A change of heart?

A change of climate shocked my soul and heart

Foul moods unstable blew me off the chart

I had no map, how should I plot my course.?

I called for help until my voice was hoarse.

Cold winds blew rain clouds over us each day

The weather  fluctuated gold to grey

And in my heart I feel the same odd change

.My soul is not my own to rearrange

I cannot see a pattern, feel a rhythm

Between me and the world there is a chasm

My feelings are in chaos,like wild beasts

I fear the devils hoping for a feast.

What can we do when w have lost  the way?

Where is the light, where is the will to pray?