The Fall

The shadow of the lamp upon my wall
That gentle light, that softness without glare
Long lost joy and   happy love  recall

We  looked into house windows when we strolled
But we were careful., did not wish to stare
Read shadows of  street lamps upon their walls

What am I when my love is not whole ?
A cracked half human being needing care
Stranger joys,lost  love, how  can I call?

The shadows move about as  sunset falls
My face is  showing signs of  lazy tears
The shadows  looks so dark upon the wall

His shadow  dear I  miss  in Spring, in Fall
But then it presaged presence on this chair
Strangers, joy, new  love,  how do we fail?

I have seen  the old gods fiery flares,
Burning wheatfields by the Saxon Shore
The shadow of burned sun upon the wall
The missing loves , the shadows deep,the Fall.