When thy song is shield and mirror
To the fair snake-curlèd Pain,
Where thou dar’st affront her terror
That on her thou may’st attain Perséan conquest
Francis Thompson wrote those lines.. se below

When thy song is shield and mirror
To the fair snake-curlèd Pain,
Where thou dar’st affront her terror
That on her thou may’st attain Perséan conquest
Francis Thompson wrote those lines.. se below
Oh holy light that held me in your gaze
That spoke to me in words without a sound
A holy light, a person hidden away
I did not seek and yet I have been found.
When I was trapped alone with my numbed heart
When nobody could touch me with their hand
When in bleak despair I sat apart
By your holy light I have been found.
Although you did not speak I heard your words
I heard them all and yet there was no noise
How did you convey them so I heard?
The senses were conjoined, became one voice
I thought I was near death and yet I lived
Despair is long yet graceful are its gifts.
“Some think that sloth, one of the capital sins, means ordinary laziness,” I began. “Sticking in the mud. Sleeping at the switch. But sloth has to cover a great deal of despair. Sloth is really a busy condition, hyperactive. This activity drives off the wonderful rest or balance without which there can be no poetry or art or thought — none of the highest human functions. These slothful sinners are not able to acquiesce in their own being, as some philosophers say. They labor because rest terrifies them. The old philosophy distinguished between knowledge achieved by effort (ratio) and knowledge received (intellectus) by the listening soul that can hear the essence of things and comes to understand the marvelous. But this calls for unusual strength of soul. The more so since society claims more and more of your inner self and infects you with its restlessness. It trains you in distraction, colonizes consciousness as fast as consciousness advances.The true poise of contemplation or imagination, sits right on the border of sleep and dreaming. ……….and hoping for redemption by art, I fell into a deep snooze that lasted for year.