Will any human see?

This change of life means I am never me
The  me I was when you lived by my side
Who I am now,  nobody can see

We walked on long white  beaches edging sea
Where horses cantered in the spacious wide
But changing life means I am not  your me

If you were here I know you would agree
That losing half our soul makes us afraid
Who I am ,  will any human see?

I live  and feel like  lost, cold refugee
Even as the memories pale and fade
For changing life means I don’t feel like   me

I  love and cherish your  red maple tree
The sun gleams through those twigs and sparrows play
Who I am ,  will any human see?

We take for granted what’s a normal state
The world seems solid,human, will not break
This change of life means I am never me
Who I am now, even I can’t see