To find a home for love without

When first I saw your soulful face,
Then wished I most to you embrace.
I wished as well to clothe you in
The sacred images within.

To find a home for love without;
To fold my dreams all round about
Your loving body and your face
Were covered in such joy and grace.

But now my dreams are cast aside
The world of meaning denied life.
What seemed most precious now is fled…
And I lie sleepless in my bed.

What is the world when unadorned
With all that in my heart I’ve formed?
There is no meaning I can trace.
As in a mother’s empty face.

On these grey rocks my path is hard.
From paradise, my self is barred.
To struggle or to grief succumb
When this dark day of mourning’s done?

Into His dazzling darkness dart
My dreams and love like dying sparks.
Into His Mystery now so fair
I’ll cast both hope and my despair.

Thus my dreams will be transformed
To show themselves in other forms.
What feels a loss may foretell growth.
On my hope,I’ll take an oath

That nothing in my life is waste,
That I have not for phantasms chased.
And you are human,as am I.
Let’s live again until we die

But love was not my motive,it was lust!

The clouds were whiter than  my frost iced cake!

For I had mixed the sugar  up with dust.

My lover had arrived  because I’d baked

But love was not my motive,it was lust!

The sky was bluer than my  many moods

I half adored this monster of male pride

And if he needed me to  give him food

Perhaps one day,I’d be his bonny bride

 

By happenstance he took  severe offence

When I complained his language was  too rude

Though I could say in his own self defence~

He suffered from  his tendency to brood

Who should have free speech at any time?

The ones who send obscenities on line?

 

Creating structures helps  create our souls.

Poetry ,sight and sound of patterned words

where structure contributes to make the whole.

I get joy from shaping what I’ve heard.

Creating structures helps  create our souls.

Yet also we are frightened by the risk

Of imperfection,criticism and pain.

But for myself, I love this frightening task.

So daily I sit down to write again.

Though what I write will not be alpha plus.

The chance to share my feelings lures me on.

And when I travel on a local bus

I write a note before my thoughts are gone

We each can be creative in  our way

Joy   grows  too, in hearing what we say.

Did we think that one day we would die ?

Did we think that one day we would die
That energy and strength would always be ?
Now you are gone and hope is no ally

From the Cleveland Hills sailed butterflies
Bee filled heather  made for you and me
Did we think that one day we would die?

A moment of eternity goes by
From Langadale Pikes we see the Irish Sea
Now you are gone and my heart asks me,Why?

On the road from Tees-side we would drive
Admire the shape of hills, their pageantry
Did we know that one day we would die?

We might die but  Love  has its own time
No tears   should  wash my heart  this savagely
Now you are gone and hope is no ally

Oh, let  green nature  take me for its tree
Festooned with  blossom and with poetry
Did know that one day we would die
Now you are gone and I sit here and cry.

Poems of hope and resilience

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Goodbye to Tolerance

Genial poets, pink-faced
earnest wits—
you have given the world
some choice morsels,
gobbets of language presented
as one presents T-bone steak
and Cherries Jubilee.
Goodbye, goodbye,
                            I don’t care
if I never taste your fine food again,
neutral fellows, seers of every side.
Tolerance, what crimes
are committed in your name.
And you, good women, bakers of nicest bread,
blood donors. Your crumbs
choke me, I would not want
a drop of your blood in me, it is pumped
by weak hearts, perfect pulses that never
falter: irresponsive
to nightmare reality.
It is my brothers, my sisters,
whose blood spurts out and stops
forever
because you choose to believe it is not your business.
Goodbye, goodbye,
your poems
shut their little mouths,
your loaves grow moldy,
a gulf has split
                     the ground between us,
and you won’t wave, you’re looking
another way.
We shan’t meet again—
unless you leap it, leaving
behind you the cherished
worms of your dispassion,
your pallid ironies,
your jovial, murderous,
wry-humored balanced judgment,
leap over, un-
balanced? … then
how our fanatic tears
would flow and mingle
for joy …
Denise Levertov, “Goodbye to Tolerance” from Poems 1972-1982. Copyright © 1975 by Denise Levertov. Reprinted with the permission of New Directions Publishing Corporation, http://www.wwnorton.com/nd/welcome.htm.
Source: The Freeing of the Dust (New Directions, 1975)
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Sacred sites create a holy war

Sacred sites create a holy war
Who shall be in charge and who forego?
But  places where God dwells are everywhere

The graves  of ancient  prophets, idols are
We worship God who’s abstract and not here
Sacred sites create a holy war

Each religion tells us we must care
Compassion to our neighbours ought to show
And places where God dwells are everywhere

Surely God himself would condemn gore
Each person tortured is to God a blow
Sacred sites create a holy war

Christians claim the Covenant’s now theirs
Insulting Jews’ deep wisdom which we share.
God dwells in our hearts, here ,everywhere

We need an enemy to take the blows
That we have suffered  under  our own Law
Sacred sites create a holy war
Is death and torture what we were made for?

The poetry of politics

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“The lyric has always enjoyed one of the most extreme contradictions in all of writing — a beguiling ability to simultaneously create both distance and proximity. The “I” speaker of the lyric poem goes inward like no other, but, ironically, no literary genre can feel more abstract, more disconnected, more alienating. How often do we really understand a Keats poem or an Eliot poem or a Dickinson poem? So when Rankine lets readers know that Citizen is “an American lyric,” she is telling us her book is 1) personal but 2) potentially distancing and ultimately impersonal. One of the most remarkable feats of Citizen is how Rankine is able to enact the former without succumbing to the latter. She channels the personal impulse of the lyric — the lyric’s basic primal individual voice — but catalyzes it with prose’s readability and expansive clarity.

Add in some images, a couple of essays, and you have a formally hybrid text that is ready to connect but also ready to confront. Citizen is a book that utilizes the relative virtues of its various forms in order to get at the multifaceted problem of race in America. In other words, race in America is so mulivalenced, only a book whose structure is equally valenced will have the best chance of excavating, examining, and piecing together what has been buried, ignored, or repressed. In fact, I would argue that Citizen’s content demands its form.

For better or worse, the design, syntax, and diction of the traditional lyric is, despite its beauty, a language of potential exclusion. Part of the lyric’s appeal lies in its inclusiveness, but with its perceived heavy symbolism, its perceived preciousness, and its perceived emphasis on the the self, the lyric poem can come of as stuffy, effete, and inconsequential. Prose, though, disarms. It is the genre of easy communication. It is the genre of declaration. This is why manifestos, proclamations, and treatises, despite their ceremonial nature, opt for prose. Citizendistinguishes itself from much poetry before it through what we might call a discourse of declaration. By that I mean a form of communication that privileges statement over suggestion, that documents rather than defers.

Consider these excerpts:

When a woman you work with calls you by the name of another woman you work with, it is too much of a cliché not to laugh out loud with the friend beside you who says, oh no she didn’t. Still, in the end, so what, who cares? She had a 50-50 chance of getting it right.

The world is wrong. You can’t put the past behind you. It’s buried in you; it’s turned your flesh into its own cupboard. Not everything remembered is useful but it all comes from the world to be stored in you. Who did what to whom on which day? Who said that? She said what? What did he just do? Did she really just say that?

At the end of a brief phone conversation, you tell the manager you are speaking with that you will come by his office to sign the form. When you arrive and announce yourself, he blurts out, I didn’t know you were black!

If this were a class, I would ask my students what makes these lines “poetry.” I might point to the first block of text and ask a student to show me, precisely, where the poetry occurs. All of the conventional markers we expend to find in a “poem” are pretty much absent here, especially when pulled out of context like this. And yet, I find these fabulously compelling and wholly poetic (if more on a macro scale than micro).

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In his excellent book, Documentary Expression and Thirties America, William Stott argues that the documentary photographs of people like Dorothea Lange and Walker Evans were effective because they advanced “social documentary.” According to Stott, social documentary “educates one’s feelings” about “conditions neither permanent nor necessary, conditions of a certain time and place: racial discrimination, police brutality, unemployment, the depression . . .” In essence, social documentary informs emotions about societal conditions that we as people have the power to change and improve.