
Day: February 2, 2024
Standon church
Standon church, the village and the ford
How the eye will wander as it stares
Lazy cows stand idly by the gate
How deep silence holds and melts our cares.
The heavy load of work, the children’s gaze.
The weight of coppers spoils the father’s clothes
The cake stand gleams, sadistically exposed
The cat sleeps on,while Barclays Bank is closed
We left the car beside the butcher’s shop
Climbed up to the church his mother moaned
She enjoyed the view down this long Street.
Despite the aching of her twisted toes.
Now they’re gone and I stand here alone
I see your face, your eyes,your smiling bones
The beginning of February


Memories

When I went out this morning I was wrapped in a red and blue coat with a blue scarf covered in red hearts wrapped twice round my neck.A man came along by me and looked back.He was speaking
“You’ve got something on your leg”
I looked down and there was a red and blue silk tie round my ankle, the property of my late husband
So I said, can’t you just leave me a note? I see you approve of my colour scheme…..
Sometimes I find a tie in the bathroom.I find a newly ironed hankey on my chair.If only he would iron my trousers or my pink blouse with rows of shirred pleats that’s been waiting for 4 months.
More often I find a coin and ,if lucky, enough for a cup of coffee.I wonder what will happen if I go out with a man…. will he be happy? I shall never know as I refuse to date anybody.I still believe my husband will get permission to return like Jesus did.But will I know?
The geese

The geese have changed their flight path to the lake
For further to the East a river runs
Once used for milling flour for bread and cake
For making bulbs for lights and wartime guns
The lightbulbs were a fiction in the War
Radar was the secret they researched
An old man in my Art Class once worked there
A physicist who worshipped still in Church
God and radar,guns and shells and tanks
Angels,demons,Jesus Christ we’re damned
Money lenders,presidents and Banks
Evil now seems normal in our land
We saved the world from Hitler but we died
No souls survive nuclear matricide
