Day: March 4, 2017
I could not measure justice nor what’s fair
When I was burning with the fire of rage
Or speaking in a voice emotion bare
I did not find escape from my small cage
When I misused the knowledge of my age
And for another did not feel much care
I was burning bright with fire enraged
When I with my own mind did not engage
I could not measure justice nor what’s fair
I could not find escape from my small cage
But when I saw the view from off the page
At this right angle placed, I knew to say:
I shall not fight a friend ,when trapped in rage
Now I thank the metaphoric trade
Which symbolises feelings’ higher ways
I found at last the exit from my cage
Looking with the broad view of child’s play,
I found the path which seems to be my way
No longer burning with the fires of rage
I found escape from my unholy cage
An ancient ,holy sound begins the Spring.
Although it’s dark out there the blackbird sings
His territory is the same as in the past
An ancient ,holy sound begins the Spring.
These birds are little dinosaurs with wings
Like the spider they adapted and so last
Although it’s dark, out there my blackbird sings.
What other pleasures will the season bring?
Alas the seasons come and too soon pass
An ancient ,holy sound begins the Spring.
In my leafy wood, birds wisely throng.
We have no cat nor greenhouse with its glass
Although it’s dark, out there my blackbird sings.
In my heart, for Northern moors I long;
The heather where we loved, the sheep shorn grass
As ancient ,holy sounds began the Spring.
Yet I am never mournful for the past
God lives in each small moment,life’s our Mass
Although it’s dark out there the blackbird sings
An ancient ,holy sound begins the Spring.
Nostalgia and its problems

https://www.theguardian.com/books/2017/feb/25/mohsin-hamid-danger-nostalgia-brighter-future
“Why are we so strongly attracted to nostalgia today? In part, I think, because the pace of change is accelerating. Despite our close relationship with technology, at this point in our evolution human beings are still animals, and animals struggle to adapt to change that occurs too rapidly. Given enough time, polar bears might migrate off the Arctic ice, evolve darker coats, find a different diet and thrive in a new, warmer climate. But if the ice on which they depend disappears in a few decades, they are likely to die. Our adaptive capacity is far greater, but we too experience change as stress. The world my grandparents grew up in would not have been that strange to their grandparents. “
The Destruction of Sennacherib
Writing and depression

People think writing is therapeutic but this article explains why that is not always true.And if you are professional that adds to the problems.Not many writers become rich.
http://www.elizabethmoon.com/writing-depression.html
“In fact, if you wanted to make a cheery person with no predisposition to depression depressed, you could stick him in front of a typewriter or computer for hours a day–feed him a typical writer’s diet–forbid him to exercise, isolate him from friends, and convince him that his personal worth depended on his “numbers.” Make him live the writer’s life, in other words, and watch him sag.”
