Day: May 2, 2016
Mirror by Sylvia Plath
I am silver and exact.
I have no preconceptions.
Whatever I see I swallow immediately
Just as it is, unmisted by love or dislike.
I am not cruel, only truthful
The eye of the little god, four cornered.
Most of the time I meditate on the opposite wall.
It is pink, with speckles.
I have looked at it so long I think it is a part of my heart.
But it flickers.
Faces and darkness separate us over and over.
Now I am a lake.
A woman bends over me,
Searching my reaches for what she really is.
Then she turns to those liars, the candles or the moon.
I see her back, and reflect it faithfully.
She rewards me with tears and an agitation of hands.
I am important to her.
She comes and goes.
Each morning it is her face that replaces the darkness.
In me she has drowned a young girl, and in me an old woman
Rises toward her day after day, like a terrible fish.
Title : Life’s Complexity Author : William Mae
From poetry and quotesP O E M # 1 - - - - - - - - - Title : Life's Complexity Author : William Mae The body shall lose its seely grip, And the soul and spirit leave, Fly past nature's natural bonds, While the urn lies down in sleep, Leaving the body they bid farewell, And from its presence slips, They mourn the days that use to be, But still they make their trip. What awaits we only guess, And the body begins decay, The spirit and soul rise to live, They do not pass away. Life is taken for granted, With endless days it seems, Memories now and aching hearts, No visions now or dreams. The wind of change left it's mark, Nothing to dispute, What's written now is written, When death spells out it's truth. The hour glass drips no more sand, Just silence fills the void, The song of life is quieted, No more strumming on its chord. The foolish thought would think like this, The person can't return, But harder to birth a person once, Then twice to birth the urn. The question isn't will they live, The answers clear they do, The question left is tell me when, They will be born anew. Write your comments here : http://www.poems-and-quotes.com/life/comments.php?id=1250127
It’s called love
I run my fingers tentatively down your cheek,
asking you a question
with my eyes.
looking at each other,
you touch me too.
This is my skin
my boundary.
Yours is thicker,
like rubber.
I run my fingers down your chin.
what is this little bone?
I like it.
I like your skin
I like your bones.
I like you.
you please me.
you are tasty.
I like your taste,
your skin,your eyelids.
I like your eye here,
and your other eye .
Nice one!
I like the hair on your head.
May I touch your hair?
do you like hair?
Hair makes me laugh.
I have a fondness for laughing.
I love to laugh.
I enjoy laughter
I love your laughter.
If not, smiling is good also.
Or a gleam in the eyes,
showing the inside smile,
the smiling heart.
I like your inside,
Outside
and possibly
your backside.
your upside and your downside.
your side sides.
I snuggle you all around with soft wool.
I knit you into my scarf.
I’ll have to wear you round my neck now!
How unusual
How flexible.
How charming.
How alarming
How creative
How interesting.
What an idea!
what a notion
but you are too big for me to knit
So I’ll just touch your hand
with my fingers.
and you touch my hand
with your fingers.
What good hands we have
with such fingers.
fingers are for touch.
fingers are keen to touch.
I like touch.
what would we do
without fingers?
I like your skin.
skin is good
We love skin
We love.
We.
I want skin to be ours
and yours
is mine
and mine
is yours
where is the edge of the world?
skin has no end
it’s infinity
au naturel.
what order!
what design!
What wonder.
what awe.
where is the world’s skin?
tenderly we touch the world
as the world embraces us.
It’s called love.
Love.
It’s called love
Stan gets a letter
Scruples in verse
Scruples nearly mad me go mad
I believed I was overly bad
If I’d had a gun
My end would have come
Looking back I now feel rather sad
For virtue’s not made by will power
Being ready to receive is what’s ours
Like the virgins with oil
To get ready takes toil
But with grace we will become like wild flowers
Jesus was a holy hasidic
His intentions weren’t very specific
He prayed in the Temple
And was an example
Then made remarks that were somewhat acidic.
Scruples
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1.a feeling of doubt or hesitation with regard to the morality or propriety of a course of action.“I had no scruples about eavesdropping”
synon yms:
qualms, twinge of conscience, compunction, hesitation, reservations,second thoughts, doubt(s), misgivings, pangs of conscience,uneasiness, reluctance More -
2.historicala unit of weight equal to 20 grains, used by apothecaries.“give, daily, one scruple of sulphate of quinine”
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archaica very small amount of something, especially a quality.“in the choice of a second wife, one scruple of prudence is worth a pound of passion”
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1.hesitate or be reluctant to do something that one thinks may be wrong.“she doesn’t scruple to ask her parents for money”
synonyms: hesitate, be reluctant, be loath, have qualms about, have scruples about, have misgivings about, have reservations about, stick at, think twice about, baulk at, demur about/from, mind doing something; More antonyms: jump at the chance
Les boutiques
We used to dress from boutiques
Each one had something unique
Our hair was Sassooned
Our morals were doomed
In the sixties I fancied a freak
Mary Quant was a very bright woman
Her day was not long in its coming
She made herself wealthy
And ,Lord,she was healthy
The minis all round were just humming
Two course meals free
Polished bizarre roast with fried beetroot
Lamb oubliettes and sauteed potatoes cakes.
Fried bacon nuggets with raked eggs and beams
Omelette with frozen mixed vegenubbles and French lead
Vegetarian lasagne with bream salad du jure
Chips of beef in cream buoys with leaves of grass
Sheep’s tail stew and dumplings a la mode
Puddings
Rice jelly and tinned preachers
Les mariners and jam boiled pudding
Honeyed maple weaves and jugged cream
Yoghurt apple and jam in a Burberry sauce
An odd looking stippled icecream with Dow statistics and transcendental numbers
Iced cake and lemon sauce with my wife
Well,what is your sin?
Pray,Father,give me your cursing
I beg your pardon!
That’s not cursing.
You must be confused,we give blessings here not cursing
Oh,dear.I must have got mixed up as it’s a long time since I came here.
It is only a Freudian slip.Have you done something evil?
Well,not on a par with bombing the Middle East,I guess.
Well,what is your sin?
I don’t really know but something made me come here.
Have you seen any pornography on line?
I’m sorry,but I haven’t.Is it good?
No,it’s sinful
Well,Jesus liked sinners so maybe I’ll watch it.
A logical error.He didn’t want people to commit sins on purpose.He just mixed with ordinary folk who ate themselves and others,are envious,malicious,cruel,thoughtless.
It sounds like a Soap Opera not the Bible.
I take your point.Now then what brings you here?
I stole my husband’s beer money to buy a pen.
That seems quite nice really.Have you no money of your own?
I bought the paper with that.
Maybe you need a paying job
I have the job and I stole the pay!
Won’t he be angry when he has no beer money?
I’ll tell him it must be in the vacuum cleaner.
Will he look?
I don’t possess one!
Does he know?
He thinks it’s in the cupboard.
Where is it?
I sold it to buy some paint.
You’re not Jewish,are you?
Not yet but I am thinking about it.Why do you ask?
Well,they are used to buying and selling ,like in Marks and Spencer’s.
But if I convert you will not be able to hear my sins.
To be honest they are somewhat boring.Why can’t you commit adultery or kiss the postman?
Do you?
I’m not married.
You can still kiss the postman
In theory I suppose but they are in a hurry.
That’s a bit feeble.Do you absolve me?
OK and for your penance steal some canned beer for your husband and go to jail
I’ve never been so insulted in my life
Well,why not come back next week and I’ll do it again.
Things seem to have changed.What’s your name?
I’m Father Blogger.
That’s a funny name.
Better than………
To see what’s here
If you have a beautiful old tree
Then do not cut it down to plant a rose
For trees are carriers of great mystery
Their roots go deep and where no human knows.
Instead adapt your planting to the shade.
The flowers of woodland are most delicate and fair
The white foxglove will pleasure eyes in glade
With some searching, we may find flowers rare
But if with weeds your garden is distressed
Work is needed to restore some grace.
And if the shadows fill with errant pests
Light is needed ,so their sin we face.
We all look with widened eyes to see what’s here.
And so we face it gladly without fear
Moon-bathe in the rain
Wind and rain and hail now alternate.
There is no constancy nor steady state.
And so on moods I will next meditate
As tolerant we must be until rebate.
We don’t believe the weather is our fault
We buy umbrellas, shield ourselves from rain.
When a darker mood our mind assaults
We rush to look for how we are to blame.
Our human self is larger than we know
Will power can’t bring virtue or good moods.
From unknown places psychic winds may blow
And subject us to pains, violent and rude.
Don’t send your self to Bedlam much too soon
Moon-bathe in the rain and laugh at doom.
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The self is more than we think

My drawings are so funny.They make me laugh
http://www.drdansiegel.com/blog/2014/03/17/the-self-is-not-defined-by-the-boundaries-of-skin/
Grief feels so like fear
One letter
I’ve got just one letter
written in your hand
One short letter
I understand,
One is as infinity
compared to having naught.I’ll keep this letter
In the museum of my heart.
I’ve only got one photograph
and that is very old
but to me this photograph
is more valuable than gold
Time has wandered by.
Is it now too late?
But will there be a second chance?
Let’s not accept love’s fate.
No matter how we falter,
No matter how we fail,
Can we still forgive ourselves,
and rewrite this sad tale?
One more letter,
One more heartfelt smile,
That will be sufficient
To rebirth a love grown frail
For once this love was stronger
Once this love was true;
So now we are wondering
If we can create our love anew
Cracks will make a pattern
Beautiful,complex.
Our love will be more real
When we both reflect.
Emile’s diary
I had a full day watching Stan hoover the bedroom.He found 5 pence on the rug.
That makes 60 pence this week.He swore when he saw the duvet had slipped to one side of the bed.I jumped up and stood on it while he pulled it back into place..a bit of fun..I can’t help him much but i hope being watched pleases him.
He tried on Mary’s dressing gown and looked in the mirror.Then he swore again.She was out giving a lecture on something called “Rings and groups.” It sounds like a dance or a sacred rite.I’d love to go in her wicker basket to the Uni and listen to a lecture.I believe she’s very popular and is always pleased to prove that “e” is not an algebraic number.
Well,it’s obvious………even a cat knows it’s a letter!
Does she think it’s another more advanced kind of number.
What with that and all the times she brings in pies…she has me wondering what mathematics is now.Why does it frighten people?
Cats like me love a nice meat pie and will run in rings or circles
mewing “eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee” for hours if we get some Earl Grey tea .
We are not into groups though except maybe groups of mice.
Now where’s my milk?I’m worn out writing my diary.
Still,I hope you know what “e” and “pie” are now!
Mioaw.
Stop thought with the eye
Waiting for the phone to ring
Waiting for the mail
Waiting for the test result.
Waiting to go to gaol.
It’s that strange uncertainty
Have I made an error?
Waking up at three am
Filled with puzzling terror.
Terror in the night of mind;
Reason’s tied up in a bind.
Horrors rise like geese in flight.
Fill dream eyes with blight.
But now I see the burning sun
Rising in the sky
Every day I greet nature,
And stop thought with the eye.

P O E M # 1
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Title : Life's Complexity
Author : William Mae
The body shall lose its seely grip,
And the soul and spirit leave,
Fly past nature's natural bonds,
While the urn lies down in sleep,
Leaving the body they bid farewell,
And from its presence slips,
They mourn the days that use to be,
But still they make their trip.
What awaits we only guess,
And the body begins decay,
The spirit and soul rise to live,
They do not pass away.
Life is taken for granted,
With endless days it seems,
Memories now and aching hearts,
No visions now or dreams.
The wind of change left it's mark,
Nothing to dispute,
What's written now is written,
When death spells out it's truth.
The hour glass drips no more sand,
Just silence fills the void,
The song of life is quieted,
No more strumming on its chord.
The foolish thought would think like this,
The person can't return,
But harder to birth a person once,
Then twice to birth the urn.
The question isn't will they live,
The answers clear they do,
The question left is tell me when,
They will be born anew.
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