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Made by Katherine from her photos.
Sir Anthony Eden confused deserts and launched a phoney war on the Bedouins.As they lived in the Negev desert in Israel it was somewhat confusing because Israel had just invaded Egypt via Sinai in collusion with France and Britain
Did they want their just deserts?
The Bedouin took their tents and went awol. Now they live in no man’s land.
The USA refused to help and Britain had to get her troops out.
Score:Nasser 17 UK 1
Meanwhile Prince Philip is in Antarctica wondering where to go next.
Princess Margaret has disappeared [ maybe with the Bedouins?] and Princess Diana has not yet been born.
Everyone is dressed smartly as jeans have not been invented.
The Queen is lonesome but does not take a lover as she loves her husband and doesn’t want to cause a scandal.Still with Suez,Israel and France and a new PM she is quite busy.And she can watch TV all night.
Britain realises it is no longer the Superpower of the world.
If only people had known that before Brexit 60 years later what a help it might have been
God seems absent but he’s probably in the jungle with the wild animals.
The broad sands of old Redcar were all bare
Dark ochre with a touch of lighter tones
Easter time we walked to Saltburn pier
Cold but happy with my love right there
Hand in hand, I felt his long thin bones
The broad sands of old Redcar town were bare
They say the perfect love casts out all fear
As if a person’s found their rightful home
Easter time we wandered to the pier
Loved and known who has not shed a tear?
Teesmouth is as wide as winter storm
The broad sands of old Redcar town were bare
As the river must submit to sea
So loving does much more than keep us warm
Joyous days we walked to Saltburn pier
The river rushing downhill like a hare
Made next a valley fertile with green charm
The broadening river mouth ate sand like air
How we laughed like children arm in arm
Smiling at the sky and tickling palms
From the sands of Redcar, rapt we stared
Saw North Sea and gazed at Saltburn pier
I heard your voice outside the glass front door
I felt no shock nor worry nor surprise.
But there a man, whose image is a blur,
Handed me a box with friendly cry.
What part of me still waits for your return?
Why don’t I know you’re gone and shan’t come home?
What knowledge must my puzzled heart still learn?
Why do I get an urge to search and roam?
If we are conversations ,as I read,
Then our exchange has ended with your death;
And so I am not she with whom you laid.
Nor she with whom you shared a common breath.
When deprived of hearing your response.
I am no longer she whom I was once.

We think about big issues and politics
Then are banjaxed by road works,pain in the foot
Or bad neighbours
I bet nobody in the government
sits on those plastic seats at the bus stop
Or on the stairs in Waterstone’s reading a book
Spoiling their red coat.
Nor cries when they fall into their hallway
After just managing to turn the key in the lock
I even have a chair there now
Specially made for a wailing woman.
That’s my life and how I feel about it
It bit.



Photo EL 2018 copyright
phttp://www.huffingtonpost.co.uk/entry/women-writers-infographic_n_5675866
“Readers believed men were more likely to “get to the point,” whereas women were more likely to focus on “character development.” Women were believed more likely to write about people (as opposed to “things”) than men, and were also thought more likely to craft long sentences.
It’s unclear whether these beliefs are rooted in actual trends, or stereotypes about Hemingway-esque masculinity and Woolf-like meandering. But it certainly could explain why J.K. Rowling chose a male pen name, Robert Galbraith, for her plot-heavy mystery novels. Regardless, Grammarly concluded: “Women tend to be more descriptive in their writing, and spend more time developing a greater variety of characters than men. Perhaps as a result, women are generally regarded to be better writers than men.””
I did not think just then about the end
That we too would struck by time and place
As we stood in ruined Abbey’s ground
Underneath the cliff, the swishing sounds
The waves all riding,dying in the race
I did not think just then about the end
From the sky did love like rain descend
As I yielded to your piercing gaze?
Then we stood in ruined Abbey’s ground
Your heart was in the hills,my honey found.
Not even Africa itself would this erase
I did not think just then about the end
Now I see the shadow and the mound
Now I grieve for want of your dear face
Like when we loved in Whitby Abbey’s grounds
In the child’s loved landscapes, self is made
May nothing spoil such worship nor degrade
I did not think just then about the end
I stand in reverie on holy ground.
Like the water in a mountain stream
In flood it drowns the weak and very young
In drought we can explore its bed and dream
The limestone around Alston’s very clean
And in the little river stones are flung
It’s water in a new born mountain stream
Dry river beds in Teesdale are pristine
The dark hills threaten as they overhang
In drought, we can explore, find stones and dream
But much of Pennine land remains unseen
The steepness,wildness ,blackness darkly sing
Like the currents in a flung down stream
In rare heat, bare feet are river clean
The hot stones make a flat seat on the bank
In drought, we can explore or view the scene
In love the mind will savour and then thank
The world of nature into which it sank
Unlike the water in a mountain stream
If our mind runs slower it better dreams
http://www.telegraph.co.uk/books/what-to-read/national-poetry-day-five-best-living-poets/
Extract
Alice Oswald
A contemporary nature poet every inch an heir to the Romantics, Oswald’s poems are steeped in landscape and history and show just as careful an ear for light and warmth as for darkness and cold. Dart, her TS Eliot prize-winning book-length poem about the river Dart(2002), is full of visceral mud and water exploring British people’s relationship with our natural world and our past. Another long poem, Memorial, is hugely ambitious in scope. It’s an atmospheric and accomplished sweep of a poem retelling the Iliad through an extended elegy for its war dead, a response to the ancient tradition of oral poetry and another take on poetry for performance.
Read this: Wedding (1996)
“…and this, my love, when millions come and go
beyond the need of us, is like a trick;
and when the trick begins, it’s like a toe
tip-toeing on a rope, which is like luck;
and when the luck begins, it’s like a wedding,
which is like love, which is like everything.”
Alice Oswald on how to read Homer
https://www.huffingtonpost.com/bill-chameides/the-art-of-connecting-to_b_4310221.html?ir=Green
Extract
Facing “the Other”
I find a real resonance between Ishmael’s diagnosis of our species’ ills and the work of noted French philosopher Emmanuel Levinas, specifically his notion of “the Other.” Tautologically, the Other is simply someone else, or, to use a term common to theology, “that which is not us.” Throughout history, otherness has triggered fear and violence and has been used as justification for slavery and imperialism.
But to Levinas, the Other provides a path to transcendence, a way to find meaning, indeed ecstasy. In Totality and Infinity Levinas writes, “Meaning is the face of the Other.” Face-to-face relations with the Other imparts knowledge, creates connection. As Levinas scholar Adriaan Peperzak writes:
“When Levinas meditates on the significance of the face, he does not describe the complex figure that could be portrayed by a picture or painting; rather, he tries to make us ‘experience’ or ‘realize’ what we see, feel, ‘know’ when another, by looking at me, ‘touches’ me: autrui me vise; the other’s visage looks at me, ‘regards’ me.”
From this notion flows a responsibility we all share for the Other.
Strictly speaking, Levinas viewed the face-to-face relationship as the purview of human-to-human interaction, which would leave Ishmael and his ilk in the Other category. But Ishmael is a special case — come on, the guy can communicate with a human, and there’s the whole parable thing. So, as other writers such as Barbara Jane Davy have done before, allow me to pull Levinas’s philosophy into the realm environmen
I broke my tooth on Christmas pudding sweet
A silver coin had steamed beside dried fruit
And after eating sausages and beet
The pudding tempted me from worried doubt
We had a goose and chicken in a pot
Roasted carrots round potatoes dwelled.
I made the claim I eat less than my cat
Yet truly has my super ego swelled
Then the pudding with its holly red
A jug of custard and a pot of cream
I wished that I had appetite inbred
And all the world was an erotic dream
The dentist looked with care at my clean teeth
Nothing broken,wonders never cease!
My friend had cystitis 3 times
Which made her face grow many lines
She was so struck by the blues
She was on that night’s News
So fame made her feel quite sublime.
The most anxious woman in Britain
Was cured by the love of a kitten.
It ran up her leg
And laid a new egg
It had pinched from the hen its dad ‘d bitten
Schizophrenia is caused by great shame
Humiliation, to give it a name
Oh, folk be not proud
For we are often too loud
As they tremble on the cusp of our crimes
On the edge of the cliff of despair
Many of us just hang on there
Throw us a rope
Help us to cope
Life is not just, so be fair.
In the borders of sanity writhe
People with very tough lives
With no wealth or home
With no brush of comb
They are waiting for us to arrive.
Being ostracised is kin to death
Rejected, driven out from your own tribe
The hate, the spurning, the unholy wrath
Rejected when we follow our own path
The choice is hard to make and to decide
Being ostracised is kin to death
Cynical and with a hollow laugh
How shall we portray or describe
The hate, the torment, the unholy wrath
Like the martyr tortured on the cross
With no rapid poison to imbibe
Being ostracised is kin to death
As for the tribe,it is their loss
For now we have new groups who’re our allies
No hate, no torment, no unholy wrath
Now there is less permanence,few guides
We must trust the depths of our shared minds
Being ostracised is kin to death
The hate, the spurning, the satanic wrath
Photo by Katherine

Evensong evokes another state
A world of beauty, peace and mental calm
Where all is still and thoughts do not gyrate
The breath slows down and evil does not mate
Indeed it flees before the holy psalms
Evensong evokes another state
In the quiet, we each can, happy, wait
Assured by songs of good, of healing balm
Where all is still and thoughts do not gyrate
Soothing rhythms will help the mind create;
To bear the emptiness unfilled and do no harm.
Evensong evokes this cultured state
Frantic notes of music irritate
And minimise all goodness and all warmth
Let all be still and let thought emigrate
Let us lowly creatures slowly learn
To love each other as we take our turn
Evensong evokes another state
There all is calm and thoughts are sweet as fate
Short-eared Durham owl meditating over the dale's edge, shadows the fields and folds in elegant diurnal flight. On windside,careful sight may swoop to prey and away. Your yellow broad-eyed look, at once both sharp and distant, holds me. Oh,silence, Oh,wind on green, Oh, earth, Sky. Immense your held vision, Hemisphere's height implicit
Pied geometer of flight, Graph your swift drop and ascension Trees bunched by dry stone wall call heart home.
When I saw you in that cafe I knew you would be mine. You were handsome, smiling,funny,you were specially designed. You looked like men I’d only dreamed about in all those years before. I’m so broke up,so broke up;you don’t love me anymore. I saw you on the station as I came from out the train. You wore an old green parka to protect you from the rain. I wanted to be one with you,to make a Love entire; But all we did was give create pain too bad be endured You walked away so quickly,I could not see you long. I wish I had a big guitar to draw you back with song. I looked at where you disappeared;what love has loss revealed? I wish I could just lay down on this floor and keep my face concealed. Railway stations sadden me, for I know we’ll never meet . I won’t cry more,for tears are running almost to my feet. I walk fast looking straight ahead past the entrance gate, I pretend that you have missed your train,that work was running late/ I count from one and one to a thousand and much more– But I know for sure it's far too late; you have closed that heavy door. You are hiding in a dungeon You are covered with white steel But I know you had a heart and you must surely feel. I lost all my illusions, and then I lost some more. I wish I could lay down and die,right here on this floor
Like a piece of ground where bombs go off repeatedly, my inner landscape is perpetually marked by these explosions of sorrow, made all the worse by the lack of a listening ear, a warm open heart or an outstrerched hand. I have constructed a map but it's incomplete,by its nature; so even now,I might stumble into an old hole or a new one,created by reverberations underground; the noise like distant music, a constant drumbeat. We do not dance I might call it the Liturgy of Loss, a dance to the music of rhyme; Patterns abd shapes hold the feelings and express them.The shape of these forms is a container for the grief. In this way,I indicate that life will go on;I hear the healing music and sing to its melodies like a mermaid on the edge of the sea in winter when the water is cold and green like his eyes, and the rocks are hard like large fists. Nature can be a symbol for such emotion we cannot walk without a tear in ech eye and a softening of our hearts as tenderly we touch the world and are touched in turn by each other. Stretch out your hand to meet mine. We can hold each other better than each can hold theirself. Like in sex, the meaning is not the climax but the giving and being given; receiving and being received. The sacredness of the erotic needs no explanation to a gardener or a fisherman but may need it for the information saturated,postmodern who dwell in the fascist virtual reality we call life on earth today
The innocence of children’s Christmas joy
Eyes wide open with surprise and glee
The candles lit, the tree , the love, the toys
When we’re disillusioned we fall glum
And from the artificial we will flee
No longer wanting Xmas time to come
But later we find other ways of love
We see new virtues in the life’s own tree
Silently, as fold the wings of dove
Our spirits rise like bread by a warm fire
We love and work to shelter family
And then we are each filled with true desire
Desire does not grab hold of sparkling toys
Desire is maintained by its integrity
Not fooling those who look both weak and sore
The best illusions lead us into truth
That there is love and grace without a proof
The innocence of children gives us pause
The candles lit, the tree , the love, the law.
Did anyone believe that rage expressed
Could benefit the agent without harm
Did anyone read Freud and then digest?
Feelings need the heat of blacksmith’s fires
Held inside until they find their form
An image worthy of our true desire
As well as rage, we should mistrust love too
Be backward in expression till more’s known
Or risk an avalanche of cruelty.
Take care of others, they are not our fools
From sacred conjunction all humans are grown
We misuse folk to test our charm and tools
Holding in the inner fires our wish
The blackness of the heart can turn to gold
No contradiction hides in sacredness
Take your love and in your arms enfold.
The future of the world is growing cold
We liked to have the choice for rage and death
Until we found the charred remains of bliss.
Here we sat in sunshine and in cloud
Yet he’s gone and I forget his words
Enigmatic as a lonely clown
Here were daffodils but rarely crowds
His absence makes my being seem absurd
Where we sat in sunshine and in cloud
With humour and with wit so well endowed
His Whitby accent, treasure to be heard
Enigmatic as a gifted clown
The cat sat on his shoulders looking proud
At the garden table on old chairs
Where we ate in rain and in dark cloud
A very private man whose mind allowed
Great kindness to his friends but never bared
Enigmatic as a gifted clown
His most attractive quality was care
Yet he could suffer more than most could bear
Here he sat in sunshine and in cloud
Enigmatic,curious and most kind

http://www.dictionary.com/browse/context
Happy to be purposeless and still
I breathe in my contentment and my soul
I let my heart rule rather than my will.
Of peace and calm we never have our fill
Our heart needs this to make us truly whole
Be happy to be purposeless and still
For if we cannot stop, we’ll pay the bill
Running till we’re weary after goals
So let the heart rule rather than the will.
In school we had imposed on us a drill
In the teacher’s image, in her mould.
Learn contentment,peace in keeping still
Gently let your mind its own thoughts mull
Let there be more emptiness, less pull.
Happy to be purposeless and still
I let my heart rule, hold back my quick will.

https://www.theatlantic.com/magazine/archive/2016/10/why-poetry-misses-the-mark/497504/
Extract:
For Lerner, as his use of the term the social suggests, that hope is not just individual and spiritual, but collective and political. Poetry is linked, in his vision, to the possibility of a total redemption of human society, of the kind Marxism used to call “the revolution.” In particular, his fusion of aesthetic, political, and spiritual messianism brings to mind the work of Walter Benjamin, the 20th-century German Jewish theorist. Lerner’s previous book, the novel 10:04, was saturated in the Benjaminian concept of redemption: the idea that the world as we know it carries within itself the possibility for transformation. Key to this vision is the idea that salvation will come from within, from a rearrangement of the world, rather than through an external power or a god.
In the novel, Lerner associates this idea with what he calls “the utopian glimmer of fiction.” Fiction, he suggests, anticipates redemption in its power to alter facts and timelines, to summon alternative possibilities, to transcend the given. In The Hatred of Poetry, Lerner makes some of the same claims for the art of poetry. “ ‘Poetry’ is a word for a kind of value no particular poem can realize: the value of persons, the value of a human activity beyond the labor/leisure divide, a value before or beyond price,” he writes. Poetry is a figure for the unalienated labor and uncommodified value that Marx thought would exist after the revolution. This is a 21st-century artist’s Marxism, one that no longer hopes for real revolution, but looks to the imagination for anticipations of what a perfected world would look and feel like.
As lerner works sinuously through a chain of texts, he draws attention to the inevitable gap between the actual poem, which can only be a series of particular words, and what he calls the “virtual poem” (borrowing a phrase from the poet and critic Allen Grossman), which we can imagine as being perfect because it remains pure potential. It is in taking the measure of that gap that we can “experience, if not a genuine poem—no such thing—a place for the genuine, whatever that might mean.” Yet this approach to reading any particular work by any particular poet also leads to a certain monotony. Because actual poems are always primarily valuable for what they are not, the many different kinds of poems Lerner invokes all supply evidence for the same argument: Look at what these lines fail to capture.
Beautiful railway bridge of the silv’ry Tay
Alas! I am very sorry to say
That ninety lives have been taken away
On the last sabbath day of 1879
Which will be remember’d for a very long time.
This is ludicrous, of course, and Lerner shows exactly why. Yet he also suggests that the poem’s very badness is its virtue: “A less bad poet would not make the distance between the virtual and the actual so palpable, so immediate,” he writes. A bad poem can perhaps point to utopia even more effectively than a good poem can, since its very badness reminds us of the impossibility of achieving the total goodness that poetry promises.
This is the perverse logic of invoking utopia, which is a literal “no place.” Like a Romantic poet, Lerner yearns for a transformation that poetry can intimate and promise but never enact. What he largely ignores in his book is the idea that poetry can also be a means of reconciling us to our place, to “the very world, which is the world / Of all of us,—the place where, in the end, / We find our happiness, or not at all,” as Wordsworth wrote. The Hatred of Poetry is a subtle inquiry into poetry’s discontents, and a moving statement of poetry’s potential. It can also be read, though, as an example of the dead end into which modern poetic theory has been led by its grandiose aspirations. As long as we focus on what poetry isn’t and can’t be, how can we rediscover what it once was, and might be again
A robot voice came out my landline phone
A computer was the first to speak today
Via a text a neighbour sent to me at home
This voice is affectless and cannot groan
Makes inhuman noises quite unlike a prayer
This robot voice came out my landline phone
It sounds like a someone with a heart of stone
Yt gives a message uninspired and spare
Via a text a neighbour sent to me at home
At least it did not linger on or moan
Wittgenstein might like the saying bare
Of a robot voice from out a landline phone
There is no accent, variation, tone
Essential in its lonely act of care
This text a neighbour sent to me at home
The wolf may howl, the fox sleep in his lair
The cat mioaw, the dog bark on the stair
A flat cold voice was on my landline phone
It’s a text a neighbour sent to me at home

My villanelle is better sung in words
The tune can be invented as we hum
I sing of love and flowers and summer birds
The gift of language springs from sounds we heard
Mother,father, sister here they come
My villanelle is sweeter sung in words
There is also hatred,love deferred.
Intimacy’s pains are now well known
Why sing of love and flowers and summer birds?
To control my own black heart I am prepared
For seeds with hatred watered too well grow
My villanelle is made to growl in words
From the News much evil has been shared
Yet goodness and true virtue can be shown
So sing of habits loved and high flown birds
Practise love until your skills are honed
Accept your hate but let it not be shown
My villanelle is better sung in words
Sing of love and hate and how we dare

His act perfected,speeches memorised
He looked upon her visage and made eyes
Why do you stare at me, she questioned him
Do you wish to take me to the gym?
I never knew we could in such gyms play
Exercise makes people feel so gay
Are you gender fluid,she replied
No,I’m not,in truth I’ve never lied
I only want to flirt and dance and sing
On hearing this a wasp gave him a sting
Oh, he cried,I feel my end is nigh
I fear I’ll be cremated if I die.
Like a fool, he malice felt all night
By morning he was dead from his own spite
My friend misread my posts between the lines
So he accused me of a dreadful crime
He said he was from the top echelon
As far as I could see, he was far gone
He told me off for moaning at his words
In which just four rude letters did appear
It seemed I must be chaste enough for two
While he would carry on as such men do
My face must always smile and never frown
I must obtain some silken dressing gowns
I should take rather risque photographs
On hearing this, my tortoiseshell cat laughed
It seems I did not fit inside his frame
He cut my head off, then to love he came
A nod is good for I can never wink
Nor click my fingers while the cat’s eye blinks
I do not read between the lines as yet
But I can read a face and place a bet
Do you find it hard to signal love?
Does your lover wear a rubber glove?
Non-verbal signals are a tiresome pest
In mathematics, we avoid them in our tests
If you speak to me , be plain I beg
So far, I never got to work on eggs.
I need exact instructions as I fear
Being belted hard for making Father swear
I ask only that you respect my core
And enter my world only by the door.
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