But don’t go nude and blame it all on me!

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If you want to wear the same clothes all year round
Corduroy is best, so I have found
A skirt of olive green  with a bralet
Will take you through the summer ever hot
And worn with wool in winter it suits all
Underneath a duffel coat and shawl
Similarly trousers  of fine cord
Are in season, thank you, praise the Lord
So what you wear on your top half  is key
But don’t go nude and blame it all on me!
Especially if you go commando too
What will all  the knicker makers do?

O peoples of the world I like to see

I love the rich variety of folk
I see when I go out for daily walks
The British lassies show their midriffs bare
Arabs saunter in their desert wear.

The Hasidim come up from N16
They go in TKMaxx and faces beam.
The Doctor who repaired my sickly nose
In the heat of Athens was well raised.

And many other people are discreet
Although through their big phones they sweetly speak
I bet they’re saying London’s really  fine
The shops sell everything apart from swine!

O peoples of the world I like to see,
That you are different yet the same as me

I hope the Jews of Europe will not leave

I hope the Jews of Europe will not leave
As already of their kind we’ve been bereaved
Since I’ve read their Bible   ardently
I hope to hear that still, small voice in me.

Shakespeare and the Bible are  our greats
True literature for any appetite.
Non -believers can enjoy the psalms
At 4 am calm nightmarish alarms.

Or see the myths and metaphors  designed
To share the parables of  greater minds
We do have ancient Greeks who also taught.
The Hebrew Bible’s longer, dense and taut.

I would  like to see  the Burning Bush
Yet I fear I’d die in flames of love

Is poetry  just a form we fill with words

Is poetry  just a form we fill with words
Or is it something deeper or absurd?
Hitler might have written villanelles
With words uttered by demons out of hell.

Demons are not real, it’s we who are
And hell is here on earth, I sadly say.
Heaven too  is found where love can grow
When it is not for grasping or for show,

What can make a man engage such power;
He took Europe through its worst years ever.
Men and women ran like robots steel;
Were made machines without  the will to feel.

The forms of  poetry may be  divine
But evil can parade through any lines.

 

Transit to autumn

How to make your wardrobe transit months
Of heat and rain and cold felt all at once.
Underneath a frock, wear leggings gay
Remove them when the sun comes put to play.
Try a camisole of radiant hue
If it shows, well all the better too.
Bring out that old cardigan  of wool;
Not red in case you pass a Papal bull.
Try a long one down to ankles blue
It will gain attention, no taboo.
Or how about a hat like mother wore?
A hot head helps to warm the central core.
A   pair of thermal underpants will warm
The parts that no one ever wants to name
So layer by layer, we build that summer dress
Into a wardrobe only folk like us access.
But if you want the men to stick to you
Wear some trainers  and a little glue.

One of those days

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First, the glass of my new watch had cracked
Then my credit card had disappeared.
This caused me an alarm like a great smack
And home I came. before new devils leered.

Inside the wallet ,where I keep some notes,
This credit card had found a peaceful rest
My pen though dry decided it would write
Though what I write is nowhere near my best

I wonder if I need a watch at all.
The mobile phone is accurate and clear.
Yet watches have significance past call.
And this one is to my heart rather dear.

On a day when sensing vertigo,
Stay at home, put polish on your toes!

 

 

Poetry can heal

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https://www.theguardian.com/global/2016/jun/18/poetry-can-heal-it-helped-me-through-depression

“Arguably, it may be the refusal to create one’s art that causes distress in the first place. John Keats, a licensed apothecary, as was Dante, trained unhappily as a doctor and experienced depression accordingly: his brother feared that if John didn’t become a poet he would kill himself. An unanswered calling can take its revenge, and Gwyneth Lewis’s memoir of depression, Sunbathing in the Rain, notes that it was her resistance to writing poetry that made her ill: “If you don’t do what your poetry wants you to, it will be out to get you. Unwritten poems are a force to be feared.””

I doubt if everyone is like Gwyneth Lewis but I agree unused capacity can make people ill.That’s why Evening Classes were so beneficial to ordinary people with a desire to learn.Very few are left now thanks to Mrs Thatcher.

 

Ta ta

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Thanks for phoning.I have a nasty cough and can’t talk.
You have reached Katherine.Please leave a comment.
I am a poet and don’t I know it!
Thanks for asking me out.I have a box of dates right here.
No, I am not getting married again, even to you, my angel.
I can’t answer the phone as it never speaks
Unless you are Leonard Cohen please hang up now.
This is a robotic answering machine.I don’t take messages kindly.Please leave the kiosk as you found it
Yes,I did have a nice day and that is why I’m not ruining it by answering the phone.Ta ta.

To forget that you forgot

لا يكفيك أن تنساها .. يجب كذلك أن تنسى أنك نسيتها !

It is not enough to forget her. You have also to forget that you forgot her!

Ahmed Khaled Tawfik (b. 1962) – An Egyptian Horror & Science Fiction author (via arabicquotes)

And my talent is a hostage of my temper.

أملى أكبر من جهدى .. وجهدي أكبر من موهبتي .. وموهبتى سجينة طبعي .. ولكنى أقاوم

My ambition is greater than my effort. My effort is greater than my talent. And my talent is a hostage of my temper. But I persist

Tawfīq al-Ḥakīm (1898-1987) – An Egyptian writer & playwright. Born to an Egyptian father and a Turkish mother, he had an insight into the lives of both the Egyptian peasants and Turkish elite. He contributed to evolution of a distinctly Arab Egyptian drama. In addition to his plays, he is best known for his 1933 novel ʿAwdat al-Rūḥ [Return of the Spirit]; a light-hearted depiction of the 1919 revolution from the point of view of an Egyptian teen. (via arabicquotes)

Is it time for the Jews to leave Europe?

https://www.theatlantic.com/magazine/archive/2015/04/is-it-time-for-the-jews-to-leave-europe/386279/

“France’s 475,000 Jews represent less than 1 percent of the country’s population. Yet last year, according to the French Interior Ministry, 51 percent of all racist attacks targeted Jews. The statistics in other countries, including Great Britain, are similarly dismal. In 2014, Jews in Europe were murdered, raped, beaten, stalked, chased, harassed, spat on, and insulted for being Jewish. Sale Juif—“dirty Jew”—rang in the streets, as did “Death to the Jews,” and “Jews to the gas.””

The epithet dirty Jew, Zola wrote in “J’Accuse …!,” was the “scourge of our time.” “J’Accuse …!” was published in 1898.

Psalm – Poem by Paul Celan

No-man kneads us again out of Earth and Loam,
no-man spirits our Dust.
No-man.

Praise to you, No-man.
For love of you
we will flower.
Moving
towards you.

A Nothing
we were, we are, we shall
be still, flowering:
the Nothing-, the
No-man’s-rose.

With
our Pistil soul-bright,
our Stamen heaven-torn,
our Corolla red
with the Violet-Word that we sang
over, O over
the thorn.

Paul Celan

https://www.poetryfoundation.org/poets/paul-celan

Extract

In Paris, he taught German language and literature at L’École Normale Supérieure and earned a significant portion of his income as a translator, translating a wide range of work, from Robert FrostMarianne Moore, and Emily Dickinson to Arthur RimbaudAntonin Artaud, and Charles Baudelaire. His own work as been translated into English numerous times and by several noted poets and translators including Michael HamburgerRosmarie WaldropHeather McHugh, John Felstiner, and Pierre Joris.

Though he lived in France and was influenced by the French surrealists, he wrote his own poetry in German. His first collection of poems, Sand from the Urns, was published in Vienna in 1948; his second collection, Poppy and Memory (Mohn und Gedaechtnis, 1952), brought him critical acclaim. Katherine Washburn, his translator, noted in her introduction to Last Poems (1986): “The title of this book [Poppy and Memory] pointed with a fine vividness to the central predicament of Celan’s poetry—the unstable and dangerous union between Paul Celan, caught early in that sensual music of the Surrealists, pure poet of the intoxicating line, and Paul Ancel, heir and hostage to the most lacerating of human memories.”

While Celan is perhaps best known for his poem “Death Fugue” (or “Todesfuge”), it is not necessarily representative of his later work. Reviewing the 1981 publication Paul Celan: Poems in the New York Times, Rika Lesser said the poem’s “richly sonic, dactylic lines (spoken by the inmates of a camp), while typical of Celan’s mastery of form, content, texture and sound, are hardly indicative of the direction his composition would later take.” As his career continued, Celan worked to “purge his poems of readymade contexts – whether historical, traditional or explicitly religious. The late poems still abound in allusions – private, hermeneutic, esoteric – but increasingly each poem becomes and creates its own context and the context within which Celan’s other poems must be read.”

This transformation has much to do with the language in which Celan wrote. As Shoshana Olidort notes in her Chicago Tribune review of Breathturn Into Timestead: Collected Later Poetry of Paul Celan (trans. by Pierre Joris and published by FSG, 2014), Celan was “a Holocaust survivor, [who] wrote in German, his mother tongue and also the language of his mother’s murderers … As a German-speaking Jewish survivor living in France, Celan harbored feelings of intense estrangement from the language and thus set about creating his own language through what Joris eloquently describes as a “dismantling and rewelding” of German. The result, Olidort writes, “is arguably even darker than his earlier poems with their direct references to the Shoah. For Celan, darkness is not willed obscurity, rather, the poem comes out of lived experience and is “born dark.”

A daisy feels no shame.

 

Shame is pain for being who you are.
Guilt is pain for what you have done
So shame is much worse
If you wanted to be someone.

Actions can be altered
Actions can be forgiven.
But being in shame about yourself
Can make a hell of heaven.

No-one knows my story.
No-one knows my name.
I want to disappear forever
And never come here again.

No-one seems to love me.
I shrink from humankind.
I lie like a hunted fox or beast
In the hedgerows of my mind.

How can shame be changed?
How can shame disappear?
Only when we live with the shame
With acceptance and without fear

Amuse me with your smile and with your laugh

Amuse me with your smile and with your laugh
I am not made of stainless steel nor gold
Only then will l Iet anger pass

You seem so tired, shall I put out the trash?
I’ll make the dinner and think of what you told
Tease me with your smile and with your laugh

On Sunday you looked pained during the Mass
I could not tell you then as I’m not bold
So then I did not let my anger pass

To study you ,I need a new Compass
I need a map that we can both unfold
Confuse me with your smile and with your laugh

My love is ever deep and ever vast
But mostly it’s a secret never told
So then I cannot let my anger pass

At least in bed, you never seem too cold
As in my arms your body I enfold
Unleash me with your smile and with your laugh
So then we will make love and rage shall pass

Recall Japan in 1945

Recall Japan in 1945
Still fighting  and unwilling to give in
They’d bombed Pearl Harbour then they were surprised

On August 6th an atom bomb arrived
So obviously  they weren’t about to win
Recall Japan in 1945

On August 9th for people still alive
Another little nuclear  bomb  dropped in
They’d bombed Pearl Harbour then they were surprised

For they must have not had any spies
To warn them of their punishment so grim
Outside Japan in 1945

We know most politicians tell  their lies
They play their cards and I don’t mean their SIMs
They’d bombed Pearl Harbour, why they were surprised?

Their foolish entry into global sin
Had reasons which were noticeably slim
Recall Japan in 1945
They’d bombed Pearl Harbour how could they survive?

 

Loving silence

Words have far more power than we know

We speak with little care and little thought
Words hit human hearts like leaded snow

Thoughtlessly we chatter as we go
Loving silence  now needs  to be taught
Words have far more power than we know

On and on in speech we let it flow,
Or, by a reporter, we are caught
Hitting human hearts like leaded snow

Some use their words mainly as a show
Meaning nothing, harming those untaught
Words have far more power than we know

When we speak there is an undertow
Like a turning tide, well out of sight,
Hitting human hearts like leaded snow

Oh, where is there a place with better light?
We do not intend to pick a fight
Words have far more power than we know
Wounding hearts, as rapidly they flow

 

I have not absorbed my grief, my doom

I looked up at the window of his room
And felt a pang of grief  he is not there
As if I have awakened from a dream
Over me, reality now looms
I have not absorbed my grief, my doom
So little demons constantly reveal
I looked up at the window of his room
And felt my anguish that he is not here

The sky  is stark, the air is cool and still

The sky  is stark, the air is cool and still
The black cat’s  run, the birds unfold all day
I sit  down here and with my totty pray
Ye cast o’ foolish thoughts, you raped my will.
We’ve  each enraged the bureaucratic mill.
Oh frigid purse, I never meant to pay!
The sky ‘s  a’spark, the air is warm and shrill
The saturnine demoted  knelled their way
With this feathered pounce, my sample quill,
I  cite the cheque and date it for next May.
Oh, tit for cat, the Tiger’s bed ‘s astray.
Yer  life is settled by  a  harlot’s will
The sky ‘s a shark, the air is sharper still.

As little tear drops make a crystal stream

The  many teardrops falling from my eyes
Coalesced into a large one as they flowed
And so a little water may give rise
To a river ,then an ocean wide.

As I wept, the large teardrop fell off
And made a mark upon my brand new blouse
For my mascara made it  black and  rough
And thus with a black stain, I was endowed.

If you plan to  weep, then wear old clothes
So you can sob and cry as free as Eve
But it  you are hit, surprised by some old woe
Just pretend of cat you’ve been bereaved.

As little tear drops make a crystal stream
So random happenings turn into our dreams.

Around the splinter

 

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It seems to be the cause of  many ills
Scar tissue coalesces and may show

I  got a safety pin stuck in my toe
I had a shot of tetanus but not a pill
Around the splinter, inflammation grows

I  trod on this old pin, yet didn’t know
Yet it caused a risk that I’d be ill
Scar tissue coalesces and may show

If it is a bit of wood or claw
The body separates it by a wall
Around the splinter, inflammation grows

My father used a needle, poked  to draw
Until I screamed and uttered a loud wail
Scar tissue coalesces and may show

If no one helps, enormous grows what’s small
Until it brings about our human Fall
Around the splinter, inflammation grows
Scar tissue coalesces and may show

Coalesce

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https://www.merriam-webster.com/word-of-the-day


Definition

1 : to grow together

2 a : to unite into a whole : fuse

b : to unite for a common end : join forces

3 : to arise from the combination of distinct elements

Examples

“Parties typically struggle to coalesce on complex legislative issues.” — Frances Lee, The Washington Post, 23 July 2017

“Their first gig was at the Kennedy Center. More gigs followed, … and the musicians coalesced into a working band, on the road three weeks out of every month.” — Fred Kaplan, The New Yorker, 22 May 2017


Did You Know?

Coalesce unites the prefix co- (“together”) and the Latin verb alescere, meaning “to grow.” (The words adolescent and adult also grew from alescere.) Coalesce, which first appeared in English in the mid-16th century, is one of a number of verbs in English (along with mixcomminglemerge, and amalgamate) that refer to the act of combining parts into a whole. In particular, coalesce usually implies the merging of similar parts to form a cohesive unit.

His face

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The face that was familiar is no more
Yet in my dreams, he is alive again
If, by a chance, his life could be restored
It would affect me like the hidden chord
That if were played, my own life would be o’er
That one must live and one must die is plain
The face that was familiar is no more.
Yet in my dreams , he is alive again

Passive or receptive

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http://www.tandfonline.com/doi/full/10.1080/10509585.2014.899763?src=recsys,

Extract:

I argue that the oft-discussed connection between Wordsworth’s “wise passiveness” and Keats’s “negative capability” has led scholars to overlook Keats’s own notion of passivity as a persuasive, as well as receptive, force. I argue that Keats saw passivity as an embodied, and even physically demanding, attitude, that could prompt the interest and attention of others – an understanding that builds on the theatrical attitudes adopted by Romantic stage actors, who struck exciting poses to suspend dramatic intensity.

How peppermint boils

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I’ll never love again, not whenever, never.
Her hands are always waving,her nose runs all day and her feet tweet nonstop.
Is it the New Exercise?
I made a witch profit by teaching her to blacken cats.

At least tantalize me till it’s light tonight.
He gave me a laugh and many sinful emotions I’d never imagined

He laughed all the way to the bonk.
I generally lay my bards on the table before work
l left my mark on his back…..mud sticks and I cling
I leave no home unconsumed.
I’m just a devil in my own lifetime
I was left by his falter at the altar and I forgave him everything.
She’s a legend so well defined…she’s never out of her own mind
It was the fleeter of my two feet which arrived at the finishing post.I’ll catch up with it later.
Is that a crutch or are you Blimping to meet me?
Will they make my groans into groceries?
Let sloping fogs lie freely over all the elastic lands.
I let the flat out to an old hag.She had bags under her eyes and a broomstick under her charms.
Let’s never poll again.
I’ll never be a  glove again.
No, I’ll never write a double negative for you.No, not ever
She said, let’s spit now..but I refused, so she bit my head off with a word.She’s digested the dictionary and needs practice, you see.

His blinkers are perfect.His winks are a pleasure to behold.
Let’s love again before the next millennium ends
You keep me mating all of the time.What did I do, was it so wrong?
Was it my song?
You keep waiting till the end of the rhymes;
And longer, sometimes.
Let’s prance again while the potatoes simmer
and as our eyes grow much more than dimmer.
Grammar.. who weeds that?
Cast your spellings onto me and I’ll import them into my head with the aid of a nail file.
What did I do? What was so bling?
I have your number here in my diary … is it 999?
I’ll sentence you tomorrow.I give you my word and this full stop as I have few colons free.
Let me charm you again all night
Now you do what they did do to me!
I’m just a poppet on a wing.
My mother was a demon with frustration.
I ate 4oz of peppermint cremes once.When I got my grant to go to University.Just to prove I could.Then I improved and was glad.I owe it all to peppermint oil

Hebrew for the Chinese

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http://home.btconnect.com/mike.flemming/

 

I am suffering from this man over here
I think it’s  your manstruation again.
How many bloody times do we have to have it?

Have you brought some protection?
5  loaded guns and a box of super-large tampons

I’m afraid I bit the bucket again.
Why have you no WC?

I hate that pain in my crutch.
Not as much as the crutch does,though.

Doctor, I have 15 crutches.
Good grief, you need more rapport!How do you juggle them all?
They juggle me.

Have you still got this man over here?
The agony is so bad I don’t recognise any country of the world.

My friend has irritable vowel syndrome.
Try him on consonants.Hebrew is also an option.
Why?
They have no vowels.
How do they manage?Not many here understand it.
Well, it’s His Voice!
I thought it was H M V
Oh, Lord. Really want to be you.
My sweet crowd

See sunlight dappled through their leaves.

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When wanderings take my restless mind
To places peace can never find,
When imaginations linked to fear
Push tranquillity away.
To my green garden I must go
And let my mind and thoughts go slow.
I look  at maples in the breeze,
See sunlight dappled through their leaves.
I see the apples hanging down
And blackbirds peck them on the ground.
I see the hawthorn berries ripe
Upon the hedge in gold sunlight.
And then my soul is brought to earth
Peacefulness is given birth
I feel at one with nature green,
And all that is just now unseen
So back to everyday routines
Without “what for?” and “might have beens”
All is well and shall be so
Wherever we may go.

Skin

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My skin, blurred edge of the ineffable,
felt but not seen;
guessed at but unprovable;
faith guides in the darkness
hands reach out
say, this is love. to touch
to hold, to sense.
more sensible than logic;
wait, for love will come;
the world grasps and loses;
be still, be silent,
listen.
by Katherine 2012

Ode to a crutch

Oh, crutch you are a help to my bad  knee
Since cycling down the A1 injured me.
I never knew I should have bought a car
And spent my money on a stunning bra.
I only drove at 70mph
The teacher said, why don’t you learn to steer?
And if you go as fast as this you’ll fail
The police will come and you’ll end up in jail
So I never took a driving test
As riding bikes or donkeys seemed the best
But now my knees are giving me some jip
I sometimes weep and bite my bottom lip
With a crutch, I can negotiate
The steps my eye can’t see, the fallen plate
For  my sight is not creating in 3 d
Steps are dangerous to the half blind ones me.
But with a stick, I test the steps descent
A stick or crutch thus accidents prevents
Yet  suddenly I am a crippled fool,
Though other folks like me send out a smile
From young to old in one astounding leap
As with my crutch along the road I creep.
It’s better for my health to take a walk
Or to my crutch I have been heard to talk
I say switch off the laptop close the lid
And answer, who are you talking to, our kid?
Sometimes I say, oh, we need meringues.
That’s me and all my  numerous inner gang