Mary loved a man in her art class
In agony, she waited for a pass
But when she smelled his breath
It made her feel like death
So she became a lesbian out of wrath
Day: May 8, 2016
Knitting rhyme
I’d like to knit a cashmere hat for you
Matching socks would keep feet warmer too
But if I buy the gear
I’ll be consumed by fear
So I’ll take the shears and go to London Zoo.
Leaf buds
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I see a light fuzz of hair on your head
like the softness of just opening leaf buds in spring.
The chemo is over,and you wait relieved and letting that
take you for a while before you start to face the next stage.
Will your Spring turn to a warm enchanting Summer
or has the cancer,as they say ,”spread.”
Just for now,you’re in that lull
so in three weeks time you will not be
arriving for another session of drugs
and days of sickness.
I see the light fuzz which reminds me
of how the cat’s fur grew back after her surgery
and she,being unable to reflect or question,
leaped from the fence top onto next door’s kitchen roof;
no thought in her mind of stitches breaking.
How beautifully the patterned fur returned
and the vulnerable skin was covered again.
Oh,to look into those eyes and see you dream
about mice that live behind the shed
and how you sat watching for hours
and how you were alive till the very last moment.
Then , all of a sudden,you were gone.
Pray it will not be so for the fragile,loving human
now waiting and living,hoping for what you took for granted…
a “normal” life span Or maybe just three quarters of one
would be satisfactory;would be a beneficence
such as trees feel when the sap turns and begins to flow back.
bringing life out of the darkness of earth and soil.
And another Summer comes at the right time
and we find it, shall we say, satisfactory?
Trees
- Trees are the mainstay of the natural world
Standing up high over the grass,the flowers,the shrubs,
Exerting a strange and powerful fascination.
Accepting the insects and birds that dwell on them,
It’s the Kingdom of Trees,the Heaven of the Garden.
On the red maple’s trunk about five feet from the ground
I see the marks whee Daisy sharpened her claws.
[She died just before Labour lost the Election,1992.
Twenty years from now
Those marks will be 10 feet high.]
A gentle cat,
She found peace in
This green shady garden,choosing which tree to scratch,
Whether to climb into the old apple tree extending its branches far out towards the holly tree
That is the habitation of sparrows,safe and sweet.
Cat could only watch them from her perch.
Oh,what are we doing wasting our lives shopping malls,
When we could take instruction from the trees?
We could take lessons from the birds that dwell there,
And ask the advice of flowers,or directions from honey bees.
What could the ants tell us if we had time to hear.
The garden is a holy place.Trees are good at being trees.
- Think about it
He promised to kiss me and love me and vacuum me
Oh dear what can the matter be
We sometimes hate our own family
Oh,dear send for new batteries
My husband is flat with despair.
Oh,dear what can the matter be
Ambivalence strains all the flattery
Oh,dear, drive to the cattery
Alfred has lost all his hair.
He promised to lie on my lap until Saturday
He promised to eat his food and to chat to me
He promised to kiss me and love me and vacuum me
I’ll have a hot bath and prepare.
Freud says that all relationships are ambivalent.We hate those we love sometimes.It is normal in the sense that we are vulnerable to them.But we live with it
With a chosen few
I’d love to write a sonnet but I daren’t
For in this steamy heat it’s much too hard
So please don’t send me messages that taunt
Nor with disdain compare me to our bard.
.For not all people have poetic skill
And what I have will sometimes fall to dust
Like virtue writing’s not made by the will
Await the grace ,as saints and mystics must
In the mind an empty bowl of space
We keep to catch the offerings of the gods.
It’s more like contemplation than a race;
For freely, quietly we receive the good.
The lady’s not for turning words to gold
But with a chosen few she loves to mould
Sunday supper
Main course
Cheese on post
Beans on coast
Eggs in fright sauce with lice
Battered bacon cutties
Sausage bowls and ballad
Holly berries with nuts and phrasing
Foxglove salad and Lancashire fees
Cheese bones and beetroot
Quiche for Men with double chips
Odd bits of meat minced and fried in dripping on white dead
Dessert
Trifle with men
Rice flooding
Hot dreamy desert
Yoghurt from the beast
Jelly ice scream
Apple part and lusted
Mirthday Quake
.Fat free sponge cake with strawberry and my wife
Demographic problems in the Holy Land

This is a very interesting liberal Jewish journal
http://jewishcurrents.org/on-passover-israel-and-demographic-threats-41427
The polio vaccine
Do we have a “true self”?
Algebra of new media
xxxx = I like/love you/it
yyyyy=I can’t understand it.
zzzzz= I feel sleepy after I read your writing.
uuuuu= You are self absorbed,narcissistic or an egoist.
vvvvv= I want to view more
wwwww= I want to wee urgently but postponed till I read this.
xyxyxy= Love it but it’s incomprehensible.
xzxzxzxz-= Love it and feel drowsy and relaxed
yzyzyzy== too tired but trying to comprehend
ahahahaha= funny
bbcbbcbbc= too mainstream
bcbcbcbcb=before the common era= out of date
wowowowowow= amazing and painful
howhowhow= puzzled
hmmhmmhmm= thinking about this.
To the world of others we are blind
What we see is partly who we are
In winter snow we see the beauty white.
To homeless people ,it may bring despair
At night the cold and frosty air will bite.
Flowers of startling beauty are now here
Yet even these will make some people ill.
A scent which an asthmatic man may fear
Is most desired as perfume by the well
The adverts which may irritate the rich
May start up envy’s poison in the poor.
Good and evil to our wealth are stitched
All is context, virtue is not ours.
The world I see’s constructed by my mind
And to the worlds of others we are blind
Sunday dinner
Starter
Mermaid jelly
Mock turtle loop
Avocado paired with mandarin lozenges
Melon with whinger
Grape and melon ballad stung by my wife
Wheeze on toast plus free handkerchief
Sycamore leaf and holly salad.With cherries.
Maimed course
Roast pork with crippled sauce and baked rotaters
Roast man with hint sauce and vegecradles
Roast beef with Yorkshire rubbings and Navy.
Gammon with courage source and boasted vegetables
Vegetarian in cream cheese and Rhine
Padding
Fruit belly and s whipped cream
I scream raspberry flavour
Spotted Dick and bastard
Steamed ram sponge
Sponge fake with cream home made with my wife

