Nature pregnant, uncontained and wild
The sap is rising in the trees nearby
Till the blossom bursts like mother’s milk
When the baby gives her carnal cry
Wishing for the breast, the feel of silk
Soon the great magnolia will please
And the Tudor walls will warm and dry
In the soil, the worms find wriggled ease
The centipedes and beetles heed blue skies
Fruit trees pruned into archaic forms
Line the pavements bulging with their roots
Old men murmur, feeling struck, forlorn,
With no wife to gentle their pursuits
Nature pregnant,uncontained and wild
Obeys no man’s instruction to be mild
Ancient Greek personal names
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ancient_Greek_personal_names#Single_names_and_names_within_families
Extract
Compound names
Demosthenes is compounded from two ordinary Greek roots (a structure at least as old as proto-Indo-European):[8] demos “people” and sthenos “strength”. A vast number of Greek names have this form, being compounded from two clearly recognizable (though sometimes shortened) elements: Nikomachos from nike “victory” and mache “battle”, Sophokles from sophos “wise, skilled” and kleos “glory”, Polykrates from poly “much” and kratos “power”. The elements used in these compounds are typically positive and of good omen, stressing such ideas as beauty, strength, bravery, victory, glory, and horsemanship. The order of the elements was often reversible: aristos and kleos give both Aristokles and Klearistos. Such compounds have a more or less clear meaning. But as was already noted by Aristotle,[9] two elements could be brought together in illogical ways. Thus the immensely productive hippos “horse” yielded, among hundreds of compounds, not only meaningful ones such as Philippos “lover of horses” and Hippodamas “horse-tamer”, but also Xenippos “stranger horse” and Andrippos “man horse”.
Ironing by Vicki Feaver
Ironing
by Vicki Feaver
I used to iron everything:
My iron flying over sheets and towels
like a sledge chased by wolves over snow;
the flex twisting and crinking
until the sheath frayed, exposing
wires like nerves. I stood like a horse
with a smoking hoof,
inviting anyone who dared
to lie on my silver padded board,
to be pressed to the thinness
of dolls cut from paper.
I’d have commandeered a crane
if I could, got the welders at Jarrow
to heat me an iron the size of a tug
to flatten the house.
Then for years I ironed nothing.
I put the iron in a high cupboard.
I converted to crumpledness.
And now I iron again: shaking
dark spots of water onto wrinkled
silk, nosing into sleeves, round
buttons, breathing the sweet heated smell
hot metal draws from newly-washed
cloth, until my blouse dries
to a shining, creaseless blue,
an airy shape with room to push
my arms, breasts, lungs, heart into.
From The Poetry Pharmacy by William Sieghart (Particular, £12.99). Poem courtesy of Vicki Feaver and Jonathan Cape
Too many thoughts
When we wonder whether life is good
Disaster, death, misfortune gather near
As if to come inside us if they could
The poisoned thoughts infiltrate our own blood
Makes it difficult for us to steer
When we wonder whether life is good
Who decided most news must be gloom?
And we’d even pay to have a leer
As if to take it in us if we could
Tell us of more murders and monsoons,
Literacy’s fruit is haunted fear
So we wonder whether life is good
Yet some learn to hear more joyful tunes
Allow the glad to enter inner ears
So take it in us as we rightly should
Too many thoughts may make gloom persevere
Empty heads are joyous and sincere
When we wonder whether life is good
Rumination tortures with its ” should”
Gold and bright
In winter we are angry with less light
We feel our troubles more when in the dark
The sun will rise yet too soon sinks in spite
We envy God who does what deeds he likes
He leaves us kin to Job with vision stark
In winter we’d appreciate more light
Angry, claiming we have done what’s right
We think that God has now become a shark
The sun will rise yet too soon sinks in spite
Bow to Nature’s overwhelming might
Be grateful for the fire lit by one spark
In winter we appreciate the light
Oh,send us humour for the human plight
We are never sated by one lark
The sun looms in the sky like a red heart
As the cats miaow and dogs all bark
At least we are not trapped in Noah’s Ark
In dark winter bored with the long nights
The sun will rise again golden and bright
Your touch is both gentle and bright.
Oh, cradle my soul in your light
As I am in darkness tonight.
Fill me with your love
On earth,not above.
Your touch is both gentle and bright.
Seeing and feeling are one.
As senses conjoin yet are none.
I know it is so
The darkness shall glow
You are both god and person.
It seems like the heavens are weeping
Rain and snow fall while we’re sleeping
The clouds are grey black
As Northward they trek.
As for records, are they all we are keeping?
We dwell in a body of flesh
With others we love to enmesh.
Let’s get up and dance now
Love shows us how…
We dance to the tunes that refresh
We humans need meaning to create.
The meaningless often agitate.
But stories abound.
Pick the best you have found.
Get in there and start to narrate.
In nature time goes round and round
Life’s a spiral, the wise one has found.
Each time I pass you
I see you anew
Until gently we are laid in the ground.
The end is the beginning,they say.
So say what’s important today.
For time flows like a stream
What is ,soon has been.
So we are foolish to attempt to delay
The promised land
The earth is where I want to be.
And not to lose my precious dreams
Until the reaper’s scythe takes me.
And dance,in sunlight, music’s notes.
Without such thing as unique name.
Nothing is true or false or it’s erased
Addiction can be learned at any age
There is just the content and the choice
Why not do it now,it’s all the rage?
For me,it’s mainly words on one book page
Ideally spoken by a human voice
Addiction can be learned at any age
Once your will is to your mind engaged
Forget your human eyes were ever moist
Why not scream right now,it’s all the rage?
Beauty,truth and love can be debased
It’s popular right now to practice lies
Addiction can be learned at any age
Nothing is true or false or it’s erased
Reality by dream is well advised
Why not kill it now,it’s off the page?
Children grow up and out of toys
Why should the addict be de-voiced?
Addiction can be learned at any age
Does even a baby love their cage?
A dead tree full of live birds
http://www.poetryinternationalweb.net/pi/site/poem/item/5452/auto/0/A-DEAD-TREE-FULL-OF-LIVE-BIRDS
Why should I set this down?
On a young man’s palm, a spiky clump
that could be a dried dog-turd
seen through my spectacles becomes
a cluster of baby snails, bodies clear as glass
but horned, shelled, complete,
one climbing toward a finger.
Who wants my news of tiny slow new life,
or flickering life amid stiff, brittle twigs?
The impulse to celebrate
is paralysed after a moment’s thought.It is not merely that another youth,
his bunched up fist aloft, declaimed:
“I am Azania…I have no time for liberals…”
while at the same concert for the Art Centre’s friends
child-mimes with the vivid grace of mice
enacted angry pupils and their wicked teacher
whom in righteous triumph they lynch with stones and fire.
Not just that responsible thinkers announce
demands of History, revolution, sociological times.
Not alone the dumbing of a girl’s desperate death,
its charge of griefs and guilts that my words won’t bear,
by which I’ve lost a line of meaning
and an heir to some of my books, some of my hopes.
Also, in this mortal mood I am appalled
beneath the weight of books. The shelves are laden,
the shelves in my room are laden with books –
and of even the most urgently treasured through decades
of fishmoth and dust, I shall have left many unread.
While beyond, defying the spans of all who care,
are vast collected libraries
expanding to a cosmos of the unexplored.
Not another page, another line,
is needful.
Job and Arjuna already asked my questions.
The “Ode in Dejection” wrestled with my paralysis.
Over such baffling, tragic tides as ours
“Dover Beach” and “Lapis Lazuli” have given
ageless answers.
Whatever I may find to say perhaps was said
before I breathed.
But even if my news were news,
useful, bearing on the predicament,
there is enough already greatly given
waiting to be unforgotten.
The smell of mint this morning
invading the bathroom when the window was opened
will aid no struggle, rescue nobody,
save no one from despair,
nor even yield a Zen illumination
no matter what I may connect into the moment.
Yet I am naming it –
as though the shaping lines that hold
my animal or vegetable moment out of time
could grant me, my own reader, life
before and after.
And those immensities, the libraries,
inhabit only us, our intimate space.
Read and unread, my shelves of books
are my urgent life, and I,
their possible reader, am possibly theirs.
It is the `dead’ past now that we live out
with no redundancy, no repetition,
live out, becoming its continuing tale.
Defection into silence would annul
the inner galaxy.
Names
Why does nobody seem to call their child Plato?
Plato Chips
Plato Bred
Since Adam and Eve are popular why not Euclid?
Euclid May
Who are Eucliding?
Moses is a famous prophet and indeed is still a popular name
Moses Might
In the UK nobody is called Jesus but Joshua is popular
I was only joshing you
Jewish names are common and we didn’t know in the UK
Michael Mary Ann Ruth Rebecca
David
Joseph
John
Herod is not common
But Greek names are not
Socrates Spatt
Oedipus Wrecks
Aristotle Lears
Plato Tarts
Electra Ruin
Eros Again O’Lord
What about Roman names?They are popular
Augustine O’Cummin
Julius O’Jokes
Julia McGenerates
Playme O’video
Gemma G’eneralise’d
Brutus B’erates
Crime N’Punishment ; that’s not Latin,editor.Stop!
Misperception
What I thought was glowing evening sun
Turns out to be a neon light come on too soon
And what imagination sees a gun
Where there is but a fine toothed hair comb?
The mind is waiting with a bunch of signs
To fit perceptions into ready truths
Though I’ve not seen a gun nor made designs
Nor used a nit comb since I was a youth
What we see is what will interact
What we desire,we love, or what we hate
From all the memories that are well packed
Into minds with independent states
And so we quarrel , murder, go to war
With those who look from different coloured doors
Grief
Grief and love are linked by metal chains
Imagination cannot foresee change
When love’s killed, its ghost will haunt and blame
In our wanderings in our mind’s domains
The furniture appears,is rearranged
Rage and love are linked by a steel chain
The mind itself can change the human brain
The one most strong may be the one insane
When love dies, its shadow will remain
The hate of loss is like the mark of Cain
The rational one can be almost deranged
Grief and love are linked by a strong chain
What is lost will heal in its due time
Murderous love comes from the most estranged
When love’s killed its ghost will cause much pain
Suffering most acute is now in place
Chronic losses cause a pale strained face
Grief and love are linked by a gold chain
When love’s killed, its ghost will haunt and blame
Apple wood
I have a piece of apple wood
I have my whittling knife.
I want to make a gift for you,
That will commend your life.
Apple wood is sweet and sound
The tree grew here by me.
I chose the best part I could find
From the virtue of the tree.
Apple wood is a rare gift
We must make something whole,
For if you touch my apple wood
You can feel its soul.
The sweetness of the fruit of love
Is there within the wood.
So all who touch the apple here
Will be moved to good.
What knowledge did the tree conceal
That Eden was destroyed?
This is a good metaphor
Yet why was it employed?
Desire
“What do you want meaning for? Life is desire, not meaning.”
Charlie Chaplin
Recycle sins
It never drains when it pours.
There’s many a true word spoken as a test.
“Tis better to have lived at cost,than never to have lived at all.
Where have all the showers gone?
I love you only once a day.
Wisdom is the king of humour.
He shall tear his frock…. stop stealing my clothes!
Was Jerusalem built here,in England’s mares and evil spheres?
We here believe Jesus was white and an Englishman,
I wish you a merry Litmus.
Please don’t leer at the women.They are all wearing vests.
I was tried many times and pleaded for sanity.
Where have all the old men gone?
If,homeless kindly sleep in Church.Thank me,too.
If depressed kindly weep in Church.
If shy,please don’t mention it.
If worried you may gnaw your kneeler.
If paranoid,we are looking at you sideways.
If fasting,kindly faint quietly.
If abstaining,please weep softly.
If dead please report to the Vicar.
If wicked please play away.
Tread lightly for I have shared all my dreams.
Don’t stop till the gnats have all stung.
The vicar went out with a wrangler.
If you need legal advice you are in the wrong place.
Fish and whips available in the bookstore.
Handcuffs are going up as Marks And Spencer go down…
If completely expired keep mum.
If past your use by date don’t rot till after the service then kindly place your body in the compost heap and you can call your soul your own for a while.
Whip up a mousse for the desert.
If weighed down by sins kindly recycle them in the church Bin.
Viruses

Children’s poetry
Charles Simic
Being alive
Who has never felt grief
When a small gesture would have helped
but it has ,unknowingly, been with held?
How many people have the imagination
to guess what’s in your mind,
And to embrace you rather than push you away?
No-one,No-one.No-one knows.
No-one knows these numbers.
No-one knows these names.
No-one knows how many feel diffident,
Nor how many feel shame.
Being alive is joyful!
Being alive is pain!
Being alive is all we have,
We’ll never be alive again.
I look into your eyes today
I sense your shame and woe.
I look into your eyes just now
And tell you that I know.
Being alive is lonely.
Being alive is good.
Being alive is pain indeed
For flesh is not like wood.
Love is a raft

Some days are sad and blue
And then we feel lonely too;
Or we cause rifts.
Some days are doldrum days.
Some days are like bad plays.
Not such a gift.
Most days have joyful parts.
Most days we can lift our hearts.
They pass all too swift.
Some days love speaks to me.
Some days I feel so free.
I love my craft.
Life is a patterned weave.
Love helps us when we grieve.
Love is a raft.
See how the sun comes back.
See how light fills the gaps..
Some days we laugh.
Weep now and I’ll weep with you.
I have known sorrow too.
Yet sorrow does pass.
Sorrow does pass
Hints
With my felt tipped pen as painting brush
I see the context holds the written words
And in the speckled brownness of a thrush
See the paint pot Nature wished to share
I move my hand in rhythm to letters make
The hours of practice come to seamless ease
Yet I miss the crimson in the lake
As cerulean blues my eyes appease.
Can a name or word be colour true?
Can a hint evoke the feel of you?
Can my words tease out the edges new?
Can we tell when we are feeling blue?
What ever medium we humans may use
We can merely hint at points of view
Little ladybirds
I used to write when he was fast asleep
I could concentrate enough and keep my words
Now he sleeps forever in the deep
Will the Resurrection make our bodies leap
Bring back flowers and little ladybirds?
I used to write when he was fast asleep
He is vivid presence in my dreams
There his honeyed voice will still be heard
He’s gone to dwell where life is dark and deep
In a ray of light, a black sunbeam
Shows the hidden value of the Word
I used to write when he was fast asleep
The voice of Place itself makes widows keen
In the woods, the trees all shake and stir
Yet he sleeps forever in the deep
“God will give no more than we can bear”
Must we believe the traumatized should learn?
I used to write when he was fast asleep
Then I’d give him tea and would not weep
Geese and swans
The geese that once flew by at dawn and dusk
Have vanished since the swans came back to nest
Swans show beauty in their curving necks
Yet their wings can kill unwanted guests
I miss the geese as in a mass they fly
A sacramental moment in my day
They circle as if one when coming down
A god of form and force is here at play
The birds are one with Nature and her rhythms
We, having minds, are separate and are sad
For we don’t just adapt but we have changed
We make war and all the world is mad
Can we love and dwell in harmony?
For hatred hung the good on Calvary
Let’s be brave
You have to be brave to write because all you have ever felt,experienced or studied can be drawn up into your consciousness whilst you write.A friend of mine who is a writer put it like this.”It has taken me to places I’d rather not have gone to.” However she said she manage to live through it.At the time I had only written mathematical works so I didn’t understand what she meant.But I have now had some experiences which give me a hint of what she was trying to say.
If you’ve had many fearsome experiences then these feelings may come up when you loosen the grip of consciousness.However I have also found a spirit of laughter in me which is new.Step into the darkness without knowing.It’s only by going there that help may come.But the fear is that it won’t.You can’t get an insurance policy beforehand.
Are you stepping into a void or will there be something there?
Also in drawing or painting it can take courage to draw what you perceive.I found that especially when drawing buildings and studying perspective.I have the feeling,”No,No.It can’t be this steep a gradient.It’s too much”
And in being inside a building like Westminster Abbey or Durham Cathedral trying to assimilate the vision,the huge spaces and the power and size of the shapes can create awe or even terror.One can lose one’s sense of self entirely.But it can also be revivifying when one has returned.The fear is that one will not return.
Maybe it’s the same with relating to people as well?
Sail in a glove
On a frosty day you need your gloves
The hand that feeds is not one Jack should bite
So in a gesture of self care and love
Put gloves on in bed and have a fight
Marriage asks for loving in the night
On a frosty day you need your gloves
Even with a down duvet so light
Will it make a nice nest for the dove?
My house is cold.I’d undress if I could
The public library’s fearsome,it’s so hot
On a frosty day you need your gloves
On your head wear a le Creuset pot
Cast iron may be a la mode today
Yet it was a danger in the Flood
As it floated over hills in antic play
On a rainy day, sail in a glove.
Tribute to Ursula le Guin by Margaret Atwood
https://www.theguardian.com/books/2018/jan/24/ursula-k-le-guin-margaret-atwood-tribute
“I am very sad that Ursula K Le Guin has died. Not only was she one of the literary greats of the 20th century – her books are many and widely read and beloved, her awards are many and deserved – but her sane, committed, annoyed, humorous, wise and always intelligent voice is much needed now.
Right before she died, I was reading her new book, No Time to Spare, a collection of trenchant, funny, lyrical essays about everything from cats to the nature of belief, to the overuse of the word “fuck”, to the fact that old age is indeed for sissies – and talking to her in my head. What if, I was saying – what if I write a piece about The Left Hand of Darkness, published by you in 1969? What if I say it’s a book to which time has now caught up?
Consider: the planet of Gethen is divided. In one of its societies, the king is crazy. Cabals and personal feuds abound. You’re in the powerful inner circle one day, an outcast the next. In the other society, an oppressive bureaucracy prevails and a secret committee knows what’s best. If judged a danger to the general good you’re deemed persona non grata and exiled to a prison enclave, with no trial or right of reply.
What do you think, Ursula? I asked her in my head. Were you predicting anything? Not exactly, she answered. It’s a thought experiment. ”
The pen
I trod on the cat’s little toe
I am a very proud soul,
In my centre I have a large hole.
I have behaved very badly I know.
I once trod on the cat’s only toe.
I did bite a goldfish in two.
There was nothing else there for my tea.
I scratched my own sister’s leg
And hit her with a woodenclothes peg.
I know she could be irritating…
An expert at big sister baiting.
But that was no excuse
For binning her with the refuse.
I had so many scruples and doubts,
My confessions went on in long bouts.
The priest gave me more absolutions,
And lessons in elocution.
But you need no lessons from me
In how to brew pots of tea.
My penance has been prolonged
By a serpent with a double forked tongue.
I don’t remember the original sin,
So I’m not sure quite where to begin.
My whole life is a Passion,
And I’m always keen on high fashion.
I even saw Jesus one day.
He was so loving,what else can I say?
He came into my dark cavern
And invited me to ascend into heaven.
I know he was partial to sinners.
And was not so keen on life’s winners.
I am happy to be up here at last,
In fact it’s all happened too fast!
Now I wake up from my dream;
What extraordinary visions I’ve seen.
I liked my trip up above,
But the Earth is the place that I love.
Morning
In the morning,I’m
opening slowly, a bud,
a flower,
breathing softly,
In the summer sweetened air.
Cat stretches
Lazily,hot stones
a bed.
Don’t let the day
begin too soon.
Relaxed.
I feel your presence
In the azure sky.
Now midday,I bloom.
And take in all there is
I shall rise
When seven years come round again
My self is liquified,
My skin becomes a holding shell
For my old self has died.
As I dissolve I feel great fear
And yet I trust my soul.
So in the sea I lose my form,
And with the waves I roll.
I am at one with all the world,
And yet I am no-thing.
My inner waters rise and fall
What will the high tide bring?
After my drowning I shall rise
And I shall be renewed.
I must submit to that strange Life
With which I am imbued.
I am not mistress of myself,
I am this moment’s flower.
In the deep waters I must trust
To take me to the shore.
O hang my arms with grasses green
And dissolve me in your sea.
Thus when the time comes round again
Regenerated I shall be


