely what happened—he faced a creative “blockage,” as he called it, that prevented him from seeing the development of a story or even, at times, its start. The dream journal proved to be his savior. Dream journaling was a very special type of writing, Greene believed. No one but you sees your dreams. No one can sue you for libel for writing them down. No one can fact-check you or object to a fanciful turn of events. In the foreword to “A World of My Own,” a selection of dream-journal entries that Greene selected, Yvonne Cloetta, Greene’s mistress of many years, quotes Greene telling a friend, “If one can remember an entire dream, the result is a sense of entertainment sufficiently marked to give one the illusion of being catapulted into a different world . . . . One finds oneself remote from one’s conscious preoccupations.” In that freedom from conscious anxiety, Greene found the freedom to do what he otherwise couldn’t: write.”
Energy and writing

- What are you passionate about?
- What do you care about so deeply or get so excited about that you talk about it to anyone who will listen?
- Do you love the process of writing itself?
- Who has encouraged your writing?
- Who would be proved wrong if you wrote and succeeded with your writing?
- Who has criticized, cursed, or discouraged you to the extent that it makes you want to prove them wrong?
- What upsets you so much that you are compelled to write about it or include the theme in your book?
- When have you (or someone you cared about) been disrespected in a way that makes you want to write?
- Where have you been lucky enough to be in the right place at the right time in regard to your writing?
- What could you do to increase the odds of being lucky in respect to finding inspiration?
- What are you afraid to write but know about
But I believe love is good for the health.
I want to be more narcissistic
I’ve fallen in love with myself
I know it can’t last
Because of my past
But I believe love is good for the health.
I love first of all my warm body
But God made that out of a rib
I can’t take the credit
Nor even the debit.
I was born and put into a crib.
I love my own mind very deeply
Not just the conscious part though
I love my dreams
The images,the means
Even when I feel life’s hard blows
A child’s world
When I was two years old I decided to follow my dad to church.I couldn’t see him but I went up the street and crossed the road.At the church door the men recognised me and lifted me up then passed me down the row of men in which my dad sat.The 11 am Mass was mainly for men while the women went early as they had to cook the dinner.I can see all those men now..I knew who they were.So different from our present life.
Alice in money land

I got a bill from British gas.It said I owed them £76.Then it added that because of this my monthly direct debit was being reduced by 40%.
Me,neither.
But love would come and go like a spring tide
If you hear voices as did Joan of Arc
Don’t let on,just be polite and smile
Those who speak with God find it’s no lark
I used to sit with my dad in the park
He liked to talk and I was soon beguiled
Do you hear voices as did Joan of Arc?
Inside my heart, his conversations sparked
When he died,my life went into file
Those who speak with God find it’s no lark
I put my games and dolls in cupboards dark
Silently, I filled my heart with ice
Do you hear voices as did Joan of Arc?
I was mute until God’s angel spoke
He told me I would know much love despite
Those who speak with God have built an Ark
I never would be rich in money bright
But love would come and go like a spring tide
Do you hear those voices, Joan of Arc
Those who hear from God don’t want to talk
We must agree the rule of law to live
As I locked the house the night before
I had no inkling destruction was so near
Society works if we abide by law
For every large community at core
Accepts these laws. so that it can endure
Still, I locked the house the night before
There always will be criminals with lore
A fraction too illiterate and too poor
I told myself ,society works less more
But when we watched men bombing exit doors
They see themselves as someone’s soldiers
I did turn the key the night before
We are in a undeclared ” great war”
For some men, this must have a vast allure
I told myself ,society works by law
If too many can’t accept or law endure
The whole is lost and we shall all be poor
As I locked the door the night before
I thought, society is by agreed laws
News of bombings brings birds no dismay
The natural world shows beauty in its way
The birds will feed their young and sing at dusk
As without guile, in their sweet world they trust
We hear the fledglings sing in poignant play
News of bombings brings birds no dismay
Though they like us,will reach, become mere dust
Makes us look within. not out for touch
Anguished, we ignore the coloured day
The natural world goes cruelly on its way
The birds still love their young yet angrily we lust
When the rhyme comes.
When the rhymes comes, you will know if we are right
As the subtle sun and murdered moon re-light
Agents of the devil eat the stars
Use them indeed to light cigars
The fish will shell your peas and even write
That they will help you make love in the night
You know you have a mental appetite
Avoid birds as they always see too far
When the rhyme comes.
When the mountains fall down into the great lakes
Leonard Cohen objects that life is fake
As he drinks his fortieth brandy in the bar
He wonders what the President will dare
Will he take the world down by a like?
When the rhyme comes.
Bless the continuous stutter of the Word being made into flesh
Flying away, I’ll never come home.
Dark in the morning,the windows are grey.
Dark in my heart,where nothing can stay.
Dark in the evening, dark in the night.
Only the cat’s eyes to give me some light.
Knocked off the glove box down in the hall
Knocked over the bin,found nothing at all.
Knocked down your photograph, stood on the glass.
Like me, he’s just reached the last impasse.
Waiting for what,nas we sit here alone?
Waiting for nobody,heart like a stone.
Waiting on God sounds rather strange.
Let’s say that grace can’t be pre-arranged.
Dark again,dark, where you fell into earth.
Darker and darker, a saturnine curse
Darkness around me, darkness inside.
Washed it all up on the evening tide.
Goodbye our future, fiction in fact.
Goodbye,did you say it with your special tact?
Goodbye,you never said it, you never addressed
The one who was with you,but never caressed.
Is it impossible to run it again?
Is it a fancy that can but remain?
Life’s just a film and we are the stars…
But when the reel stops,we fall so far.
Flying away, I saw the hand stuck,
Turning the reel to make this world work.
Flying away, I’ll never come home.
Turning and turning forever alone.
Saturnine from Merriam Webster
It’s the media
Definition of saturnine
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1: born under or influenced astrologically by the planet Saturn
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2a : cold and steady in mood : slow to act or changeb : of a gloomy or surly dispositionc : having a sardonic aspect a saturnine smile
Like archaic floods
When we’re hit, infected by disease
Especially of the systems, like the blood.
The mind can drop, depressed and ill at ease
We over- ruminate, on subtle causes grieve.
A pity that our brain is not just wood
With fortune then mistaken by disease
If drugs which kill bacteria,minds relieve
We understand why thinking was no good
The body was depressed and lacked true ease
Gentle music, touch and calm relieve
The nervous system , make our hearts feel good
When the mind’s depressed by our disease
So if your friend has moods which may displease
Remember they are made of flesh and blood
The brain can be pulled down and even freeze.,
Fever makes the barriers sink to mud
Unconscious feelings roll out like archaic floods
When you are affected by disease
Ban all thinking, wait for time’s release.
When we feel we’re falling piece by piece
When we are made so lonely by our grief
When we lose the loved one of our years
Remember life is sacred and too brief
Some may gain their comfort from a priest
Other by the emptying of their tears
Can we be too careless in our grief?
Blown away like one dried autumn leaf
Disconnected with our hearts so seared
Remember life is sacred and too brief
Death is more forgiving to the least
We may share the anguish and the fear
When we are made too lonely by our grief
When we feel we’re falling piece by piece
We wonder how to dignify by prayer
Remembering life is sacred and too brief
Just as the sun will rise up in the East
Despite it dying daily everywhere
We are all made lonely by our grief
Life is hard and often it’s unfair
We may feel so much we cannot bear
When we are made lonely by our grief
We remember life is sacred and too brief
I know that being sad is no disgrace
The bell rang on the ancient church at noon. A sparrow flitted to the Tudor wall. Was this the knell which brings us damned gloom? Perhaps there is no meaning here at all. I read my unknown thoughts projected out, And in my rage, desire the walls to fall. Like you, I am too often stuck in doubt. Betrayed by old ideal and vanished wish. So what is in confuses that without. Oh,pain, oh ,mind, oh agony, oh flesh. I shall not cling to life and wait for grace. I am, myself, a fish in net of mesh. Was this my destiny, my rightful place; Alone besieged by sorrows on all sides? I err for being sad is no disgrace. So ,to my hopes, I’ll cling like drowning beast, Until my invitation to the feast.
And so you went, but left your patterns here.
The pattern of your speech dwells in my ear Although I do not hear you speak out loud Shall I say ear or is it heart that bears The form that made your speech have rightful sound? Wherever in myself I find your trace I long to keep it even when I grieve. As though, because I do not see your face, I never wish by sound to be deceived. And at the end you did not speak at all Like the baby while inside its little nest. Yet with your eyes you made a final call As contented as a baby joined to breast. And so you went, but left your patterns here. So while I write like this, I feel you near
May turns
Menu
Witches pee soup
Carrots mangled with beef consummated in milk
Avocado mash and tin foiled sausages
Dumplings with sour Queen.
Poisson of the day with chips , tea and dread well scuttered.
Aspirations on a bed of lice with gingerhead
Heart of oak with roast tomatoes and sour dreams
Puddings
Bath sponge with jam horse.
Bath bun with marmalade and buttons
Bath seat with foam and creme de la mer.
Bath cap filled with jellied paracetamol and whines
Free hot baths only £50 deposit.Non returnable
Embarrassing moments

I was giving a lecture to a group who, unusually. were mainly school leavers and had no mature students.In a moment of madness, I had chosen to wear red trousers and a red jumper.If only I had worn red underwear too!
Yes, the zip broke on my trousers.At first, I thought taking a little walk behind the blackboard I could fasten it.. but it was no good So I carried on and in this group of 35 young people, nobody gave the slightest indication they could see anything wrong…..I was impressed by their kindness
Maybe my lecture was so fascinating they didn’t see
Anyway, red trousers are not a very good idea for a public performance.Be warned!
When everything is just interpretation
The will to live recedes like turning tide
That rushes back from sands it once flowed on
Hearing politicians hurts my mind
When we may not judge what’s true or lied
When everything is just interpretation
The will to live recedes like turning tide
The wish to see is not good for the blind
We must accept when vision is outgrown
Hearing politicians hurts the mind
Now there is unrest and love divides
People argue from assumptions most unknown
The will to live recedes like turning tide
Were the seeds of enmity refined?
Our virtue needs a long gestation
Hearing politicians wounds the mind
We’re numbered, Jews, for calculations
We don’t count; manipulation
The will to live recedes like moon dragged tides
Haring politicians hurts the mind
Across the suburbs, blossom overblown
A day of travelling to the Testing Zone
The path lab always full of blood and pee
You must not take some others, take your own
Across the suburbs, blossom overblown
Pacifies the pavement, road and me
A day of travelling to the Testing Zone
Undress, bin bag your clothes,you’re not at home
After scanning, you are clothed anew
You must not steal from others, wear your own
I hear a ghost, as if my loved one groans
Away, you thoughts, I am already blue
After travelling back to my own home
I wish I were an animal alone
Not subject to a doctor’s point of view
You must not ail like others, ail and moan
I wish I were the Queen upon my throne
Or in a bed with Leonard Cohen’s blues
He lived and he composed in Testing Zones
I guess it’s either X rays or gurus
We’re grateful that our parts are now un -lewd
A day of travelling to the Testing Zone
I must not hurt the others,a moron
Why were death and suffering a virtue?
Why was cruel torment thought virtue,
Imitating Christ, re-crucified?
Did these holy virgins leave a clue?
Some pierced their own bodies, blood was due
Did that lead to later genocides?
Why was sadomasochism virtue?
I refuse to stand to see that view
But ignorant of the past, I can’t deride
Did the holy bothered have a clue?
Hurting our own bodies, sexual clue
Did they all unknowing, gratify?
Was such sexual torment overblown?
Heretics were burned, their souls were soot
Burnt offerings, yet again a sacrifice
Such thoughts the Nazis had, they killed the Jews.
Attention seeking Christians deified.
What being is a God thus satisfied?
Why were death and suffering a virtue?
The holiness of sexual love was never known.
Why write in form?
https://www.poetryfoundation.org/resources/learning/articles/detail/89288
“When I ask my students to write formal poetry, I tell them that these may not be their best poems. These are practice, and they are difficult. Most things worth learning are difficult. The masters of art and writing make hard expressions look effortless. We aren’t privy to the years they’ve spent gaining that seemingly tossed-off quality. When we mistake hard-won skill for ineffable and rare genius, we excuse ourselves from attempting to match them, and we lower our sights to something comfortable and more easily attainable.”
About poetic licence and Defoe.
Come live with me and be my sweetheart now I’ll share my only bed with you and how! If you let me love you I’ll darn your old wool gloves 4 you If you come and meet me brow to brow. Come live with me ‘n teach me all you knowI’ll mend your vacuum cleaner, Learn expressions meaner.. How cheerfully the hours to come will go, Come live with me and be my lover true Without one,whatever shall we do? I’ll mend all England’s railways Wreck the works on weekdays Come live with me and I will sweep your flue. Come live with me in Norway on a fjord I’ll use my Canon PowerShot if I 'm bored I’ll watch the flowers growing And see the waters flowing How happy Wittgenstein’d be if he’d knowed
Like a leg that has no mate and feels like lead
I dislike an image of an arm or head
Cut off and separate from the holy whole
Nor a leg that has no mate inside the bed
I like to see us as complete instead
Then I want to viscerally feel the soul
I dislike a cut off arm, big toe or head
Symbolically, without my mate.now dead,
I confess I feel confused about my role
Like a leg that has no mate and feels like lead
But what is it that makes a whole when we’re in bed?
Two human beings bodily enthralled?
I dislike to see a man without a head
Could we sleep with cats and rout the dread?
I don’t like seeing parts when they play roles
Like a leg that has no mate nor even peg
I hate to see a frog inside a bowl
I can’t eat fish, their eyes look so appalled.
I dislike the image of a cut off head
And a leg that has no mate but hops instead


