Ah,did you throw away the ripened fruit
Because inside it hid a hardened stone?
As anything not total does not suit
Love’s ambivalence seems to you a crime.
Don’t throw away my love when I offend
For I am human too and lose my sense
As tension makes it difficult to bend
And sometimes even love is too intense.
Rather , see how much love there still may be
And balance that against my human faults
Instead , one mark ,one sin one thought unfree
Weighs more than years of love ,binds me in guilt.
As panic will grow less when we can wait
In such a way , our love can outweigh hate
How my heart sings 
Wow! It’s like you wrote this one just for what I am going through now. Very nice writing!
Thank you so much.I am glad it speaks to you