
If you are deaf please hang up now
Sorry I can’t answer the phone
I thought I was dead
I speak an unknown language.I can’t even understand it myself
I hate talking too much
I am in a bad place.The Bank……..
My bed has no legs on it and I am making some
The cat is dying
The dog has eaten my handbag
My late husband is angry with his mother, who is dead
I went out and have not got back yet
I am sure I am not here
I am synthetic
I love God but not the Pope
I want my husband to be resurrected
Why not write me a letter?
No, I am not a Government aide
I am not alive till 11 am
Leave your phone number and I’ll work out your horoscope
I am dumm and can’t spill
If you are deaf please hang up now
If not, play Suzanne to my answering machine
Hitler was a Christian, what a risk—-
Global warming started in the Camps
Hallowed people turned to dust and ash
The burning of the Jews, the gay, the tramps
Towns where Polish children took exams
Jewish ones made ready to be gassed
Global warming started in the Camps
The ghosts of human beings walk with lamps
Fearing still the terror of the past
The burning of the Jews, the gay, the tramps
Witches wrapped in flax burned up like ants
Fear and terror with the night clouds pass
Global warming started in Death Camps
Cathedral choirs full voiced, sang sweet descants
Hitler was a Christian, what a risk—-
The burning of the Jews, the gay, the tramps
We are no gods , we need to see the truth
The soldiers and civilians, and burned books
Global warmth , the night glow of the Camps
The murder of the Jews, the gay, the tramps
I don’t know what this dream may symbolise
I dreamed my blood test results had come
On paper like the Weetabix is in
I can’t recall if they were good or bad
Or whether I just threw them in the bin
I found a pair of trousers, they’re not mine
To which these test results were pinned.
So it dawned on me an error had been made
As for those trousers, I was much too thin.
Someone else has got results not theirs
I have theirs and hope that they have mine.
But why are they fixed to my fresh laundry
And how can I discover them or find?
I don’t know what this dream may symbolise
It made me oversleep with shuttered eyes
Rosa buys some clothes
y
Rosa was looking in a very interesting clothes shop online.Here she saw an outfit totally
unsuited to her new post as Head of Linguistics in the University of Unisex.
There her eye was drawn to a pair of blue trousers with a red stripe down each leg.The trousers were somewhat shorter than in the days of that pair of women, Trinny and Susanna who told all of us how to dress.Especially to wear trousers that cleaned the pavement as we walked along as it made our legs look longer
Rosa met her friend Mary for coffee.
What do you think of these trousers, Mary? she asked, showing them to the bewildered lady on her HP Phablet.
I don’t think Stan would have liked those, she murmured.
I see some advantages, Rosa said.
If you have nice ankles then it reveals them and if not, you can wear really fun socks with butterflies on them.
Real butterflies? Mary queried anxiously
No, embroidered or knitted, Rosa said.You see them in those catalogues that come round before Xmas
Or you could knit your own, said Mary.
I think knitting butterflies is very hard, Rosa whispered.
Nothing is innately hard, said Mary.It all depends on what you already know and if you have a good teacher and your devotion
How does Quantum theory compare to knitting butterflies? Rosa enquired jocosely.
That makes it sound as if you will knit with actual butterflies or that butterflies themselves might knit! Mary exclaimed.
That would be a thing you might see on LSD
Is that the latest kind of TV set, Rosa asked her?
For goodness sake, Rosa.Have you never taken drugs?
I don’t believe I have.You see at Oxford I was friendly with an ex-heroin addict.
He told me not to buy drugs because I saw things like other people do when they take heroin.But I see like that naturally!
Well, that is fortunate for you, Mary sighed.Was it true?
There is no way of knowing, said Rosa scientifically but it saves money.
Well ,how about these trousers?I could get some red ankle boots and a red shirt.Noone wears dresses anymore except maybe transsexuals.
I wear them,Mary said.When I was thin I wore a knitted dress.
Not knitted by butterflies I hope,Rosa giggled
Well, it was from M & S so I doubt it although it would be cheaper to use them as butterflies don’t know what money is!
Nor do many human beings now.Why, plastic £5 notes…. it’s like toy money
And so say all of us
The difference between poetry and prose
https://www.poetryfoundation.org/harriet/2012/04/the-difference-between-poetry-and-prose
Extract
The Difference Between Poetry and Prose
Prose is all about accumulation (a morality of work), while poetry as it is practiced today is about the isolation of feelings (an aesthetics of omission). Among other things, prose is principally an ethical project, while poetry is amoral, a tampering with truths which the world of prose (and its naturalistic approach to mimesis) takes for granted. Poetry creates its own truth, which at times is the same truth as the world’s, and sometimes not. Whatever the case, its mimesis is always a rearrangement, at a molecular level, of that axis between the “seen” and the “felt” (that coal chute which connects the childish eye to the Socratic heart), which, were it not for poetry, with its misguided elenchus, would remain obscured. In both classical and modern languages it is poetry that evolves first and is only much later followed by prose, as though in a language’s childhood, as in our own, poetry were the more efficient communicator of ideas. Whether this has to do with the nature of ideation or some characteristic intrinsic to the material evolution of tongues has never been adequately decided. Probably this evolution, from poetry to prose, depends on synergy—between the passion for thought and enthusiasm for new means. Technology also played a roll. With the spread of the printing press after 1440, texts no longer had to be memorized. Poetry’s inbuilt mnemonics (rhyme, meter, refrain, line breaks) were no longer essential for processing and holding on to knowledge. Little hard drives were suddenly everywhere available. But even a century later, in Elizabethan England, English prose had not yet come close to achieving the flexibility of poetry. One need only compare Shakespeare’s blank verse soliloquies to the abashed prose of one of the Elizabethans’ greatest disputants, Richard Hooker, or to the Martin Marprelate tracts. These are differences not only in talent but ones inherent to the medium. Even the King James Bible, “the noblest monument of English prose,” cannot compare to the blank verse of Shakespeare.
How to grow on holiday
How to pack a suitcase when you never wear a suit
However did we pack ,when we had no kindle books?
How to go on holiday on the perfect route
I sometimes wore a sandal, my sister liked a boot
We were not so worried by perfection and our looks
Nor how to pack a suitcase when we never wore a suit
If you play a cello then never take a flute
Don’t take any sandwiches unless you have a cook
How to go on field trips when the your anger is acute
If you feel the stress of life, why not become mute?
If you have a caravan, is it overlooked?
How to pack a suitcase when you never sawed a suit
If you only take one bag,, you seem to me astute
Don’t take any rifles it’s illegal to shoot rooks
How to go on holiday on the perfect route.
Make sure you wear your wellingtons if you walk through a brook
Take some stolen credit cards if you are a crook
How to wear a suitcase when you never wear a suit
How to grow on holiday on the perfect route
The politics of poetry

This is well worth reading
https://www.poetryfoundation.org/poetrymagazine/articles/69080/the-politics-of-poetry
Extract
It’s also how democratic politics is sometimes thought to work, at least when we’re thinking of “politics” in its more abstract incarnations. Here, for instance, is how Franklin D. Roosevelt viewed the job to which he devoted much of his life:
The Presidency is not merely an administrative office. That’s the least of it. It is more than an engineering job, efficient or inefficient. It is pre-eminently a place of moral leadership. All our great presidents were leaders of thought at times when certain historic ideas in the life of the nation had to be clarified.
To say that you’re personally necessary in order for “certain historic ideas in the life of the nation . . . to be clarified” is only a few hyperventilating breaths short of calling yourself “a mirror of the gigantic shadow which futurity casts upon the present.” The link again is the concept of totalizing vision. And this concept—dramatic, romantic, wildly generalizing—is one that politics and poetry don’t share to the same degree with activities like neuroscience (which focuses on particulars) or television writing (which tends to emphasize craft). Indeed, the only other areas of American life that have similar inclinations are probably religion and philosophy. Religion is no longer attractive for many poets for reasons that are historical and beyond the scope of this essay. Philosophizing remains a popular endeavor in the poetry world, but only so long as it’s a poetic sort of philosophizing (Nietszche, Heidegger) and not complicated, logic-y stuff that involves formulations like ◊∃xφ→∃x◊φ. Since Anglo-American philosophy has been dominated by the latter sort of thinking for decades, it’s no surprise most poets don’t go in for it.
Till she enters carrying her head
My washing will not dry laid on the hedge
But I stay here nurturing a grudge
I rarely feel one so I must retain
The nasty feeling and the horrid pain
Yet since it hurts me,I must be a fool
The errant friend will turn into a ghoul
I’ll hear her footsteps from my ancient bed
Till she enters carrying her head
Oh God lift up my ruminating curse
Let me have your grace or I’ll get worse
I do not wish to have a bitter heart
Grudges turn to dread; it’s hatred’s art
For if I learn destruction and its ways
Cruelty will have the final say
Its lack of elegance offends my eye
Loneliness is only known to man
When he burns the copper frying pan
From the marriage bed he’s tossed aside
For pans are more important to a wife
Yet if she breaks their lovely china plates
He is not allowed to castigate
Oh,men! That is a phrase I hate
Generalising is a crude mistake
Now I am alone, I’ve burned eight pans
I broke the dinner plates with careless plans
I broke the special mugs we loved so much
All because I missed his soothing touch
The memories fill my heart with love and light
In my dreams he comes into my sight
Don’t pay attention

https://www.theguardian.com/books/2019/jul/06/adam-phillips-interview-attention-seeking
Extract
You suggest that attention might be a form of madness or addiction. Why?
There’s a part of us that wants to attack our own development and the way we do this is by actively narrowing our mind. And that is what a phobia or an addiction is: it’s the overorganising of attention, because it solves a lot of problems in a certain sense.
So the reason we might want to narrow our attention is for fear of the unknown consequences of its promiscuity: we really don’t know where it will take us. And that’s exciting and exhilarating, but it’s also troubling.
Attention-seekers generally have a bad reputation, but you say that “attention-seeking is one of the best things we can do”. Why?
Because we need attention and we don’t usually know what it is in ourselves that we want attending to, but we know we want something from other people. And this is why celebrity culture is interesting. Because it appears that there’s a whole swath of people who know what they want: it could be called fame, it could be called wealth. But I think it’s much more enigmatic than it looks. Because the risk is you get a huge amount of attention and no engagement.
Cohen in Dublin
Joan of Arc
Stan and the Yorkshire puddings
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Stan was cooking the Sunday dinner.As usual up North it was roast beef and Yorkshire puddings.Stan was very good with Yorkshire puddings.
They ate them with gravy before the main course just to maintain tradition.Even Emile,their talking cat, loved a pudding soaked in thick meaty gravy..Suddenly the kitchen door burst open and in rushed their neighbour Annie… covered in blue paint.
What’s happened to you,hinny,Stan enquired naughtily.Surely you are not house painting on a Sunday?
No,I never paint thee housemyself,she responded.I was in the shed and a stray cat was up on the top shelf.It leaped off and knocked over over this old tin of paint.I’m wondering how to get it out of my hair?The paint,not the cat!
What type of paint is it?
It’s emulsion paint.
Well,I’m afraid you can’t get it out!
I can’t go around town with blue hair,she cried hysterically..
Well,all I can think is,I could cut off a little of your hair.
OK, if that’s the only way.she said,being keen on Stan’s touching her even if only on the head.
Can I stay and eat with you?
Of course,sweetheart.Now here are some pinking shears.
Have you no ordinary scissors?she screeched fractiously.
No,we lost them.But pinking shears will give a layered effect.
Stan began cuttting the left side of Annie’s hair.Then he went around to the right.
She looked in the mirror,The left side is a bit longer than the right.
OK I’ll cut off a bit more on the left.
Oh,my God.The shears slipped,it’s gone really short!
All Stan could do was cut the remainder of Annie’s lovely hair so it was only 2.54 cm long all over.
Suddenly Mary came in,I didn’t know you were a hair dresser she said sardonically to her husband.
Well,Annie got paint in her hair so I’ve trimmed her hair.
Trimmed it..it looks like she won’t need a cut for about two years.
Annie began to sob noisily ,terrifying Emile who was hiding behind the flour bin.
Well,Stan answered, it will be easier to wash and dry and no need for rollers etc
I think it looks charming.
Why pinking shears?Mary whispered.You could have used my dressmaking ones.
Well,.too late now mioawed Emile sarcastically.
Well,I think it looks sweet,said Stan bravely.
Meantime,you have burned the puddings again
Just like King Alfred and the cakes.Men are only good at savoury and meat dishes.
It takes a woman to cook puddings and cakes.But Yorkshire puddings are savouries.
I wonder how Wittgenstein would have classified them ? cried Mary enthusiastically.
Not Wittgenstein again,moaned Stan,can’t you move onto someone else?
Whom do you suggest?
Try Carnap for a while.
Oh,he’s more of a logician,Mary said defiantly,You see I love Wittgenstein as a human being..
Are you committing adultery ?Stan demanded dominatingly
That’s an exaggeration,He’s dead i believe.
That’s what they all say,shouted Stan angrily.
But what about you and Annie?
Well,I get lonely with you lecturing and researching all day long.
Surely you could wait till I come home?
I suppose so,though a harem has always been my dream!
I think you are past it,said Mary rudely.
That’s not what I see, said Emile quietly.
Meanwhile Annie had washed her hair an it dried in tiny uneven curls all over her head.
It looks quite fetching,they decided as they sat down to eat the charred yorkshire puddings.
What an exciting Sunday especially for Stan who enjoyed touching and playing with women’s hair.
I wonder if it’s a mental illness?
I’ll have to look on the internet.
Still, better than panic attacks, he thought consolingly as he carried the roast beef into the dining room where the women were discussing religious topics including a curiosity about why Christians were so anti Semitic despite Jesus’s wish for people to love each other.and besides Jesus being God,he was also a Jewish person too on his mother’s side.
That’s interesting,Stan thought,Here people think he’s English!What a weird world it is,to be sure.
Little children,love one another,as someone once said many years ago but humankind is still in the toddler stage of development I fear…. and going backwards too.
When words feel too clumsy
when words are not enough
to give our feelings form
music is the language
which many find gives calm
when words sound too clumsy
a look may be enough
a glance of compassion
may pull us from the Slough
when words don’t come easy
when music fails to charm
then come to me and tell me;
I’ll enclose you in my arms
gestures, touch and glances
are a language in themselves
words are not enough for us
We need to see as well.
We embrace the silence
Underneath the silence there is peace
A stratum clear ;a different way of life
With music ‘s just discernible relief
In the calm we find a pure release
Love can heal the wounds of a sharp knife
We embrace the silence ,welcome peace
The self may break ,may shake in disbelief
Render us to fragments,soul denied
Does music give discernible relief?
Do not bury loss and hide your grief
We mourn the parts of us gone in a trice
Company in silence brings true peace
Did you see your body lying creased
On the bed below your hiding place?
Play with music, pray for some relief
I see myself lie broken in a box
A jigsaw needing time beyond the clocks
Underneath the silence there is peace
I hope the silent music brings relief
Mary writes a letter
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Photo by Timi Keszthelyi on Pexels.com The Pilchards.
23,Sweetnames Avenue
Knittingham
Near Nottingham.
England
email: doubledutch @lovemail.com
Dear Jane
Hope you are keeping well in this unusually cold spring weather.
Stan has had flu.It made him so bad tempered and waspish
that I took up the Duraglit polish and got him to polish all the brass,
except the front door knob, as that doesn’t come off.
Mind you,it made the bedroom smell odd… a mistake,perhaps…
so I sprinkled lavender oil around.
He seems to get thinner and I seem to get fatter.
So our average weight remains constant.
What a relief.I’d like to be weighed as a married woman.
Can you believe this..
I’ve got chilblains! It’s those dratted blood vessels of mine.
Still,I polished some old plum colored leather and wear them in the house.
We seem to be doing polishing frequently here.. boots,furniture,apples.
How is your new book “Nonsense:A.N.Whitehead and Lewis Carroll” coming on?
Hope it’s progressing….to a nonsensical ending.
I’ve got a new book of poetry coming out in April
[from Polar bears publishers]
It’s called,”An unpolished performance.”
My fourth book on Wittgenstein’s cats is almost finished.
And the publishers can’t wait for the photographs…I’ll get a friend to do those for me!!
It gives me a change from all that polishing.
I’ve begun to talk to myself out loud…. in the street.
Just seeing if I can still do my old Lancashire accent.
I suppose it might worry people but no one has said anything as yet.They may be
afraid.
“That which is unsaid can,nevertheless,still be heard.
Stan is still involved romantically with Anne, our next door neighbor.
I can’t blame him as chilblains and Wittgenstein not very romantic.
When I think of how we used to be,it makes me smile and feel sadness too.
I wonder if I can find someone new for a romance,myself… someone with
Asperger’s syndrome possibly…as I’ve just been diagnosed.It’s quite common in
mathematicians.It may be an advantage in concentrating a lot
I need a boyfriend with weak eyes as my clothes are all full of moth holes
and I’m damned if I’m going to buy new ones.
I can’t see well enough to darn but I’ve sewn the holes up neatly thus
giving a strange pleated effect to my clothes.
On my merino wool knitted trousers, one hole was right on the ass.
It looks now as if I’ve been shot in the rear…
but I can’t see it.So it does not exist.
Sometimes in the past I would iron on those motifs like
butterflies…but
I think it would look odd having a butterfly just there…. or indeed
anything else like wild rose.
I could make a little sign saying
“Keep clear,from my rear.This is a hole where a moth scored a goal.”
Still,not many people are going to look there now I hope….
I seem to have stopped knitting but am still drawing.
Meantime I’ve just ironed some of my winter clothes as it’s still chilly..
and am planning to iron all my pink and blue knickers now
as I believe it kills any germs left when you wash at 30 deg.I got those colours in
case I should change sex or is it gender?
I wonder if I should iron the sheets?
Could I do it while they are on the bed?
I don’t wash them much as it wears them out and me too.
I am going to take up baking again because Stan is getting so thin.
I fancy a Russian cheesecake as it had a lot of protein in it.
I have a genuine Russian cookbook and also am waiting for a delivery of a
Jewish cookery book as I have lost mine..no it fell down onto my head last week
.God only knows where that came from.
but I believe there were good cheesecakes as Jewish cooking has much in
common with Russian,perhaps because once many Jews lived in Russia.I just
made friends with one here….he is charming and like me he hates golf.
I have got almost all the Penguin cookery books ever printed but mislaid a
few.
In fact it’s quite hard to get into the kitchen
with all these books on the shelves.And a little food.
I was comforted to read that the parent’s of John Burra,the artist,
had books piled every where in their large house….
and he was very untidy too.
So all I need is talent and practice and I’ll be an artist.
After all,anyone can be untidy but not everyone will practice their Art.
I’d like to practice the arts of love.
They say you should love your neighbor as yourself,
but personally I prefer the neighbor or even the milkman to myself.
Meanwhile I’m happy with Emile our cat
and my 500 photos of Wittgenstein.
I shall make Stan a lemon sponge pudding.
That is the love he wants…Food.
“If music be the food of love
I’ll cohabit with a pure white dove.
And while he coos and sings for me.
I’ll try not to :fall out of the tree,
Get stung by a bee,
Have psychotherapy
Make more enemies,
Let my thought free,
Hurt my knee.
Let moths frighten me.Well,time for some tea.
Now Jane, please write to me soon.
I love to see your so strangely beautiful handwriting
and to hear about Whitehead and Cambridge and all the weird dons.
I hope it’s not too damp and cold there near that river.
Keep warm and make a note of any intriguing happenings to relate to me.
And anything beautiful you can see or hear.I hope Edward is writing
regularly..where is he doing his research now… did you say Stanford?
Maybe you should install Skype..then again,perhaps not as you would have to
wash your hair too much… and comb it too…perhaps we could wear wigs.
Do write soon,
Love always,Hate now and then
Mary
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Haiku and economics

https://www.economist.com/prospero/2011/01/12/on-haiku-and-the-invisible-hand
EXTRACT:
Even Adam Smith might have approved. In exploring the links between poetry and economics, Mr Ziliak’s essay (a spin-off from a longer academic paper published in 2009) recalls Richard Holmes’s book, “The Age of Wonder: How the Romantic Generation Discovered the Beauty and Terror of Science”. Holmes, a biographer of Shelley and Coleridge, sought to dispel the notion that romanticism and science always inhabited separate spheres. Instead, they shared “a common ideal of intense, even reckless, personal commitment to discovery”. Whether exploring a cranny of the mind or mapping the skies, the romantic poets and scientists were united in their ideas, and the feelings and language that framed them.
Mr Ziliak posits that a greater relationship between poetry and economics should exist, that it is “economists who can learn the most from poets about precision and efficiency, about objectivity and maximization.” This may be a stretch, but Mr Ziliak is more convincing with his larger point: that feelings and language play too big a part in our lives to not be used when considering the world around us—even something so dismal as economics.
My heart was struck
When first I saw your limpid blue green eyes
That held me with a merry loving look
I fell into sweet love without surprise
Without consulting people or a book.
My heart was struck and rang out like a bell..
Like crystal struck by silvery rod or spoon.
And yet I hesitated,you could tell…
Is love a treasure or a road to doom?
For in the past,love’s robbed me of my soul.
I gave so much and gained not at all.
But with your love I felt I could be whole…
Free from those whose very touch appalled.
The sun looked down and smiled upon your face
As we held each other in a soft embrace
Courage
Like sex and drugs and eating from my shoe
We spent 10 years a -wandering Southport Beach
You may wonder how but I don’t teach
I went to Sinai just to have a look
Now it is in Egypt . bless my boots/
The Bedouin people have not found a home
In the deserts of my heart, they roam
I washed my dishes in some water cold
They are greasy but I’m going blind
Would you vote for leaving Asia next?
Brexit has put patience to the test
Are we in New Zealand’s trading zone?
We could cut the cord and be reborn
I read the Times and leave a comment too
To be quite clear I asked them , is I you?
The Bread that is so sacred feeds the poor
Jesus never wished to be adored.
I saw a beggar lying on the ground
I gave him my down coat, is that unsound?
I thought I’d go out on the River Thames
But then I went to Kew to make amends
Did God wish to convert the Jews by force?
I hope he will be filled with bald remorse
The Inquisition, torture and then death
Jesus would be shattered by this mess
Don’t we pay the Hebrews for their Scrolls?
They told the stories , made the Bible whole.
All of Europe forced to go to Mass
Those unwilling, burn them up like grass
I hated sermons for men gave no clue
How to do in practice what they knew
I made some salad green and ate it all
The slugs and snails are looking up appalled
English grammar is no use to me
I want to go to Norway and catch flu
I made a rule :it is a sin to pee
Like sex and drugs and eating from my shoe
Why not work out what we’re made to do?
Making babies may be the real clue
Getting mystic, lying on the lawn
Is that a cat that bit me on the arm?
I fear my cat has grown her claws yards long
If she liked my boyfriend, she’d grow fangs
When in Israel do not speak in code
They invented it to please the Lord
I wonder was the first word ever God?
Cr*p or Sh*t or F*ck or Praise [the Lord]
Do you long fo marmalade in bed?
The duvet’s bitter orange matching bread
The cats are in the basket on the wall
They ate up violets ,I call that absurd
My husband phones me when I am asleep
I can’t pick it up so it is cheap
Wandering in the Estuary of the Ribble
Stand on Sinking Sand and play the fiddle
If Britain travels like the great Titanic
Boris Johnson will sell us our own Panic
If you see a Polar bear at night
Take a photo followed by swift flight
I’d like to phone my husband but he ‘s gone
Get BT to lay a line for one.
I don’t believe in mourning over-long
I’ll soon be dead myself and feeling prongs
Grief is free for all of us on Earth
It hurts like Hell and makes the World seem cursed
Good night my little cat and my tame snails
I’m off soon to New Zealand with my tales
Scared to be alone
We can’t phone God ,yet he talked to Dory Previn
God has got no telephones in heaven
The saints need no Samaritans,I’m sure
We can’t phone God ,yet he talked to Dory Previn
Better to take holidays in Devon
No airports and no crowds to squash, endure
God has got no telephones in heaven
I like one man , I don’t need twenty seven
One is all I want . is that quite clear?
We can’t ask God ,yet he talked to Dory Previn
Boris Johnson’s Turkish, don’t you love him?
The white cliffs and the rocks are getting near
God has got no match for him in heaven
Stalin killed his people when they threatened
He said that perfect love was based on fear
We can’t phone God ,yet he wept on Dory Previn
Beachy Head , where is love’s right decision
Will sorrow add a little more to our provisions?
God has got no telephones in heaven
He ignores us but he skyped with Dory Previn
Soon the hidden mind willall allure
Socrates evoked the answers true
The students and the citizens all knew
He did not give great lectures nor long tests
Of pocket calculators he would think, what pests
As we plan to do our daily work
Remember even geniuses get blocked
You who have no confidence nor power
You have a mind, so do not let it cower
Writing rubbish, nonsense, don’t expire
Soon the hidden mind will you allure
Act as what you wish to be today
Writing poems, an abstract sort of play
Loosen up your head and you will find
A better writer living in your mind
What fearsome burning God

How softly sweetly,gently flowers pose
For their intricate petals form a shield
Yet bees with striped force shall make them yield.
Mixed with the wiles of human nature thrive.
As knowing not, we pluck the apple rare
And bite its flesh,with teeth we have to bare.
Not seeing watchers hid behind the glass.
The windows break,the deep earth quakes;
Seized is the maiden ,he her virtue takes.
What fearsome, burning God enjoys our lives?
The new laws passed that bless the right to kill
After catastrophic loss we long to flee
We want the arms of love to hold us still
But where can we take hate and leave it be?
The inner draw of death, its scenery
The orders of the proud, the human will
The catastrophic loss they long to see
The lovey,dovey, kisses will all flee
The new laws passed , they bless the right to kill
The hero crippled in the Great War bleeds
Burning Jews cremated mystery
Dresden was a graveyard, ghosts so still
Oh bleeding loss oh tanks , oh hanging tree
Integration, calculus of need
The atom bomb, the little toys that thrill
We long to sate our demons with God’s blood
Post traumatic agony, the bill
Triggers haunt the fingers in the till
After catastrophic loss we long to flee
Hatred split from love’s no victory
The harmony of movement and of sense
The natural grace that animals possess
The harmony of movement and of sense
Few Britons live well in their pallid flesh
The unseen side of skin when blessed, caressed
Softening the nerves’ we strangle, tense
May bring that natural grace Adam possessed
The kindness of the arteries, who addressed
The circulating inner seas that rinse?
Few Britons live well in their sacred flesh
The hollow veins ,the pumping heart , the blush
The expectation intimate, feared lost
The natural grace that animals possess
Vulnerable to others’ speech, ambushed.
Our unused appetites will turn and twist
The civilised don’t live well in their flesh
The old and fragile curse, they never kissed
We wait too long , articulate no wish
The natural grace that humans once possessed
We ‘re ill disposed,we falter. long for death
Patterns and poems disclose other worlds.
Nobody knocked but I opened the door
But that room’s not the room I was looking for.
The light didn’t work and I fell on a book
Then I saw you and your smile and your look
We don’t know what we want until it comes by
I’m too ancient now;who knows when they die?
But while I am here, I’m enjoying the peace
Of being alone, smiling, and writing re geese.
I see them fly by when the sun starts to sink.
How like a wild god; they ‘re gone when I blink.
Then they descend ;they all move as one.
No training in music could teach us that song.
Evoking the beauty of stars far away,
I like to watch geese at the end of the day.
Patterns and poems disclose other worlds.
The hand of a baby; the fingers uncurled
The trust and the smile ; mother is home
She creates entire worlds for the one she has borne.
For chaos and panic are not far away;
Even in adults who don’t care to say.
The little hands touch me so deeply, so well;
How come the world holy is rolling to hell?
How can we kill little wains by the score?
Was it for this that I opened your door?
Was it for this love electrified us?
We were lost in each other, as moved the white dove.
Was it for war that we lent love our wombs
Making more soldiers and building more tombs?
The bombs, they are loading; they’re having parades.
It’s not North Korea, it’s Washington, dude.
Let the tanks crush Marie Corrie, the Bedouin tribes.
Let the allies laugh blindly as once more Jesus dies.
O take me, dear mother.Please take me away
I can’t see no point in saying my prayers.
The leaders’ religions are making God frown.
The desert is empty, the tents all dragged down.
The centuries of living , so free, so mobile
The Holy Land blessing; they pause for while.
The little black tents, the wombs of the night,
Are all gone to shredders; they’re out of our sight
My fevered brain tormented fleas at night
My fevered brain tormented me at night
The curtains were as drawn as my own face
I saw the moon shine, whiskey, what delight
I saw gnats circling, wanting tiny bites
My underslip was pink with purple lace
My fevered brain incited men at night
I asked the doctor why he came too late
All I wanted then was an embrace
I saw the moon shine, whiskey, what delight
Was this perturbation stirred by fate?
Would I be so humble if not chaste?
My fevered brain tormented fleas at night
I looked dishevelled after the wild knights
If we get a chance, we eat the bait
I saw the moon shine, whiskey, brandy faked
I asked for love and all I got was cake
And that was plastic so it was not baked
My fevered brain tormented men at night
I saw the moon shine, whiskey, but no spite
Cracks in the road
I saw a doctor.My temperature was 100 deg F
Hotter than the hot day here
I only had to wait 5 minutes.
Now I am “resting”

