But I know

Today,a picture post card came here

from your sister

And you won’t see it.

I had my hair restyled

And you won’t see it.

I bought a new kitchen bin with a green lid

And it opens when one presses a button

And you won’t see it.

The manager in the coffee shop was sorry

to heat that

you have died

He gave me a free drink

and said to go in if I feel down or lost.

He said he liked you but you looked weak in the spring

And I can’t tell you.

I’ve had some roasted potatoes tonight.

You would have liked them

Mr Patel called and put his hand on my shoulder.

He said to call them any time day or night if I am in need

You did know that he came with food in the winter.

I look very pale now as my haemoglobin is only half of the normal level

I am glad you don’t know about that.

i had blood tests yesterday,so maybe I’ll get more treatment soon.

I’m happy you don’t know and also you’d miss my rosy cheeks.

I saw Alfred down the road mewing outside number 99 yesterday

and today he came here and had some milk

so he’s not a stray cat and I can’t keep him.

you’d be disappointed for me…

I mended the headboard on the bed.

I have bought a new armchair which is bright red

andi does not match anything else

And you would not like it.Probably..

Neither do I but I can’t wait any more.

I have got some new shoes too.

What a surprise!!

I still have your ashes at home.

I don’t suppose you know that.

But I know

I know.

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