I’ll go to Sodom, Gomarrah
I’ll get some prayers; rite after death
I went to Confession;it’s smashin’
I wish we could still buy “Indulgences”
Oh,God, be fair to aged present and for get the past
Give me oil for my lamp, keep me burning.No,I am cool again
Is desire a sin ,and for ” whom”?
We should meet others without memory or desire especially in a “brothel”
He asked for a whore  in bed.He’s hard to please.I am his wife.I don’t know where the brothel is.
I am now a ” sinner” having committed more than  11,000 sins  here.They are called posts officially!But we all know about mass deception and wholly disunion.

Did anyone believe that rage expressed
Could benefit the agent  without harm
Did anyone  read Freud and then digest?

Feelings need the heat  of blacksmith’s fires
Held inside until they  find their form
An image  worthy of our true desire

As well as rage, we should mistrust  love too
Be backward in expression till more’s known
Or risk an avalanche of cruelty.

Take care of  others, they are not our fools
From  sacred  conjunction  all humans are grown
We misuse  folk to test our charm and tools

Holding in the  inner fires   our wish
The blackness of the  heart can turn to gold
No contradiction  hides in sacredness

Take  your love and in your arms enfold.
The future of the world is growing cold
We liked to have the choice  for rage and death
Until we found the charred remains of bliss

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The American Scream is top of “the hitting parade”
America steams
The American Stream
Is Melania American?
Is Barren Trump?
Ronald Grump  is a dictator  or a good actor
I’m not anti-Semitic.I just can’t read the Bible  but then I can’t read anything at all.I never went to school.
My body was there but  not my mind.I just loved picking paperclips off the floor
I’m autistic.Well  at  least that is not a sin like anti-Semitism.
If  anti-semitism is a brain disorder  many children will need special help.
And if Zionism is so wonderful why  don’t the Arabs convert.On the other hand why don’t the Jews decide they are  Arabs then we can have peace at last.
I know what selective  inattention is.Twice recently a bus driver  closed the doors on me.Once they hit me on the head, second time my whole body was trapped unti 3 men helped me out.
I must be invisible to officials and drivers.
Why  do I need to upload drivers onto my computer? And use mice to navigate? I prefer tigers.
I wrote a poem in the coffee shop and  then I thought, why bother to go out?
When you begin to think, life unravels.
Why get washed every day.
Why eat hot meals,  but we never wonder, why have sex because we know we are too old to be desirable by men and we are not all lesbians yet
It’s a pity we don’t have a switch.Like lights do.
Turn me off,oh Lord
I want to hear your chord.
I know you don’t take orders but  can you explain things like murdering children and burning women?
No,I understand
.Metoo#
Amen.

“One cannot discount everything Freud said, however. As a metaphor it is true even if it may not be completely true in fact. It works as a metaphor the same way the life of Christ works even if you are not a Christian. Make a distinction therefore between a literal and a metaphorical truth.”

J G Ballard