

Accidental homage







I lost EU←
A man devout in fasting, prayer and pleas
Made much of what his holiness could do
But pride became a flaw when he asked me
Who are you that I should pray for you?
I am you, I told him, like the bell
That rings when someone dies or sin to quell
God made you and God made me as well.
Such a man makes heaven seem like hell
For though we do good deeds and even pray
We cannot judge ourselves to be the saved
We struggle on the dangerous, frightening way
We cannot judge our sin or other’s grace
If I’m so low then God shall me perceive
I trust him with my heart and I believe
The warm hand that I held has turned to dust
Yet I sense its presence here in mine today
I wish I could restore the loves I’ve lost
And carry willingly the total cost
I loved your repartee, oh voice of trust
I feel an emptiness where mystics pray
The warm hand I experienced turned to dust
The total loss accepted is my prayer,
The face that was familiar is no more Yet in my dreams ,he is alive again If ,by a chance, his life could be restored It would affect me like the hidden chord Which played, my own life force would go. That one must live and one must die is plain The face that was familiar is no more. Yet in my dreams ,he is alive again
In between the blackness and the bright, Graded shades of grey and lilac lie. These variegated colours give delight. And from my soul, I hear a happy sigh. As we live, we dwell in mysteries; Must take decisions based on various views. And unknown memories from our history Bring out the old then misperceive the new. For true perception, we must humble be. Not for moral reasons but for sight. The emptiness lets flood creative seas. And allows bright rays of guiding golden light. We need to know we do not know at all. And, trembling, hold the doors of vision wide. So gentle should be judgements when we fail. Then errors we’ll appreciate, not hide. We will deal with life unknown, unclear; Perception is a better guide than fear