His love was all too clear

I  am angry he has died and left me  here
He hated my intelligence unwise
Yet while he lived  our love contained our fear

He loved whiskey even more than beer
He loved my skin and  even my great eyes
I ‘m angry he has died and left me  here

He did not have much money that was clear
But oh he sees a bigger car, then buys
Yet while he lived  our love contained our fear

He drove too fast when angry, I was scared.
He brought me  lovely gifts as a surprise
I ‘m angry he has died and left me  here

He woke before he died and uttered  here
You are a brilliant presence,Katherine, wise
And while he lived  his love contained my fear

I was a trophy wife, what will men  try?
He liked my looks but  not  how bright my mind
I ‘m angry he has died and left me  here
Though while he lived   he drank  my nectar dear