I broke all the China,marriage free

Now we live alone we cannot sulk
We can’t glower at the door mat  or the key
We can’t let out our feelings on impulse

I broke a bowl  and then I broke on bulk
I broke all the China,marriage free
Those who live alone  can rarely sulk

If we want more love, we can’t repulse
We affect chic ;we   fix our hair with glue
We  might let out some feelings on impulse

Why waste  our money,  are we still compelled
To wear silk stockings then catch Asian Flu?
Find a lover then you’ll  find  your sulks

The doctor said ” she’s dead,” I had no pulse
I heard that cat miaow ,How do you do?
Impulse hot, the  virtue  which propels

I paid the  price and then I paid the bills
My acts as ethical as you know who
If  we live alone  that’s why we sulk!

I sat here with these words and tried  a few
It’s like a jigsaw,  not like Su Doku
When we live alone we  need not sulk
We can  release our feelings , mea culp

Ariel

bhttps://www.poetryfoundation.org/poems/49001/ariel

 

Ariel

BY SYLVIA PLATH

 

Stasis in darkness.
Then the substanceless blue
Pour of tor and distances.
God’s lioness,
How one we grow,
Pivot of heels and knees!—The furrow
Splits and passes, sister to
The brown arc
Of the neck I cannot catch,
Nigger-eye
Berries cast dark
Hooks—
Black sweet blood mouthfuls,
Shadows.
Something else
Hauls me through air—
Thighs, hair;
Flakes from my heels.
White
Godiva, I unpeel—
Dead hands, dead stringencies.
And now I
Foam to wheat, a glitter of seas.
The child’s cry
Melts in the wall.
And I
Am the arrow,
The dew that flies
Suicidal, at one with the drive
Into the red
Eye, the cauldron of morning.

The poet who invented Fascism

"Gabriele D'Annunzio reading".

Gabriele d’Annunzio reading. (Photo: Public Domain/WikiCommons

IT CAN BE HARD TO reconcile the incredible charisma of Hitler written about in history books with recordings of his speeches in which he looks like a madman. Some might conclude that perhaps Germans didn’t notice how off-putting he was because his style of declamation was widely used at the time and has simply fallen out of fashion.

But Hitler’s speeches weren’t normal or spontaneous. Neither were Mussolini’s. Both of them were to a large extent imitating one man: an Italian poet named Gabriele d’Annunzio, who lived between 1863 and 1938. He was a war hero and famous libertine, and he essentially invented Fascism as an art project because he felt representative democracy was bourgeois and lacked a romantic dramatic arc.

D’Annunzio was a thrill-seeking megalomaniac best described as a cross between the Marquis de Sade, Aaron Burr, Ayn Rand, and Madonna. He was wildly popular. And he wasn’t like anyone who came before him.

 

Read more below

https://www.atlasobscura.com/articles/the-sex-obsessed-poet-who-invented-fascism

Malice is empowered

Now we know how fascism rose to power
The envy and the malice  seek   to harm
While claiming to relive our  glorious hours

The poor are scorned, the single mothers   cower
The Jews are blamed ,oh Magdalen, oh balm
Now we know how fascism rose to power

Even as wild roses  charm the bower
We humans do not wish for a world calm
Britain  had  such  cruel  Empire’s hours

The faces of opponents  mock and glower
In secrecy   we keep   our sulphur warm
So we feel that fascism will empower

We lit a fire that won’t die in a shower
The mountains burn, the valleys are alarmed
Britain  had its Empire  and its Tower

Paranoid,depressed,  and narrow eyed
We  recreate the worst ,  it’s suicide.
Is it certain fascism  holds the power?
The past is gone, the future might yet flower.

Underneath the text  the patterns play

What makes us think we know the way  to pray
We memorised  well known  and dated words
Recite this mumbo jumbo  every day

Words  split from the wordless  in dismay
From the fracture  thunderous clouds appeared
What makes us think we know the way  to pray?

First who must  have found the sacred way?
The  rituals, compressions evoked , heard
Why mutter mumbo jumbo  every day?

Underneath the text  the patterns play
Till our little souls  are waken, stirred
What makes us think  there’s just one way  to pray?

The texts were meant to indicate, not bray
May silence   reach the sacredness of air
Don’t mutter mumbo jumbo  every day

In the  towers of gold not much is learned
Yet in the  meadows,  runs the  joyous hare
Conceit   rejects the urge  to learn  new prayers
Excites   with mumbo jumbo ,  cold, theadbare

 

 

Will we hear the  waves swirl as we gasp?

We are walking  like small children  on the sands
Sinking very slowly  as we go
Our legs  get shorter as we cross the bay
As the currents of the Kent  still outward flow

Now our  feet   and legs have disappeared   
We can’t swim through sand   or muddy  shore
So we’re stuck , and wildly wave our hands
It’s  too late to learn the seaside lore

Now it’s just our heads that stick out, breathe
We see  the Langdale Pikes   distinctive form
I lift up  my eyes,  salvation’s gone
I’m  going under now, we’re all alone

We keep on walking  , crazy in our trust
Will we love the  waves swirl as we gasp?

What comfort could I  bring  to the Unknown?

I have spent  a hundred nights alone
No face to greet  me  when my dreams depart
No comfort  from the warmness of your arm

I  hear your key  but it’s a false alarm
A tear runs down  my face  and then more start
I have spent  a  thousand nights alone

A   river with no bridge  nor stepping stone
This water which keeps  lovers  late apart
No comfort  from the warmness of an arm

I see you are now dust, where are  your bones?
Where eyes to show  me  when you are contrite
I have spent  ten thousand nights alone

In the night you prayed for all who groan
You  smiled  when I  once spoke  of future life
What comfort could I  bring  to the Unknown?

I shall find a way to carry on
I will find the secrets  and the  light
I accept a million nights alone

 

When we were joined , who knew when we would part?
I am left with fragments of  a heart
 I have spent   so many  nights alone
Give me comfort  ,take me in  your arms

 

 

Mary visits the hospital

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Mary went to the hospital  to see the rheumatologist.The entire hospital had been re-built and half the site was full of so called “Executive Homes”
She and Annie took a cab as it was raining hard.Although Mary was wearing her new green raincoat, she did not like to get it wet.
Where did you buy your mac,Annie enquired jauntily?
Cotton Traders,Mary admitted nervously.It looked lighter  than it is and Stan liked me in green
You already  have two trenchoats and a nylon mac,Annie told her.And Stan is no logere here
What’s it to you?Do  you want me to give all my money to the poor?
Well, some of it,Annie responded  anxiously.You need to pay your utilities.

My utilities!That sounds like something sexual that cannot be openly named,Mary cried
You are confusing it with urethra, Annie laughed
What is my ethra? whispered Mary
No, the urethra is a little tube for the bladder to empty itself  through
Isn’t  the human body amazing? Mary acknowledged wisely
Definitely, said Annie and I love wearing beautiful  clothes like velvet
Where do we draw the line though, between  looking good and giving money to the poor, tortured or victimised,Mary pondered

It is hard now because we can  see what the rich have and we want it.Annie shouted
Or in your case  you can see all those philosophy books on Amazon and buy them with one click she continued.
Mary could see in her mind’s eye her living room piled high with books but if she were rich like Michael Frayn she could have a huge house full of shelves and desks.
Adam Phillips,’ room looked more full than Mary’s and he must want it like that

In the waiting room Mary looked at Wittgenstein’s biography by Ray Monk  on her kindle
while Annie read The Sun.Soon Mary was called in
Hello, said Doctor Morse.How are you?
In the pink , she cried
I don’t understand, he  screeched likea parrot
It’s an old English saying.It means I feel fine, but I don’t   really that’s why I am here
He looked at her left hand. and said there was no cartilege betweeb the the thumb and wrist.
Where has it gone,Mary asked but he remained silent
Then he said,I think steroid injections will help.Would you turn your chair tound by 180 degrees so you can put your arm on my desk?
Mary turned round and felt a bit dizzy
It’s hard getting older isn’t it, the doctor said in a tone rather artificially kind like a bad actor on stage and afraid.
Mary burst out laughing.
You are a weird person, he told her tenderly with  his glowing eyes shining like the moon over Lake Windermere in October.
Well, we can’t all be  exact;y the same ,she told him logically
Then she had to turn her chair round again. despite her poor hands
Why don’t you have swivelling chairs ,she asked pointedly
They won’t give me  enough money
Can’t you buy a second hand one? Mary wondered
No, it has to pass Health and Safety,Dr Morse whispered cautiously
I see.Well don’t  blame it all on the EU.
I love the EU, he told her.I hope Brexit fails
Me too she croaked
They sat in companiable silence for a few minutes until his next patient arrived
I will see you in September, he told her

Miaow, cried Emile from Mary’s designer handbag
What the hell is that, the doctor asked nervously

Don’t worry doctor.I forgot to  leave Emile in the Waiting Room
Emile stuck out his head and smiled at Dr Morse
Good morning, he said  graciously.Is Dave the paramedic here?
No, they are  not here they  have their own  Ambulance Station down the road
Emile  began to sob.
Mary apologised as she shook hands with the doctor.
Thank you for helping me, she murmured.I feel better already
And so say all of us

Can poetry change your life?

 

 

 

 

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http://www.newyorker.com/magazine/2017/07/31/can-poetry-change-your-life

Extract

His other idea is that the key to the real-world effectiveness of poems and songs is “form.” The invocation of form is awkward, for the same reason that advanced-pop criticism itself is inherently awkward, which is that most popular music, and especially popular music categorized as rock, is magnificently and unambiguously hostile to everything associated with the word “school.” And form is a very academic concept. It’s the shell in the game teachers play to hide content.

The phrase “equipment for living” is taken from Kenneth Burke, who also wrote that form is “a public matter that symbolically enrolls us with allies who will share the burdens with us.” Robbins likes this. I think it means that the experience of poems and songs is shared with other people, even if often implicitly, and so it can be a means of achieving solidarity. Form “grounds us in a community,” Robbins says.

This might be a little wishful. Reading poems is normally a solitary pastime, and so is a lot of music listening, except at concerts, where the emotions aren’t really your own. In any case, form cuts no political ice. The Rolling Stones’ “You Can’t Always Get What You Want,” once an anthem of antiwar protesters, is played at Trump rallies. I assume it instills feelings of solidarity among his supporters.

With aesthetic experience in general, after a certain age, the effects are probably as much a product of what you bring to it as what you get from it. “Records are useful equipment for living, provided you don’t expect more from them …………

Double entendre

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Art by Katherine

Will  patients  kindly sign this form before dying
I doubt it.Is it an order or a question?

Please die before we change the sheets on your bed otherwise  we may run out
Anyone else mad around here? We’ll run out

Do not die during the Consultant’s visit
I bleeding well will.

We have no Chaplains.They were privatised
Who took them over,Satan! That explains    this madness called Brexit

So all prayer is DIY,
And all DIY is prayer?

Die in your sleep if you can
Give me  the poison  now please

Keep your iPhones in a vault not here
Is that in the horse?

Please don’t ask a person with severe heart  failure to  close the window by your bed
I was only helping them on their way


No sadism in here
Take pleasure  in our  violence,  kill and  wound


We do not need the News blasted from your phone
Boris kills.

Why have the weather forecast on when you are dying,It’s a month before your burial
Just a bad habit, as Thomas Aquinas said

When the PM arrives we will all cry in one voice Alleluya
Is he God now?

When God came down, our spies soon had him nailed

We may know what’s right and still do wrong
Greed and  envy run our inner world
Like a crazed drunk bee we like to sting

Even as the blackbird is in song
The darkness of the heart will on it fall 
We may know what’s right and still do wrong

We love to think we are the Queen or King
Perfect in our power ,  oh iron  the walls
Yet  crazed drunk bees  can float on high to sting

The hurt inside the heart  can last too long
The self  retreats ,   the matador  has failed
We know  the end , the bull  will kill the throng

When God came down , our spies soon had him nailed
The burning bush , the little voice,   the tales.
We may know what’s right and  do  the wrong
Take pleasure  in our  violence,  kill and sting

When we  don’t perceive, we duly fail

Sin may be invisible,  though real
Who  of us can judge another’s heart?
Admission of our faults has small appeal

Yet if we do not look behind the veil
We may kill .unknowing in the dark
Sin may be invisible,  though real

Walking onwards on our human trail
What ignites the spirit,holds the spark?
Admission of our faults has small appeal

 When we  don’t perceive, we duly fail
We have choices , they are here and stark
Sin may be invisible,  though real

We are weak , poor human acts prevail
Will alone can never  do what’s right
In the seas of love we set our sails

We buy ourselves the best place in the Ark
Our neighbours wrangle.struggle in the dark
Sin  becomes more  visible and real
Holding wide our arms we  hope love heals

Eliezer ha Cohen

https://youtu.be/GFjVWYgSFcQ

This week on Who Do You Think You Are is Her Majesty  The Queen
Discover: The strange foreigners who rule the remains of the UK

And University Challenge  has been cancelled as they are all online following Johnson
Or The Pied Piper of Westminster as I call him

Desert Island Discs is  looking for a gramophone
Meanwhile use your phone

The Catholic Church hopes for more  vocations as people flee  life on  so called “benefits”

Discuss it all with the ghost of  Pope John 23rd  at 6 pm. He is in heaven.But it’s hell

The News is not being shown  till the day after it happens
Is it news?

Noone wants Boris more than Leonard Cohen
Well who could compete with Eliezer ha Cohen?~
How many meanings does that sentence have?

And if love‘s good enough, we may survive.

We need to self-deceive to stay alive
To function in this  terrifying world
And if  no trauma comes we may survive

If we watch the shadows in the cave
We have our  story ready  to unfold
We need to self-deceive to stay alive

We follow rules on how we must behave
As if into a void we might be hurled
And if  no trauma comes we may survive

The adages and  proverbs  satisfy
Unless we are attacked in our own world,
We  cannot self-deceive, are traumatised

We need the hold of  friends who’re kind and brave
We need this love that  rises when it’s shared
And if love ‘s  good enough, we may survive.

We will not scratch our wounds if we are wise.
We will not  rush to speech while wounds are bare
We need to self-deceive to stay alive

The words that mother said we can embrace
That we are loved,  despite fragmented face
We need to self-deceive to  function right
And if  no trauma comes we may survive

This Titanic  can no more deceive

The United Kingdom  disintegrates  by day
The Scots  are breaking off  at Hogmanay
Northern Ireland  colonised,remote
Will Ireland be united at a stroke?

We will have a smaller house of cards
Boris Johnson’s patience  brings rewards
He will be  in charge just of Soho
Where ladies of the night  rule men by blows

England’s not that big  nor of pure blood
I’m half Scandinavian ,see my head
The violent people Brexit has empowered
At  the bus stop they will on me glower

It’s time to get the lifeboats out and  leave
This Titanic  can no more deceive

My joints are  crackling,  roast me   in tin foil

My  knee joints  crackle when I  stand up tall
Bit by  bit the cartlilege has gone
The  disablement attracts , the people  call

Noone now will ask me to a Ball
I  liked to dance but my desire is done
My  knee joints  crackle when I  stand up tall

Instead of walking I would like to roll
The pavement is not fit to lie upon
The  disablement  an advert , my mind folds

The pain is so severe my muscles  brawl
When I go outside with my big bin
My joints are  crackling,  roast me   in tin foil

I have to write,  I’m mindless I’m enthralled
I try to smile with my lopsided grin
Disablement’s a danger people  wail

This is not a game that I can win
Save me from the  demons of  great sin
My  knee joints  crackle when I  stand up tall
The  disablement  is vile I cannot talk

Poems of anxiety and uncertainty

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Photo by Mike Flemming copyright

https://www.poetryfoundation.org/collections/101584/poems-of-anxiety-and-uncertainty

Extract:

Poets are seekers and questioner They explore the unknown and help to give it shape. The insights and wisdom in the following poems below are hard-won; more often, it is simply the naming of the fear—personal, spiritual, or political—that offers solace, reminding us that people are connected by our worries and doubts as well as our joys. By resisting closure and easy answers and sounding out the darkness, these poems remind us that poetry has always been able to cope with uncertainties, ambiguities, and shades of gray.

Read the poems by clicking the link

 

What time  is left, has Palestine grown roots?

Oh,Mandy’s   here displaying   her white boots
She  sees disintegration,loss   and new despair
Douglas-Hume  starts  wincing on my roof

My eyes were open, dignified, aloof
Edward Heath, man, give me my  bus fare!
What time is right for  docketing the truth?

I knew there were strange numbers on the route
Take pi and e and i and  stop just there
Harold Wilson  tried in Downing Street

John Major  felt my brain , he was  astute
We see  straight through your eyes into you, bare.
When day was night, the Bennites spoke the truth

I bought the book, I ‘ll soon be destitute
Iraq has  made much wealth for Tony Blair
The bombs fell on  the children , ain’t they cute?

 

Graham Greene, the end of the affair
Netanyahu is leading but to where?
What time  is left, has Palestine  grown roots?
Asylum seekers die  for lack of roofs.

EU money and child poverty UK

 

 

 

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I took some photo of Leonard Cohen’s Joan of Arc  song.This is one

https://www.bbc.co.uk/news/education-49131685

Extract:

Child poverty cash handed back to Europe unspent

  • 27 July 2019

More than £3.5m intended to alleviate child poverty and homelessness is at risk of being wasted because the government has failed to spend it, says a House of Lords committee.

Peers have written to the Home Office saying it is “extraordinary” that the EU funding has not been used.

They warn that some of the cash has already been forfeited and are worried about the rest being handed back.

The government said there had been “barriers” over spending the money.

But peers have written to complain that after almost six years, the government has failed to deliver spending aimed at addressing “the worst forms of poverty”.

About £580,000 of unspent cash has so far been taken back – and a further similar amount is at risk of being deducted at the end of the year.

Read between the lines and then translate

The    glances we exchanged without a word
Sympathetic humour , sometimes hate
The understanding heart , the  mind  unblurred

The hidden world  which lovers  make and share
To be one whole unhinderd by   grim fate
The    glances are exchanged without a word

We sense a meaning, sense if others care
Feel the lost love and the husband late
The understanding heart , the  words unheard

Who can we trust to  view our feelings rare?
Who will open doors,  unbarr the gate
After   glances  flash and red eyes glare?

Did you ever marry, did you swear?
In sickness and in health   how did your mate?
His understanding heart   is  hidden  where?

Read between the lines and then translate
The culture and  its meanings delegate
The    glances we exchange  beyond all words
The understanding heart , affections shared

 

 

The face  shaped by refinement of the heart

 

The face  shaped by refinement of  the heart
The love and  what we suffer   as we grow.
Our features form a map, a place, a chart
The face dispiays the   comeliness despite
The hatred  overcome, accepted, taut
The wind  blows on our inner seas and shows
The  countenance, the  dignity, the heart
The love   we give , we take , we live ,enjoy

From our eye, a tear  springs with relief

A word  that’s spoken by a friend can  reach
Can touch, can move, can  embrace in its sounds
The inner soul where its vibrations teach.

When cut off, silent,after   sad defeat
Such gentle words can break our sullen bonds
A word  that’s spoken by a friend can  reach.

We must not  torture nor torment  in speech
Our heart, the centre of our  morbid wounds
The inner soul with its vibrations speaks..

From our eye, a tear  springs  with  relief
From imprisoned sulking, jump with a great bound!
A word  that’s spoken by a friend can  reach.

Muscles weaken,but the mind stays fleet
Humour and its cousins are our clowns
The inner soul  by its athletics speaks.

I smile and smile  yet rarely do I frown
For I will rise up, even when low down
A word  that by a friend can  reach,provoke
In  our souls ,deep  memories  will evoke

The universal heart  dies in such games

When the sun feels violent  in its heat~
We learn the world’s not ours nor is it kind
As   skaters on  thin ice   find love’s deceit

So the heart  must struggle with its beat
As panic bites  like   cobras in the mind
If the sun feels violent  in its heat

Our knowledge and our will power  incomplete
We cannot know the future, we are blind
 As skaters on  the ice   may be  deceived

Can we trust the darkness  and the ghosts?
Some  have found their souls in such hard times
Why is  the sun   so violent  in its heat?

If  we fight and squabble, what will break
The universal heart  dies in such games
So  thin the  ice  , sadistic  are the stakes

Time is measured out by hearts and rhymes
But nothing’s clear when fantasy  designs
When the sun feels violent  in its heat~
So   skaters on  thin ice   learn love’s deceit.

 

Yer no quiero ser tu enemigo

5432DSC00144Oh,Lord someoene’s turned the light out on this dark and misty day
Well,Lord,I am complaining but I don’t know who to  blame
I turned back for my sleeping bag and my convertible laptop
When I started out again God hit me with his mop
I  knew it had been raining though I didn’t see a drop
I  don’t wanna go on  drowning anymore

Oh, the sun was shining wetly as we  put our trenchcoats on
We were off to Marks and Spencer’s to buy   two smart  old phones
They sell coats  stuffed  with  eiderdown  but though that is quite light
If we put the red ones on it won’t make Britain bright
I don’t wanna  pass for English ever more

Half the sky  looks dirty and the  other side is   black
I’ll ask God for his bill of rights and put it in my sack
We are greedy we are selfish, we are generous at times
We love to cook for children and to write them  funny rhymes
We envy and we hate and yet we do our  good  deeds too
We listen to our  hearts and souls  and fix them  up with glue
I don’t wanna to be your enemy no more
I don’t want to be your enemy no more
Ich will nicht mehr dein Feind sein
Yer no quiero ser tu enemigo

Vreau să fiu prietenul tău pentru tot mai mult

I want to be your friend for evermore

Sulking

As respite from  my work, I tried to sulk
I  practised ,  it became my  art and life
I never spoke but glowered like a pike
Till  the  cat’s claws lit up like street lights

You  cannot sulk  alone, so get a mate
Then sulk  all day  and sulk all through night
If they do not notice,  you ‘re becalmed
Unless the wind  of change  bring new insight

Sulking   draws us on  to sinking sands
The risk is not apparent when we start
An estuary’s currents   brings  us great alarm
In our breast, we feel the thumping heart

Sulking is so tempting  when morose
With our better angels let’s converse

With our inner demons, let’s get worse

If we see our partner,  does it hurt?

With our blackened souls we feel the curse

Man United won and I am bust

I never liked board games  and this worse

If you’re writing ,aim to keep it terse/ aim to write in verse

 

The alphabet convicts us by its charm

The noises we can make with  mouth and throat
Make patterns  like  the music of the birds
The graphic line, the new emotion caught
Expressed by sentence and by  the true words

No teacher or professor made our tongue
A gradual evolution  done with art
Before the prose there was the evensong
As home the little sparrows want to dart

Yet with  this  language we can   commit fraud
Lies are   hidden   even in our bones
Then we have the enigmatic code
What translates and what  is  lost,alone

The  fractured   chaos  of the world takes  form
The alphabet convicts us by its charm

Post modernism and poetry

 

 

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Photo by Ashley Elena on Pexels.com

https://www.poetryfoundation.org/learn/glossary-terms/postmodernism

Extract:

It includes other 20th-century theoretical movements such as poststructuralism and deconstruction,mainly through a common emphasis on discourse and the power of language in structuring thought and experience. Because it attacks traditional concepts of history, knowledge, and reality itself—arguing that “truth” is culturally and historically specific—postmodernism has often been accused of relativism.

Glower again

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verb (used without object)

to look or stare with sullen dislike, discontent, or anger.

noun

look of sullen dislike, discontent, or anger.

RELATED WORDS

ORIGIN OF GLOWER

1350–1400; Middle English (Scotsglowren to glower; akin to Middle Low German glūren to be overcast, MiddleDutch gloeren to leer

 

Who was William Blake?

 

http://www.bbc.co.uk/history/historic_figures/blake_william.shtml

Extracts

1.Considered insane and largely disregarded by his peers, the visionary poet and engraver William Blake is now recognised among the greatest contributors to English literature and art.

2.“In 1789, he published his Songs of Innocence, the gentlest of his lyrics, but the collection was followed by Songs of Experience, containing a profound expression of adult corruption and repression. His long list of works shows relentless energy and drive. As one of the most complex writers known, it is impossible to summarise his career – he was a combination of extremes. His vision of civilisation as inevitably chaotic and contradictory mirrors the political turmoil of his era. It is only in retrospect that we can begin to appreciate his work and unravel its complex and allusive sources.”

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