I could run through the entire alphabet

I spend an hour in worry everyday
From lists of all disorders on the net
Then  the Wars which on the feeble prey

I wonder sometimes if I might be gay
Although one’s gender is not quite preset
I spend an hour in worry everyday

War in Syria,Palestine. and more
I could run through the entire alphabet
To name the Wars which on  so many prey

I give an extra hour , you cruel whore!
She wants me to be anxious tete a tete
I spend more hours in worry everyday

If I’m tired I cannot shut that door~
The conscious self’s invaded, thoughts preset
Don’t name the Wars, just kneel and say a prayer

Has the Devil laughed and  placed his bets
That the human race the world will wreck?
I spend an hour in worry everyday
I’ve had enough,I’m more  inclined to pray