How like a false god are my own beliefs

How like a prison are my own beliefs
Beliefs about my world and my desires
To give them up might give me much relief
Yet wish for safety  grips those who aspire

Anxiety will  curtail and make us tired
Its cheap  and free, no pill will give relief
Nor pacify the  tangles of barbed wire
How like a false god are my own beliefs

 

No crown  for she who suckles on  her grief
Nor for those who secretly are liars
Nor for those who fall like early leaves
When autumn has not lit its smokey fires

A new language of love may set us free
If only I can gently hold back me