Maybe I had drunk too much black beer

I wonder if it’s  best to write in form
When I feel this panic and  bleak fear.
Breathing will be easier  when I’m calm

Will these patterns act like a soft balm
When I’m confused and have no real ideas?
I wonder if it’s  best to write in form

Shall I on  my  ego lay the   blame?
Or  my inner critic ever near
Breathing will be easier  when I’m calm

I thought  my  face looked very strained and plain
Maybe I  had drunk too much black beer
I wonder if it’s  best to write in form

Is this life  just God’s intriguing  game?
Am I sure if you are really here?
Breathing will be easier  when I’m calm

No need to panic when alarmed.
No need for the secondary fear
I wonder if it’s  best to write in form?
Breathing will be easier  when I’m calm