G-d likes Tablets, washed in the Red Sea

The impaired keyboard  likes my voice I’ m told
I wonder if I ‘ll write an elegy.
It cannot see, but yet it is not cold

It’s not disabled,  keys look bright as gold
Maybe this will write a poem for me
The impaired keyboard  likes my voice I’ m told

As long ago the prophets had foretold
G-d likes Tablets, washed in the Red Sea
t cannot see,  so is the water cold?

I like on grassy slopes to lie and roll
Would a Tablet suit my malady
The impaired keyboard  likes my voice, you know

The keyboard fits my phone plugged in the wall
Is there  no  more help or remedy?
I cannot see, but yet I am not cold

I want a hybrid child  born out of me
The keyboard will fill in as family
The impaired keyboard  likes my voice I’ m told
We cannot see, but  neither are we cold

 

 

The house

The house seems solid ,weight and gravitas
Wallpaper and pictures  of our choice
It is no stronger than a blade of grass

The  furniture is  mixed  but it will pass
As long as cats   don’t rip it with their claws
The house seems solid ,grams and gravitas

Gone the inkstand with the  heavy glass
Now we use  cheap biros, our envoys.
What is stronger than a blade of grass?

Who would now care if I cleaned the brass?
Women see the dust  ,does it annoy?
The house seems solid ,weight and gravitas

After I am dead, all this is trash
Noone wants to play with others’ toys
Love is stronger than a blade of grass.

I haunt my house, I never hear a voice
Except the television  I employ
The house seems solid ,weight and gravitas
It is no stronger than a blade of grass

Bless the hand that points us past the known

I cannot mend the lamp that we both chose
The top and bottom split when  he fell down
But I can make it look as if it glows

The candle burns, has fragrance of a rose
That takes away my sadness and my frown
I cannot mend the lamp that we both chose

I find it hard to  bear the pain of loss
The concept is  more verbal than it’s noun
But in my home  the candle  brightly glows

In Blythburgh church, a lighted candle  bless
See the painted angels and their crowns!
I  will bear this breakage and its cost

I will get the strength to bear my cross
Oh,haul me, holy one, if I fall down.
Beyond  these lights we sense  the Light of God

Bless the hand that points us past the known
Where each of us must travel, perhaps alone
I cannot mend our lamp that we both chose
I  wander in my grief amongst the low

What a diatribe!

He rang me up ,  oh what a diatribe
I am the monster dwelling in the deep
I feel lucky still to be alive

He raved,he ranted,  did  our worlds collide?
I am the evil witch , he gets the creeps
He rang me up ,  oh what a diatribe

I hope the Lord will not with him abide
I relive  the tumult  in my sleep
I feel lucky  that I am  alive.

I know I ought to take   him in my stride.
If only my  knee joints had never creaked.
He rang me up , what is a diatribe?

I went to Southport just to take a ride
Do the donkeys  on the sands still speak?
I feel  blessed  that I am  now alive.

I know many people that will  shriek
As we  rarely see a duck when we feel bleak
He rang me up ,  oh what a diatribe
I  think he has a  monkey in his mind

His voice caressed me as we sat alone

His voice caressed me as we sat alone
As tender as a dove, as felt as song
But he has gone and I ‘m inert as stone

His voice was mellow even when he phoned
Did I fail him,did I  do him wrong?
His voice caressed me as we sat alone

Sometimes I see his face , let out a moan
Where is he and where do I belong
For he has gone and I ‘m inert as stone

After him, I dwelled with the unknown
No voice, no word, no  greeting ,silence hung
His  memory  flutters   in my mind alone

If I did him wrong, may I atone?
May I confess my sin by writing  songs?
For he has gone and I ‘m inert as stone

Oh, you  angels, may I learn your tongue?
For  his love my little heart still longs
His voice caressed me as we  nestled close
But he has gone ,I wonder does he know?

 

 

When it was the time

Richard Zimler’s book are very fine
The Warsaw Anagarm, I love the best
I wish that we could meet to drink or dine

If my book were paper,I’d draw lines
Underneath  the sentences I’d rest
Richard Zimler’s book are very fine

Back  up North, we  ate our meal at noon
I don’t intend this sentence  as a test
I wish that we could meet to drink  good wine

Imagination, tenderness ,aligned
If only  men would kill each other less
Yet Richard Zimler’s book are very fine

The sorrow and the love, the feeling signs
My heart so moved ,I felt in in my breast
I wish that we could meet to drink  good wine

To lack of  feeling,I was once resigned
My heart blew open  when it was the time
Richard Zimler’s book are very fine
I wisht we  all could meet to drink or dine

 

 

More subtle forms of evil have been tried

Now every form of evil has been tried
What is left for humans to enact
Murder,torture,sadism suicide?

The bridegroom snatched away from his new bride
The pearls, the  bags, the rings of gold ransacked
Now every form of evil has been tried

The New Creation puffed up with faux pride
The orchestra with no-one to  conduct
Murder,torture,sadism suicide?

God aghast, again his  son has died
What should he do with Jesus’s effects?
Yes, every form of evil has been tried

What are we that peace  we so deride?
The lust and greed , the skins  so fine unpacked
Murder,torture,sadism suicide

The lamps were lit, the trains ran on their tracks
The spines were broken on the books.,the backs
More subtle forms of evil have been tried
Than murder,torture,sadism suicide.

 

Writing  down the words that are so dear

Villanelles are   my addiction now
I write them every day,I think that’s clear
I’d like to change, the only question’s how?

Here I sit with furrows in my brow
Writing  down the words that are so dear

Villanelles are  my addiction now

Smoking cigarettes   upsets the cow
She’s  just like a wife, in love not fear
She’d like to change, the only question’s how

Drinking vodka costs  much more than tea
My  kidneys  do not like  the feel of beer
Villanelles are  my addiction now

LSD   makes all  the world look free
It is a lie, attempting mystery
We’d  like to change, the only question’s how?

I spend my time  like old men used to leer
Watching lovely people walking near
Villanelles  ,such dear addiction now
I  shall never change  nor have a row.

 

 

 

The ministry of truth  where  lies are strong

The ministry of truth   is growing strong
Wanting to  persuade us of their lies
Now they’re selling flags  so we’ll belong

 

See   the right  MPs  in  cruel gangs
They  do it all before our broken eyes
The ministry of truth   is very strong

Life’s not black and white nor right  nor wrong
We’re  all entitled to surmise
Now they’re selling flags  but who belongs?

It seems  they’d like all rapists to be hanged
This spectator sport  is on the rise
The ministry of truth  where  lies are strong

I pretend  the cat has got my tongue
I  hope in vain for someone who is wise
The Union Jack’s  provided by Hong Kong       

 

Is this the UK’s sorrowful demise?
See the eagles challenge  and surprise
The ministry of truth   is growing strong
Now they’re selling flags  and   growing fangs

Deporting love again

Silver-spotted-Skipper-2019

They took my blood and ethnic group, they did.
My soul was skulking, knowing of the strains
If I have no visa,they’ll get mad

Reading my thick newspaper was sad
Seeing them deporting  love again
They took my blood ,my heart and I feel bad

Water has no salt whereas blood has
And losing it will cause a lot of pain
If we have no visas, oh dear God.

The water circulates; we’re almost dead
So when we’re shot  there’s no red blood to stain
They looked for  human souls and  then they bragged

The Jews,  the gays the helpless .felt cold dread
And who resists now Fascism rides again?
We  scream when we’re asleep,oh helpless God.

We invented torture,prison, shame
Were God here he’d hear the frightened groans
They took my ethnic group  and stole my blood
Now they call me ” other”,  ain’t life sad?

In my dream, I gave birth to a child

In my dream, I gave birth to a child
The doctor said that   he would die quite soon
My feelings overwhelming made me wild

The Nazi doctor threw him on a pile
I lay  there unmoving as I keened
In my dream,I gave birth to a child

A week passed  by,I knew that death beguiled
Frozen  lips    made no sound, song or tune
My feelings overwhelming made me wild

I had to rise and say my  black goodbye.
My baby  with the others;horror loomed
In my dream I gave birth to a child

I picked him up , when suddenly he smiled
I held him to my breast, my songs I crooned
My feelings overwhelming  drove me wild

I had to   carry him, the landscape  gloom
A desert  grey aand rocky like  some moon
In my dream I gave birth to a child
In terror I  had walked  yet  love consoled

Boris is the Menace of the Hour

Boris is the Menace of the Hour
He’s like a nightmare  figure  in the dark
The Menace  to our status and our power

He has charisma, he is never dour
But would you like to meet him in the park?
Boris is the Menace of the Hour

I suspect  he’s after money,   gold  allures
Like   viagra it may make him spark
He’s a Menace  to our  worthiness and power

He’d   have watched Herr Hitler  painting flowers
Saying  killing Jews  was just  a lark
Boris is the Menace of the Hour

I wish I could have hit him with  my flour
I guess I feel frustrated   with the jerk
He’s a Menace  to our  our country and its power

Can’t the poorer people see    how Boris  fucks
Not   just women,  folk in low paid work
Boris is the Menace of the Hour
The Menace  to  this Kingdom  uninsured

 

That Satan’s Den

How did Britain  breed such brilliant men
From Eton, Oxford, now they live still   fools
They  create big recessions with a pen

The new PM is of mixed  origin
He acts the clown, dictates  how  he will rule
How did Britain  breed such  cunning men?

Oh,Franco,Himmler,Hitler  gentlemen
They  soon drew in adherents,mean and cruel
They  created new illusions, who helped them?

We’re going down,   we’re Jews, we   know   that doom
Sure enough  men sell  the poor  tinned gruel
How did Britain  breed  these  family men?

Hear the cheers, it’s Camelot again
Johnsons,  Ben and Boris, aint’  it cool.
Boris   lifts  the Host, adore or ban

He is not  a King,  he lies with Pen
Viagra  should be banned  for such damn fools
How did we ever   breed  impotent men?

In the doorways homeless men may call
In  Christian churches,   boys are groomed and mauled
How did Britain  breed such   evil men
They’re nurtured in the House , that Satan’s Den

 

 

 

 

 

 

Snails

In my little garden dwell the snails
I love their patterned shells upon  the wall
Walking round I see their tiny trails

They  do not go to work nor ever fail
Unless I step unseeing as they crawl
In my little garden dwell the snails

Human beings hurt us by betrayal
Natural life gives comfort as we fall
Walking round I see their tiny trails

Petted cats can caterwaul or wail
But  men  may hit a woman and then maul
In my  shady garden dwell the snails

 

I wonder if they read the earth like braille
If they  are attacked,  they lose their all
Walking round I see their tiny trails

Build no  barbed wire fence nor a brick wall
Between  the human and the natural world
In our little gardens dwell the snails
Walking round  we see their  silver trails

 

How sweet  my readers are   when I am ill

How sweet it is when I m feeling ill
When I’ve been assaulted  verbally
To read the comments ,not just take a pill

I lie in bed, my duvet has a frill
i wish my cat and man were here by me
How sweet  my readers are   when I am ill

I see a stray black cat  on  window sill
When I go out =side this cat will flee
I read  your comments  love will cure ,not pill

As humans suffer in   this life ‘s cruel mills
The metal  grinds all down  beyond a plea
How kind  my readers are  when I am ill

 

I have climbed the mountains and the hills
In gratitude  I   write you poetry
I  prefer your comments to  the doctor’s pills

Our minds were given  us without a fee
All that’s best is  given  happily
How sweet it is when I m feeling ill
To read the comments ,not just  swallow pills

 

 

Their little twigs and branches softly croon

I see  this house where you once lived with me
 I cannot hear your voice in any room,
I touch the  cushions,rugs and tapestry

I feel the silky sheets  my eye can see.
The silken scarves,the necklaces of blue
I see  this house where you once lived with me

The trees  bend in the wind, they cannot flee
Their little twigs and branches   softly croon
I touch the   well embroidered tapestry

The silence is the  lack  that makes me free
The other senses gratified, stll bloom
I see the sofa, marriage bed  indeed

No voice but mine  is heard , oh loss obscene
All I see is blackness  and faint moon
The cushions  comfort me ,oh heart bereaved

 

Yet all you gave is rich in my esteem
The wedding ring of gold  still has its gleam,
I  weep  at home where you once loved well me
I  flinch  then  rest  by love’s great boundary

They  move with ease the body, say the Mass

Feelings need geometry to form
Not to spill like water  from dropped glass
Feelings   running wild may do great harm

Yet inhibition,tense lacks any charm
Love and hate  need ritual,compass
Feelings need geometry to form

Ballerinas, skaters   melt their bones
They  move with ease the body, say the Mass
Feelings   running wild may do great harm

Will power  out of place  can cause alarm
Create tensions,  acts  so evil,crass
Feelings  by geometry inform

Restraint and sculpting, waiting  through impasse
Like  Jesus gives up all upon his Cross
Feelings   running wild may do great harm

 

Here we find the rhythm and the task
We feel the rawness; feel  the  utter risk
Feelings need geometry  and form
Feelings  like wild bulls   can do us   harm

 

In  this erratic summer , heat and flood

In these dead leaves I slept alone and sad
I wandered as if searching for a child
But now the summer’s here to make us glad

Nothing’s static, be it good or bad
Some like cities some live in the wilds
Where in dead leaves I slept alone and sad

Like green leaves where sap  has turned to blood
The remnants of the  plants   lie waste, defiled
In  this erratic summer , heat and flood

The woods dry out, the cornfields turn to mud
Frogs are happy by the damp beguiled
I wandered by dry leaves , their message read

Who is British, who should be exiled?
Boris Johnson,PM,AM riled
In  this erratic Kingdom , heat and flood

Where did Mona Lisa find her smile?
Who paints in their dream  the image kind?
In these dead leaves I slept  forlorn and sad

But now the summer’s here  my heart beats  glad

What has value, what  should we ignore?

I  have sulked  a hundred times or more
Numbers  have no meaning in this game
I   should  say I’ve   glowered well before

He loves me not ,he loves me, am I bored?
I need to put this act inside a frame
I  have sulked  a thousand times or more

Can I  be my false self out of doors?
Adapting to the weather. not the  rain
I  should  say I’ve   glowered well before

Be yourself while   crying  through your pores
The tiger is  delighted, he ‘s been tamed
I  have sulked  but is it time for more?

What has value, what  should we ignore?
I go red when I am  struck by shame.
I   wonder if I’ve   glowered  here before

By the ego, we direct our aim
Someone, somewhere certainiy gets maimed
I  have sulked,  do your want any more?
 I’ve    been enraged  but now my temper’s stored

 

 

So shadows, shades. penumbra lie unfound

Intent with purpose,  we  don’t see life whole
We see the figure but ignore its ground
We have one thought, to reach our  chosen goal

This way of life destroys  our life and soul
So shadows, shades. penumbra lie unfound
Intent with purpose,  we don’t see life whole.

Outside our  mind,  our thoughts like brothers brawl
Leading  to conclusions  quite unsound
We  only wish to reach our  chosen goal

Yet beauty, love and wisdom come to call
We ignore  the universe unbound
Intent with purpose,  we don’t see life whole.

Moreover, sudden danger may befall.
We need  to see both broad and narrowed down
We   wish  for nothing but our  chosen goal

The hawk too sees both focussed and in whole
To be  far too intense makes us a clown
Intent with purpose,  we see not those who maul

 

We see not the bridegroom as we drown
In disconnected fragments lose our crowns
Intent with purpose,   scarcely is life real
We have our thoughts; we’ll die  rather than feel

I feel as  if the world has turned to mud

God has  changed my mind   and I feel odd
I guess it takes a while to re-adjust
I don’t remember all the words I read

I feel as  ift he world has turned to mud
Take it blind or take it  all on trust
God has  changed my mind   and I feel odd

Walking in the mire makes Britons sad
We’ve been misled and  now are less than dust
I  feel perplexed by  all the words I read

What little earthly joy will make us glad?
To kiss our lover  while we are at rest
God has  changed my mind   and I feel odd

God  has  no broadband, we’ve been misled
I have no IQ  so failed the test
I  feel perplexed by  all the words I read

I blew away my head, the wind had guts
Showed its might and blew us out of ruts
God has  changed my mind , he thinks its good
I  found so many   sentences in bud

The ladder

I fear  to stand up  tall on this new earth
One hand is on the ground,  my back is bent
Shivering fear, excitement, what’s  this birth?

I climbed , like Wittgenstein, a ladder’s worth
Then threw the ladder down   as my assent
I fear  to stand up  tall on this new earth

Far away, so far, the time of mirth
For sometime a lover I was lent
Shivering fear, excitement, what’s  this birth?

I wonder can I walk ,this step the first
 Love may die and who shall then repent?
I fear  to stand up  tall on this new earth

I see myself in black, the window’s bust
A man climbs out  uncut by accident
Shivering wonder, what allures  such birth?

I see in my mind’s eye  the incident
I  learn to balance  gravity with  sense
I desire  to stand on this new earth
Shivering, wonder, is it birth or curse?

Water in a glass

I’m just  tap water in your little glass
I have no personal being of my own
I alter,am not fixed, I have no lust

In the air I see the dust motes dance
I am nothing , need no frame nor bone
I’m like the water in your little glass

I shall not  be hurt by avalanche
Neither will I suffer from your stones
I alter, am not fixed, I feel no lust

I have no solid shape but I am touched
By grief and joy and  memories of home
I am  the little river near the Pass

Unlike the Tees and Wear I never rush
Nor enter cold North Seas and turn to foam
I alter, am unfixed  and feel no lust

Within the empty mind  there  dwells  a  poem
Wordless and unformed and near to ruin
I’m just   clear water in  a handmade glass
I alter,am not fixed in form nor  class.

 

 

 

I broke all the China,marriage free

Now we live alone we cannot sulk
We can’t glower at the door mat  or the key
We can’t let out our feelings on impulse

I broke a bowl  and then I broke on bulk
I broke all the China,marriage free
Those who live alone  can rarely sulk

If we want more love, we can’t repulse
We affect chic ;we   fix our hair with glue
We  might let out some feelings on impulse

Why waste  our money,  are we still compelled
To wear silk stockings then catch Asian Flu?
Find a lover then you’ll  find  your sulks

The doctor said ” she’s dead,” I had no pulse
I heard that cat miaow ,How do you do?
Impulse hot, the  virtue  which propels

I paid the  price and then I paid the bills
My acts as ethical as you know who
If  we live alone  that’s why we sulk!

I sat here with these words and tried  a few
It’s like a jigsaw,  not like Su Doku
When we live alone we  need not sulk
We can  release our feelings , mea culp

What comfort could I  bring  to the Unknown?

I have spent  a hundred nights alone
No face to greet  me  when my dreams depart
No comfort  from the warmness of your arm

I  hear your key  but it’s a false alarm
A tear runs down  my face  and then more start
I have spent  a  thousand nights alone

A   river with no bridge  nor stepping stone
This water which keeps  lovers  late apart
No comfort  from the warmness of an arm

I see you are now dust, where are  your bones?
Where eyes to show  me  when you are contrite
I have spent  ten thousand nights alone

In the night you prayed for all who groan
You  smiled  when I  once spoke  of future life
What comfort could I  bring  to the Unknown?

I shall find a way to carry on
I will find the secrets  and the  light
I accept a million nights alone

 

When we were joined , who knew when we would part?
I am left with fragments of  a heart
 I have spent   so many  nights alone
Give me comfort  ,take me in  your arms

 

 

When God came down, our spies soon had him nailed

We may know what’s right and still do wrong
Greed and  envy run our inner world
Like a crazed drunk bee we like to sting

Even as the blackbird is in song
The darkness of the heart will on it fall 
We may know what’s right and still do wrong

We love to think we are the Queen or King
Perfect in our power ,  oh iron  the walls
Yet  crazed drunk bees  can float on high to sting

The hurt inside the heart  can last too long
The self  retreats ,   the matador  has failed
We know  the end , the bull  will kill the throng

When God came down , our spies soon had him nailed
The burning bush , the little voice,   the tales.
We may know what’s right and  do  the wrong
Take pleasure  in our  violence,  kill and sting

And if love‘s good enough, we may survive.

We need to self-deceive to stay alive
To function in this  terrifying world
And if  no trauma comes we may survive

If we watch the shadows in the cave
We have our  story ready  to unfold
We need to self-deceive to stay alive

We follow rules on how we must behave
As if into a void we might be hurled
And if  no trauma comes we may survive

The adages and  proverbs  satisfy
Unless we are attacked in our own world,
We  cannot self-deceive, are traumatised

We need the hold of  friends who’re kind and brave
We need this love that  rises when it’s shared
And if love ‘s  good enough, we may survive.

We will not scratch our wounds if we are wise.
We will not  rush to speech while wounds are bare
We need to self-deceive to stay alive

The words that mother said we can embrace
That we are loved,  despite fragmented face
We need to self-deceive to  function right
And if  no trauma comes we may survive

My joints are  crackling,  roast me   in tin foil

My  knee joints  crackle when I  stand up tall
Bit by  bit the cartlilege has gone
The  disablement attracts , the people  call

Noone now will ask me to a Ball
I  liked to dance but my desire is done
My  knee joints  crackle when I  stand up tall

Instead of walking I would like to roll
The pavement is not fit to lie upon
The  disablement  an advert , my mind folds

The pain is so severe my muscles  brawl
When I go outside with my big bin
My joints are  crackling,  roast me   in tin foil

I have to write,  I’m mindless I’m enthralled
I try to smile with my lopsided grin
Disablement’s a danger people  wail

This is not a game that I can win
Save me from the  demons of  great sin
My  knee joints  crackle when I  stand up tall
The  disablement  is vile I cannot talk

What time  is left, has Palestine grown roots?

Oh,Mandy’s   here displaying   her white boots
She  sees disintegration,loss   and new despair
Douglas-Hume  starts  wincing on my roof

My eyes were open, dignified, aloof
Edward Heath, man, give me my  bus fare!
What time is right for  docketing the truth?

I knew there were strange numbers on the route
Take pi and e and i and  stop just there
Harold Wilson  tried in Downing Street

John Major  felt my brain , he was  astute
We see  straight through your eyes into you, bare.
When day was night, the Bennites spoke the truth

I bought the book, I ‘ll soon be destitute
Iraq has  made much wealth for Tony Blair
The bombs fell on  the children , ain’t they cute?

 

Graham Greene, the end of the affair
Netanyahu is leading but to where?
What time  is left, has Palestine  grown roots?
Asylum seekers die  for lack of roofs.

Read between the lines and then translate

The    glances we exchanged without a word
Sympathetic humour , sometimes hate
The understanding heart , the  mind  unblurred

The hidden world  which lovers  make and share
To be one whole unhinderd by   grim fate
The    glances are exchanged without a word

We sense a meaning, sense if others care
Feel the lost love and the husband late
The understanding heart , the  words unheard

Who can we trust to  view our feelings rare?
Who will open doors,  unbarr the gate
After   glances  flash and red eyes glare?

Did you ever marry, did you swear?
In sickness and in health   how did your mate?
His understanding heart   is  hidden  where?

Read between the lines and then translate
The culture and  its meanings delegate
The    glances we exchange  beyond all words
The understanding heart , affections shared

 

 

From our eye, a tear  springs with relief

A word  that’s spoken by a friend can  reach
Can touch, can move, can  embrace in its sounds
The inner soul where its vibrations teach.

When cut off, silent,after   sad defeat
Such gentle words can break our sullen bonds
A word  that’s spoken by a friend can  reach.

We must not  torture nor torment  in speech
Our heart, the centre of our  morbid wounds
The inner soul with its vibrations speaks..

From our eye, a tear  springs  with  relief
From imprisoned sulking, jump with a great bound!
A word  that’s spoken by a friend can  reach.

Muscles weaken,but the mind stays fleet
Humour and its cousins are our clowns
The inner soul  by its athletics speaks.

I smile and smile  yet rarely do I frown
For I will rise up, even when low down
A word  that by a friend can  reach,provoke
In  our souls ,deep  memories  will evoke