Once we were two persons in one skin
I held you till your dying was quite done
I felt your loss like panic deep within
I knew that death would conquer all and win
Now the blackness took you, death had won
Once we were two persons in one skin
I saw its shadow cunningly get in
I had not known in what form it would come
I felt your loss like panic from within
They took you to a clinic with a gym
Ignored the signs your dying had begun
Once we were two persons in one home
I saw the deadly blackness of your skin
Oxygen and sugar almost gone
I felt your loss like panic from within
There was no doctor,drip nor oxygen
You fell onto my bosom, all alone
Once we were two persons in one skin
The nurse asked me to help you to lie down
Then to put some sugar on your tongue
I felt your loss like panic from within
The paramedics ran in like mad clowns
You were dead or dying, was I wrong?
Once we were two persons in one skin
They brought you back to life, to die again
They took you off to A and E , how long?
I felt your loss like panic from within
Then they phoned, he will not make it home
I sat by him and helped him with my songs
Once we were two persons in one skin
Then catheters and drips, allover care
He smiled at me and then he soon was gone
I felt his loss like panic deep within
Across the mighty river, pay his fines
I felt alone for I was left behind
Once we were two persons in one skin
All I do is write my little rhymes
To get me off the river bank alive
I feel his loss like terror deep within
In the mud my mind and body writhe
Can’t I follow him by a deep dive?
Yet I am no master of my soul
The shape of death can’t make me give control
I stand aloof and will not give my life
Even though I was a loving wife
Yet I cannot climb the cliff like edge
The river taunts me as I find a ledge
Why can no-one help me to climb back
From the mud and from the hellish rack?
They say I must not weep, it makes them sad
Now my grief has got me labelled “bad”
Once we were two persons in one skin
I feel his loss ,a torture deep within