Coming back to earth is very hard

Coming back to earth is very hard
When a loved one’s gone, the heart feels charred
You took them to  the gate but had to leave
And now you know at last you are bereaved

Why get better, what is there left now?
The Holy One has vanished,gone somehow
Should there not be sentries of the heart
To pull one back  before it is too late

Maybe cruelty’s kinder to those left
To punish us when we feel we’re bereft
Is there noone else when God  has gone
Taking in his arms your most loved one?

The form  may be grammatical and  right
Yet what it says is nonsense  in daylight