Lamb chops bring the devil out in me

My man has gone to heaven on his own
Now I’m  down here gnawing on a bone
Lamb chops bring the devil out in me
That’s why I  still eat them for my tea

He said he’d  had enough as he was old
He   felt angry ,all his friends were gone
He asked for  cigarettes and for champagne
I got it though it went against the grain

He even  ate a meal   before he died
Mashed  up fish with carrots on the side
They did not  bring  dessert which  angered me
I was going to have it for my tea

I do not  want to find another man
For gender fluid people I shall scan