The hero

The hero of the novel was downsizing
Keeping back only poems without rhymes in.
It took ages to decide
What words are true rhymes
A fact that to me is unsurprising not.
A.E.Housman
A

Bombed the Ukraine

He played with patients and their documents learning about grief
He played with Nations and their Elements enlarging the bereaved
He bombed the Ukraine and it’s Monuments smiling with glee.
She was impatient re impediments wanting more thieves
In the Name of God, what can we plead?
Bombed the Ukraine

He played with patients and their documents learning about grief
He played with Nations and their Elements increasing the bereaved
He bombed the Ukraine and it’s Monuments smiling with glee.
She was impatient re impediments wanting more thieves
In the Name of God, what can we plead?
Knock down the monuments give us some peace
Shades of green
Looking at the garden as a world
The overgrown becomes a rich terrain
Where myriad living forms seem uncontrolled
But make a balanced whole in shades of green
What I hear are calls from nesting birds
The sway of breeze among forsythia’s gold
The patterned snails, the slugs cannot be heard
Nor can the slow worm’s wiser words be told
The pattern is a natural life, a wood
Where Cambridge monks had ponds and fruiting trees
Ten Cedars tall were chopped till dead
But still remain their long striped bees
Small in your eyes, infinite in mine
Such marvelled worlds can’t be designed
Saturday jumble

Most of our bodily functioning is controlled by our Unconscious mind.
Our dreams are composed by some genius in there too.
Where do our ideas come from?
The much hyped power of the will is useless in many ways
We can’t go to sleep by will power for example.
So trying very hard or worrying all the time are not going to get us far
Although it does take work to produce anything
It seems that Cooperation between our conscious mind and and the Unknown is needed.
In religious times it was
Submission to the will of God.
We can create by emptying our mind of ideas and waiting
But it is very hard to wait.
And it’s not under our control as to what is produced.
Like with people cooperation may work better than force.
The limits of our will
When soft winds blow and air strokes our bare skin.
When days are long like melodies of youth,
when light wakes up the soul from out her sin
Then shall we know when this sweet life is truth?
When flowers droop and leaves are dried and brown;
When water’s short and all plants are forlorn’
Then do not meet disaster with a frown,
For out of heartfelt sorrow new life’s born.
When winter’s here and all is quiet and still
And nothing seems to move or grow or speak
Then we shall learn the limits of our will
for through the soil the first green shoots will break.
For seasons change and actors come and go.
Yet through such changes, life is what we know

R
Prayer in Guardian letters recently

, 16 March), it is fair to say that prayer, so understood, doesn’t work.
I wonder if there is a study to measure the effect that prayer has on the person praying? Prayer, for many of us, is not magic, not seeking the intervention of a lofty god whose reluctant arms need to be twisted. It is, rather, a participation in and a growing in compassion. It is we who are changed, through contemplation and stillness, centred on divine love.
Recent commotions

The remedy s not terror.
Educated at the Academy of Mirrors
Malice through the Looking Glass
The puzzled eye.
The Devil’s lie.
The hilarity of colour.
The polarity of arrows
The foolishness of follows.
The salvation of our cherries.
The fruitlessness of berries.
Eyes
His eyes caressed me to like two lightbulbs
They were hot but unfeeling.
I said turn off the power.
He said,the higher power.
I didn’t know God lights our lamps
His hands were smooth as silk.
I asked him what he used
A Brillo pad, he claimed
Do you believe that?
Don’t
My wife
I am glad you like these glasses
I’d wear a plate for you
As the moment passes
You really have no clue.
i saw your eyes were narrowed
Your lips were taut with glue.
it was my wife you had borrowed
And I’ll do the same for you
The panthers in the zoo
There’s a pandemic of shoplifting
There’s panic and there’s flu
So will the pandemonium
Affect black panthers in the zoo?
There’s a lack of awe and wonder
There’s no insight and no you
There’s only my big ego
And Sylvia Plath is overdue
She’s coming to see Lazarus
Now he’s a lady too
Sex and gender, love and hate
Ted is feeling blue
She spoke Chaucer to the swans
And they answered, Who are you?
She looked a little frantic
Asylum seeker,Jew.
She got married to her Teddy
What other man would do?
The perfect other, shaman
But they ran out of glue
Her poetry was awesome
In bed she always knew
Ted Hughes was just a messenger
He asked her what to do
The panther killed the lady
And ate her in a stew
Now he’s back in Africa
And they closed the Zoo
Oh, what does ambition…
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Let’s ponder


Knitting
She played Patience on the monument and lied through her teeth.
She was aching in her fundament after seeing ten police
She was baking her condiments to get some relief
She entered the convent while cleaning her teeth.
Wonder of wonders she laughed throughout grief

Friends
When what was pleasure turns to excess strain
We need our friends to help us through the pain

The rhythms of the world
Unlike the noise of cars and phones
That makes our hearts unsteady and solo
The heart of earth keeps rhythms which are its own
We can tune in to these undertones
Walk in time to music soft and slow
Underneath the noise of cars and phones
When I do that ,I Iive down in my bones
And marrow spreads more goodness in its flow
The heart of earth keeps rhythms which are its own
The flesh, the bones, the nerves may sing or moan
What is it that makes us each mellow
Despite the noise of cars and mobile phones
Yet all we are is mortgaged or on loan
Not our houses but our breath that blows
To the heart of earth in rhythmic poems
We can co-create with those who grow
In tune with what all contribute unprobed
Underneath the noise of cars and phones
The heart of earth keeps rhythms…
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Slows my breath

Enjoy this beauty while it lasts

Tears not rain

Rain falls lightly in the winter wood,
Dampening stones that make a pathway through
The overgrown, the old trees and the new.
The scent of rain on grass is always good
I see the acers coming into bud.
The daffodils are waving as I view.
The lily pond is lonely without you.
We used to feed a robin when we could
After Mass on Sunday mornings then
We’d drive to woods and walk to ease our strains.
But now I cannot write, I clutch your pen.
My inspiration gives me life again.
Without your hand in mine, I walk quite lame.
The dampness on my face is tears, not rain
Sheets
In the afternoon they iron our clothes
Then the bedsheets, comfort for our toes .
They give us cups of tea and watch us drink
So we can’t complain they gave us ink.
Some days I have apple juice instead
They say it’s quite ok to wet the bed.
I wonder how they dry these cotton sheets.
We dried ours on lines in our backstreet
Now there are no back streets any more
We had a water closet by the door
I was

I was your chosen sacrifice.your Christ.
I did not deny you even twice
Hands that drip
Hands drenched in blood
Who could allow theirself to know
( Oh crucifix of wood.)
What the murdered faces show?
(oh crown of thorns,)
Oh sacred heart torn
The baby was born
Catastrophic inflicted willingly

Ukraine
Chernobyl
Babi Yar
Kyiv
Children
Shell
This is not a War this is genocide.
Babi Yar
Ravine of mass murder
Come
Come
Come
Original Sin
Psychosis
Psychopathy?
Can any explanation be meaningful
What is meaning?
Hitler was in some sense a Catholic
Evil. grinning behind the hospital
25 premature babies
Orphans
Bombs
To Putin the other is not a person
But how do we act?
Are we people to each other?
The road was flatter on the other side.
Why did Jesus feed the five thousand?
To prevent them eating his celery and tomatoes
Why did Jesus like fishing?
He often caught a compliment.
Why did he cross the road?
The road was flatter on the other side.
Was Jesus an Athlete?
No,he was a Jew.
Was he not Mormon?
Called Norman! [Cohen]
Was Jesus very strong?
About the same as best whiskey.
Why do Catholics eat his body?
Because they hate making breakfast.
Does God care if we don’t go to Church?
What’s a Church?
Why does God help those who help themselves?
Because many hands make light work
So God has hands?
In a very meaningful sense.
Why did Jesus ride on a donkey into Jerusalem?
He just missed the bus and they only ran twice an hour
My cat
We thought our found cat was a girl
Till we went to the vet with her tail
He said she’s a boy
I was covered in awe
He could see what we never swirled
The vocal dog

I once had a doctor called Larkin
He had a dog fond of barking
He put the dog into Care.
As she learned how to swear
.Especially when she saw him parking
Fishing
When Jesus cast his fishing line
Did he know the form
It was a neat parabola
As the sun rose up at dawn.
He knew the conic sections
The circle,the ellipse
He learned it in his mother’s womb
Not from wise men’s lips.
God must like geometry
And so do many folk.
God is in the atmosphere
He rises in the smoke
The television screen is a window
You can watch violence,murder or pornography if you wish or hear orchestras playing your favourite music.Extend your choice with DVD’s.Spend all your life glued to the screen….which glue is best?I’ll let you know soon.
Then there are the political aspects..I did not watch much of the grand funeral here last week of our ex PM Maggie Thatcher but I saw enough to show it’s being used by the current government to raise their own esteem in the public eye.A politician should never have a funeral with military honors with the coffin on a gun carriage pulled by horses and the same week poor families had their welfare cut back.Ten million pounds on this event which also was very provocative to the worst off members of society.
St Francis SOS
They can construct this kind of event and by means of it manipulate our feelings.State and ceremonial funerals are for the Royal Family who are above party politics or for someone lke Churchill who led us through the fight against Nazi Germany.
Windows…. like dreams…. think about whether someone is presenting you with a view for their own ulterior motives and not to enlarge your view of the world
Humor
.April 2013 – Margaret Thatcher dies.
May 2013 – Hell privatised.
Shares available in Hell’s kitchen soon.
Let’s just pass over this one
http://www.humormatters.com/holidays/passover.htm
At our seder, we had whole wheat and bran matzoh, fortified with Metamucil. The brand name, of course, is “Let My People Go”.
That darned Queen of Scots

Mary was sitting looking at the execution of Mary Queen of Scots on TV while also mending some moth holes in her skirt.The only thread she got into the eye of the easy thread ne ftedle was blue but nobody was going to examine her with a microscope, she told herself gently
She also was thinking of her winter coat.
Was raspberry really a good choice?
Would dark grey not be more useful?
After all she often sat down on garden walls while taking photos or even on old wooden benches.
What she needed was a folding cushion or a small thick towel.No wonder women have such big handbags.
Annie her neighbour came in the back door with a bag of broken biscuits.
Look at these!We used to get them in the market years ago.So for old times sake I have hit these with a hammer!
What sort of hammer,Mary asked.
Why, are there different kinds?
Yes,but I expect yours is just the usual medium size.
Actually it was Ben’s.When he ran away he left it behind.
I suppose it was too heavy to fit into his suitcase.
Where do he run to?
I don’t know,said Annie but as his sister in law went with him they might have gone to Australia.
Do men in Australia often love their sisters in law? Mary pondered
Who knows? The point is nobody would recognise them.
Although if I went on Saga holiday I might!More people travel now.
My friend Jim went to Borneo last year, said Annie in a tone of wonder
So if we became lesbian lovers we could not hide in Borneo!Where could one hide now with all this travel?
Disguise might be best,Annie whispered.You could dress as a man!
You must be joking ,at my size.
Well, there are plenty of fat men!
But would they have a shape like mine?
So the two friends while away Saturday afternoon, both now darning Mary’s other clothes.
Why don’t you just buy new clothes,Annie murmured kindly.
I can’t afford this quality.I shall have to keep combing Emile until I get enough fur to make into a thread.Then I can knit a scarf!
How ridiculous,You’d need a herd of cats to get enough,Annie informed her with pity.
What a lovely idea,Mary cried
But Emile might be jealous.Or he might enjoy meeting a lady cat… or two.
I don’t think you could have more than six cats here and with food and bills it would be cheaper to buy wool
Still,a ball of wool is not so good to sleep by as a cat,Mary pondered slowly.
And it has no loving eyes to look at when one comes in from the shops.
I suppose just holding wool in the hand might be very soothing,Annie retorted logically.
Otherwise we could join Soulmates she continued fluently.
Would men be attracted to a lady with darned moth holes in her clothing? Mary enquired humorously
Well, it would show you were economical and thrifty,Annie cried sensitively
Surely that is not the main reason men choose a woman partner, said Mary wonderingly.
I suppose they like a woman with a gentle sensitive nature.Annie screamed
Well.Denis Thatcher didn’t,Mary informed her delightedly
So true, but was she different once?
No, he wanted to be dominated.Mary decided.
I wonder if he liked being whipped,Annie thought having read 5o shades of whey
She could have used the Government Whips, Mary chortled.
Both the women burst out laughing so much that the sofa fell over and flung them onto the thick red and purple striped acrylic carpet
That sofa us unstable,Annie shouted.We could have died
Perhaps it’s us.Mary shrieked
Emile ran out into the kitchen and bit a piece out of the Xmas cake.
I can’t help it, he mewed.They are both getting madder by the day
And so say all of us
Emlle’s a jolly good yeller
So pray for all of us.


