90,000 miles of nerves!

brain-sectionhttp://www.ikonet.com/en/visualdictionary/static/us/the_nervous_system

 

“The structure of the nervous system

The nervous system allows our bodies to perceive sensations, to think and to perform all of our movements, both voluntary and involuntary. It is composed of the brain, the spinal cord and the nerves. Anatomically speaking, the nervous system is comprised of the central nervous system (the brain and the spinal cord, which are the interpretation and command centers), and the peripheral nervous system, which is composed of the nerves (the transmission network).”

 

 

Evolution is not pre-arranged

Human roots cause growth and  so cause change
Grow crooked as they slowly push through soil
Life does not come from what is pre-arranged

As across our underworld they range
Happy, undistracted , though they toil
Human roots cause growth and also change

Life must be creative , must be strange
As one body with another coils
Life does not come from what is pre-arranged

British, German, Europeans raged
Scrambled all God’s  Jews  to  mother soil
Their roots were cut by instruments like plagues

Exterminating people trapped and caged
Who  is mad enough  for Satan’s wiles?
Evolution wrecked in such ways strange

What is missing , why are we   damned fools?
War and  genocide destroyed our Jewels
Human roots cause growth ,eternal change
Evolution’s not to be arranged

 

 

The sun,  a stranger,sidles through the door

After deeps of darkness light returns
The sun,  a stranger,sidles through the door
As welcome as a payment hard to earn

The solstice comes, surprised,  green  nature  turns
We feel it in our hearts, in their deep core
After deeps of darkness .light returns

Dreaming by the fire, how much I yearn.
I long for dales, becks, sheep and limestone floors
As welcome as a payment truly earned

Yet from this darkness I have much to learn
To trust the unknown Force, its truth,its lore
Out of darkness . sun and light return

In the centre of the world, earth  burns
Dramatic and devouring all before.
As  the blacksmith holds us, we shall  learn

The dark and light make patterns on stone floors
We make bread and wine , it is no chore.
After  winter darkness light returns
As welcome as a payment we have earned

 

Remember life is sacred and too brief

When we are made so lonely  by our grief
When we lose the loved one of our years
Remember life is sacred and too brief

Some may gain their comfort from a priest
Other by the emptying of their tears
Can we be  too careless in our grief?

Blown away like one dried autumn leaf
Disconnected with our hearts so seared
Remember life is sacred and too brief

Death is more forgiving to the least
We may share the anguish and the fear
When we are made  too lonely  by our grief

When we feel we’re falling piece by piece
We wonder how to dignify by prayer
Remembering life is sacred and too brief

Just as the sun will rise up in the East
Despite it  dying daily everywhere
We are all  made   lonely  by our grief

Life is hard and often it’s unfair
We may feel so much we cannot bear
When we are made   lonely  by our grief
We remember life is sacred and is brief

No orders and no blame

I saw my  level path turn steep and dark
I saw a tunnel black without a  light
I hesitated wondering  how to stop
But seemed intent on  death,on sudden flight.

 

No human being held out their warm hand
They left me all  alone in anguished pain
Yet how should I in that state right decide
What was best for me, what made a claim?

The golden warmth  like clouds from rising sun
Wrapped me all around till we were one
There was no speech ,no person and no blame
No demand, no order, love remained.

Beyond despair I found this unknown care.
A sheet of tears ran down my poor face  bare.

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Pay attention

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First posted on October 31, 2018 

Pay attention to the feeling heart
Do not crush yourself   before you start
What seems mad and stupid may be wise
A new world may live just beyond our eyes
Revealed by  pen,constructed as  is Art

Be uncertain, like Rene Descartes
Live through moments unseen on the chart
 Self deception can be caught,  surprised
Pay attention

We learn to see what is ,despite the dark
Yet we need  our friends when truth’s too stark
From hesitation , truth at last arrives
Never total, never undisguised
A whale may seem at times a deadly shark
Pay attention

Bra snatchers of olde England

Dear Sir,I   must report
That while I was asleeping
On your aeroplane today
My bra was stolen  off  of me
Tell me how it was done.
I had   three jumpers on top.
Thankful, my pants are  still here
Is this a brand new crime?
I know I am  quite obese
But is that a good excuse
For these criminal folk
The bra snatchers of Aer Clingus?
I am afraid to go home
My husband thinks I am a tart
He’ll want more  and more cream
It cost me £39.99 on Amazon Prime
Your enraged customer as was
Mrs  M.Muppet Ph,D [Oxen] .B.A  { Pigs] M.Sc [LSD/E ]  D.Phil [Temporary]

And yet I have my doubts about its shape

This poem is written in the sonnet form,
And yet I have my doubts about its shape
Though nearly to that structure it conforms
There may be holes where nightmare faces gape.

It looks and speaks just as a sonnet would
And talks of metaphysical concerns.
Do we conclude, as poets and readers should,
That in our schizoid age we cannot learn?

For humans may be decked in clothes of owl;
And lambs be dressed with lions’ fearsome furs..
Thus sense is tricked and problems are unsolved.
Landscapes etched, yet details seem quite blurred.

It looks like one,it feels like one,it speaks;
Yet from these words, does human feeling leak?

On that  form , we hang our little words.

The bones, the shape, the structure all are one
On that  form , we hang our little words.
Destroy the shape  and all  my poem is gone

The structure gives us something to lean on
To aid  creation , to make meaning shared
The bones, the shape, the structure all are one

Inflexibility is death, not fun
We fly upon the breezes as do birds
Negate that fact  and all real life is gone

Vulnerable to pain and hunter’s gun
We must not  live as  if all change is barred
The life, the shape, the structure come to one

Here and there we  drop a hint or pun
Into the patient hand we  drop wild cards
Negate that deed  and all real life is gone

 

Whose the heart by metal  strips destroyed?
What will be the outcome  what the buoy?
The bones, the shape, the structure all are one
Destroy the shape  and all  my poem is gone

 

 

Why write in form?

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EXTRACT:

In poetry, one of the best ways to practice technique is to write in traditional forms. But for many writers—and I’ve been guilty of this as well—this notion can elicit not just avoidance but also outright opposition. It’s easy enough to look at the current literary landscape and say there’s no point to practicing these old forms. Most journals don’t seem interested in publishing formal poetry, and though there are some fantastic poets working in form today, they are in the minority. Even when there is a resurgence of interest in form (such as New Formalism), it’s seen as an outlier, even reactionary.

Perhaps some of this opposition stems from a common misconception. Unlike other arts—and perhaps even other forms of writing—readers and writers alike often associate poetry with feeling, not technique. Part of this may stem from a misunderstanding of William Wordsworth’s famous definition of poetry, in which he begins, “Poetry is the spontaneous overflow of powerful feelings. …” His wording encourages a reading in which poetry simply occurs and does so uncontrollably. If this is the part of the quotation that sticks with you, it’s no surprise that you might associate poetry more with emotional intensity and less with the how of its conveyance. But in the second half of that quotation, Wordsworth tempers his original statement: “… it takes its origin from emotion recollected in tranquility.” Those unexpected and powerful feelings are actually being observed at a calming distance from that emotion.

Gnawed by slugs,  fragmented till unborn

I saw, while half asleep,  her face was gone
She faded, like the mist does at the dawn,
From the gallery of my most loved ones

Ungrounded by the loss, fearful, forlorn,
Skinless like a worm  picked off a lawn,
I saw, while half asleep,  her face was gone

Do not leave me, do not my love scorn
Lost and gone are my beloved ones
I  am human in both ghost and form

Heart constricted, lungs  pant out my pain
Haunted and bereft of human warmth
I saw, while half asleep,  her face was gone

I shall have no mother but that one
Now I have become a dried out corm
Lost and gone are  my beloved ones

Like a little leaf from its plant torn
Gnawed by slugs,  fragmented  till unborn
I saw, while half asleep, her face was gone
With the gallery of my lost, loved ones

For Virgil,fortune favours steadfast feet.

The journey to the heart is   made for love.
And those who need to seek obey their call.
Though virtue and her graces smile above,
We see steep paths ahead;cliffs’  sudden fall.

With willingness to cross  fields deep in mud,
To struggle through the tangled thorny wood.
Our  inner eye  perceives the latent good;
Recalls old trees astonished into bud.

As flowers spring up  to tantalize our toes
Encouragement is with much joy received;
And as we smell the fragrance of the rose,
At last we know our souls were not deceived.

For Virgil,fortune favours steadfast feet.
The journey may be long,the end is sweet.

Do not wonder now why you are here

Turn back,live again, he  asked of  me
Do not  wander in dank darkness anymore
One slight move might give death victory

We are each connected to that tree
The sunlit top, the roots hid in earth’s floor
Come back, live again,rely on me.

While we live, we’ll live with dignity
Not scrabbling for the gold in blood and gore
One more lie will give  sin victory

The kindness of the golden light was  clear
And left an image in my mind’s deep core
Come back, live this life I  gave to you.

Do not wonder  now why you are here
We’re here to live and living shall restore
What  our suffering self  has found so dear

I had never seen the Light before
Only Christ the tyger with his roar
Come back,accept this pain, he  asked of me
One right move will give love  victory

Well done

Well done, they said because I cleaned my teeth
I bought a brush,I did not use a  leaf
I swear I ironed them  while on Hampstead Heath
Where all around dead  poppies tried to breath

In the pond   the water’s  dark and bleak
Nearby  soldiers tossed in  poppied wreaths
As if dead  men could swim in English lakes
Well done?

The sun on the horizon left a streak
I wandered, looking at blue plaques
And wondering why Great Britain came to crack
But then again, we are well known as freaks
I  hear my joints as they murmur. creak
Well done, they speak
Well done

All done

Against sadness

white concrete building
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Against  sadness:no-one here must weep
Nor lounge  about in melancholy deep
Was Van Gogh senseless to permit  his muse.
For  even masterpieces,was the price too steep?
We see the yellow chair  but not his views
Nor his  mind where technique made strange leaps.
Nor was his journey broadcast on the news.
Against sadness.


Happiness  or joy is hard to find
When we rest, the News preys on our minds
Yet some are  cold  towards the slaughtered priest
His nose a beak of bone  in old  face lined
Now Muslims go to Mass and join Christ’s feast
Against sadness.


What rages in the mind make men  kill thus?
In Syrian wars  the  innocents fare worse.
But these are our near neighbours so we weep
And wonder how to end the  frightening curse
The sins we once committed hold us deep
We   stretch our arms out, wanting to be nursed
Against sadness
 
 

Yes, the Trent flows up one side and down the other.

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Pray Father give me your blessing
Good grief, a real Catholic at last
Why, are there artificial ones?
No they just have terrible memories
Of trauma?
No, they don’t know what a sacrament is.
But surely how we act is more vital
I don’t know, it’s so long since I was  in the cemetery
Do you mean the cement factory?
Why would I mean that?
Don’t ask me,I’m just a   human being
I mean the seminary, of course.I remember now.
Do you know the seven deadly sins?
Not biblically
They are in the Bible… murder.envy, hatred
Yes, I was joking.I am celibate officially.
But what are you really?
I am asexual.
Do you have no desire?
I love people but I have no need to go to bed with them
No, we do it on the floor at home
Are you married?
Yes,definitely.She is a red head.
I thought you might say Red Indian
We  have very few living in Stoke on Trent.
Where is that?
On the river Trent.
But that goes through Nottingham
So?
I thought Stoke was West of the Pennines
Yes, the Trent flows up one side and down the other.
That is a lie
Thank you.
Since my last Confession I have lied twice
What was the other lie?
I am not a Catholic
So why come here?
I am lonely and it’s bad for me so I thought Saturday night Catholics go to Confession
It’s not exactly fun.Why not go to the pub and pick up a woman?
Are you really a priest?
No,I was feeling lonely too
What  a pity we are not bisexual
Well, we could learn
I thought it was genetic?
Do you mean generic
I don’t know.You mean like,buy paracetomol not panadol.
Genetic is totally different.
Am I a generic human or a  dressed up, artificial  and stunning person?
Why artificial?
I can’t act natural.
Try!
But if I try it’s not natural.
Was that my penance listening to you?
It could have been.Say a little prayer for me as well
So you do  believe?
Why not? It’s better than dying of meaninglessness
You so seem very clever
How kind.
I’ll see you next week.

The Fall

The shadow of the lamp upon my wall
That gentle light, that softness without glare
Long lost joy and   happy love  recall

We  looked into house windows when we strolled
But we were careful., did not wish to stare
Read shadows of  street lamps upon their walls

What am I when my love is not whole ?
A cracked half human being needing care
Stranger joys,lost  love, how  can I call?

The shadows move about as  sunset falls
My face is  showing signs of  lazy tears
The shadows  looks so dark upon the wall

His shadow  dear I  miss  in Spring, in Fall
But then it presaged presence on this chair
Strangers, joy, new  love,  how do we fail?

I have seen  the old gods fiery flares,
Burning wheatfields by the Saxon Shore
The shadow of burned sun upon the wall
The missing loves , the shadows deep,the Fall.

 

 

Undemocratic

5432DSC00144Network Rail is planning  to make changes to the platforms in Stations to prevent people committing suicide.Unfortunately , they can’t  do it  immediately so now is our chance.Don’t stop to think, don’t ask for help…. just do what  you  want to do.
We’ve had one Referendum

Suicide rates are high here.Donate to the Samaritans if you can

info from THE INDEPENDENT

Alternatives exist: The white cliffs of Dover  are crumbling.Why not camp on the Edge and see what  happens especially if there is a gale.You may meet Teresa May..

The trees, unmoving, shield the riots within

 

The inner coil and tangle of the wild,
Where rose run mad and holly are as one
Ensure that nature’s heart is undefiled

To these depths, the winter bird’s beguiled
Until the red dawn’s fetched by lowly sun
Through the coil and tangle of the wild.

On the path’s side, brown-green leaves are piled
A thousand beetles search for food within
A hidden space where nature’s undefiled

The cat is waiting, acting like the mild
Then dancing, hunting, acting like his kin
At ease in coil and tangle of worlds wild.

The sun is setting, and the night clouds pile
As lovers kiss, so smiles the holy one,
Living all his natures undefiled.

Now, at last, the darkness has begun
The trees unmoving shield the riots within
The inner coil and tangle make the wild,.
Is the space for soul still undefiled?

But how do you empty yourself?

SIMG_20181218_200526She’s more interested in emptying the vacuum cleaner than emptying her self
Well,if we all emptied our selves it would fill many vacuum cleaners
But how do you empty yourself?
I am inclined to leave well alone
What is a self?
We know but can’t describe
Is our self a container?
Like a biscuit tine?
Or a duvet cover,perhaps?
To be full of yourself is not good
It leaves no room for anyone else
Or ideas, grace,love
It’s a mystery

God alone is stranger than our prayers

I cannot bite the apple of despair
My teeth reject the hardness and the core
Nor  can I take a path that leads nowhere

We cannot always do what we prefer
Nor find a way to  open all closed doors
I  will not bite the apple of despair

Yet to a human we must not defer
God alone is stranger than our prayers
We cannot take a path that leads nowhere

Our sense of self is qualified,, will dare
To let the dove  fly up from  marble floors
I  will not touch the apple of despair

Human life is cruel, so dark, unfair
And differences  that hurt ,we can’t ignore
We must  not start the path that leads nowhere

Equality, sorority, where flair?
Where the chance of learning how to care
I cannot bite the apple of despair
Nor  can I take a path that leads nowhere