I thought I might not be able to write today because of minor surgery but it is not that which is preventing me from writing it is my left thumb which has decided to swell up. it is the base of the thumb… so I can’t use it. I am using this Google Doc typing app which seems a reasonable one but speaking is not the same as writing especially when it’s poetry
Now the place where I had surgery it’s starting to hurt so that is on the right hand side if it looks as if I’m in a right mess tonight add the wonderful news the temperature is high and so is the humidity which makes it rather difficult to enjoy the summer at the moment
I can’t think of the first line of a poem because I need to be using my hands for my mind to work I can’t do it with my voice as yet but maybe it will happen if I keep trying… or is this a divine message that god does not want me to write anymore poetry give my recent performance…… it is possible
please forgive my grammar and spelling mistakes because I cannot edit to this document at the moment but I have managed to make myself some food which involves courgettes and butter beans and eggs and I’m going to eat it now I hope with one hand or the other what shall I have to ring up my next door neighbour I asked them to feed me I don’t think they will like that definitely not.
would you like to feed somebody like me no I thought you wouldn’t.. new sentence when I was at school the teacher in the science class said that in about 50 years we wouldn’t need to eat food that it will come in the form of tablets and so we could just swallow 203 tablets instead of bothering to cook you dinner however she was quite wrong about this as she was about nearly everything that she told us.
how I passed that physics exam I do not know it was a miracle where are the mathematics exams we’re much easier because we didn’t have to do lab work. I didn’t like doing loud work it was the teacher she was hopeless. in those days as soon as a lady got pregnant she gave up her job and I’m afraid the physics teacher got pregnant a bit quicker then she might have initially planned as we were rather difficult to deal with she was only 21 when she started and she used to blush a lot she had rather nice blonde hair and a Slender figure but as I was not a lesbian it didn’t mean anything to me I suppose I might have tried to be jealous over but I didn’t manage to succeed in there because I have always judge people by there Essex ethics…. and not by their appearance except a man of course I do judge men by appearance and by their sense of humour which is very important to me. I like to have fun I like to make jokes how to roll my eyes and pull faces at people but I haven’t been able to do it recently because I am frightened of being arrested by the police and charged with causing public disorder well it would make a change as someone once said to me that I was too good and that I had no faults but surely they can’t be so stupid… we all have faults but some of us can hide them better than others
I’m going to eat my supper now and then I might lose on the television to see how Theresa May our Prime Minister is doing
I think she is done for but I do not know who can succeed her as none of them seem do you have any friends or character
or strength of mind or morals. is this the end of civilisation… we never been terribly civilised.. any society with so many homeless people cannot be regarded as civilised in the true sense of the word. Goodbye
Katherine
How my heart sings 