When  in  the grief and pain   my  own heart cried

My eyes saw a  dark tunnel drawing me
This might be my path as I felt  dread
Near a slope as grave  as  ends can be

Hesitating. wondering what to do
When with such  grief and pain   my  own heart  cried
My eyes  still saw the  darkness drag at me

Shall I go or stay, what will it be?
Not the  love  entire my heart once craved
Rushing to unravel mystery

Then a fire, a cloud of gold  I  knew
My frantic rush had  kept Love far away
My eyes  desired the  darkness beckoning me

Silent,warm , the  Good  caressed me
I recognised but had  no words to say.
The warmth. the golden  love  from language free

A sheet of tears fell from my open eye
I felt  the Love which saved  me on that day
Rejecting   the  deep  darkness  and its plea

In despair we’re frozen , cannot play
In despair Love comes without our prayer
My eyes saw a  dark tunnel beckon me
Down a slope as  grave as  earth might be.