An awe full rage

In my red down jacket, I feel blessed
So light  and warm I never knew  before
At last, I can  be soothed and be relaxed.

In the past, I took too many tests
Heard too much the lion’s angry roar
Now in my gay down jacket, I feel blessed

Though sorrow re-awakened in my  breast
And flowed into my inward, private core
At last,  I  feel that I can  better rest

In grief, an awe full rage has filled my chest
Later tears fell like the tsunamis on a  shore
But in my best down jacket, I feel blessed

I know my sin and fear not to confess.
But inward guilt is egoistic bore
I hope one day  for God’s eternal rest

I have not a judgement to declare
But wish to end the violent civil war
Be   true, be  free and you can feel you’re blessed
By reproducing love,  we are relaxed.

The black cat

The sky  is stark, the air is cool and still
The black cat’s  run, the birds unfold all day
I sit  down here and with my totty pray
Ye cast o’ foolish thoughts, you raped my will.
We’ve  each enraged the bureaucratic mill.
Oh frigid purse, I never meant to pay!
The sky ‘s  a-spark, the air is warm and shrill
The saturnine demoted  knelled their way
With this feathered pounce, my sample quill,
I  cite the cheque and date it for next May.
Oh, tit for cat, the tiger’s  bed ‘s astray.
Yer  life is settled by  a  harlot’s will
The sky ‘s a shark, the air is sharper still.

Lacan

Lacan is hard to understand.
He was a French psychoanalyst
However he discovered it was very beneficial to  the patient
If he broke off the session suddenly after a few minutes.
He still charged the full amount
It might have stirred the depressed to anger.
But it might wound others.
Like it might remind  them off erratic mothers
Or vanishing fathers
I’d like to see his suicide numbers.
Or maybe,better not!

Sylvia Plath: between poetry and painting

http://www.bu.edu/writingprogram/journal/issue-9/doomchin/

 

“Defining Plath

While Plath is traditionally categorized as a confessional poet, critics like Howe and Davison fail to recognize the ekphrastic quality of many of Plath’s poems. As defined by the Oxford English Dictionary, ekphrasis is “a literary device in which a painting, sculpture, or other work of visual art is described in detail.” Each poem in which Plath comments on or discusses a work of visual art can be defined as an ekphrastic poem. Ekphrastic works are interactive and draw clear links between writers and artists. By writing an ekphrastic poem, one enters a pre-existing conversation; one work could not exist without the other. In essence, many of Plath’s works are dependent on works of others, showing her deep veneration for the painters whose works she incorporates in her own.

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THE DREAM, HENRI ROUSSEAU, 1910.

“Yadwigha, On a Red Couch, Among Lilies,” Plath’s 1958 poem, was written in response to Henri Rousseau’s The Dream, painted forty-eight years prior in 1910. The painting, Rousseau’s last and largest work, places a young nude female reclining on a red sofa in the middle of a lush jungle, full of vibrant foliage and lively animals. According to the Bulletin of the Art Institute of Chicago, “Though the public was thoroughly perplexed, the artists rightly hailed The Dream as one of the milestones of modern art” (“The Henri Rousseau Exhibition,” 20). Plath, in her poem, points to the perplexed reaction of the public, choosing to address Rousseau about his painting by discussing their questions.

Plath responds to the structure of Rousseau’s painting in a compelling way. The painting appears to have a random composition; elephants, lions, birds, monkeys, and other animals seem to be randomly strewn about the canvas, interlaced with overwhelming amounts of greenery and lilies; mysterious snake charmer is shown emerging out from some trees, and the nude figure, Yadwigha, is arbitrarily thrown onto the canvas lounging on a sofa. There is no clear order to how Rousseau arranges things. Additionally, the subject depicted, a nude on a couch in the jungle, is incredibly random and perplexing. However, Plath contrasts this randomness by approaching her poem in a methodical way. She chose to write her poem in sestina form; a sestina is “a poem of six six-line stanzas (with an envoy) in which the line-endings of the first stanza are repeated, but in different order, in the other five” (Oxford English Dictionary). The form is structured, complicated and deliberate. Plath clearly put a lot of thought into how the poem was arranged.

For the sestina’s six line-endings she repeats, Plath picks the painting’s most pertinent images and concepts: “you,” “couch,” “eye,” “moon,” “green,” and “lilies.” “Lilies,” “green,” “couch,” and “moon” are all visuals that stand out in Rousseau’s work. The repetition of the painting’s pertinent images allows the reader to envision the painting through her words and points to her astute attention to detail and respect for the painting. Her use of “you” underlines that this is a poem in which she is talking both to Rousseau and Yadwigha (depending on the stanza) because she wants to interact with both the artist and the subject. “Eye” represents the “eyes” of different aspects of the painting [“under the eye/Of uncaged tigers and a tropical moon,” (4–5), “Dreamed yourself away in the moon’s eye” (28)]; Rousseau’s vision [“But to a friend, in private, Rousseau confessed his eye” (35), “To feed his eye with red” (38)]; and the eyes of critics and museum patrons [“It seems the constant critics wanted you… To turn you luminous, without the eye” (8, 12), “The couch glared out at the prosaic eye” (20)]. This emphasis allows Plath to differentiate between artistic vision and critical response, recognizing that there is merit to both points of view. She notes that art is meant to be created and commented on. Plath features the imperative relationship between artist and critic, taking on the role as critic by writing her poem. In turn, her poem is a piece of art—she is aware that it will be criticized, just as Rousseau’s painting was. This recognition through mentioning critics directly in the work signals a parallel Plath draws between Rousseau and herself, making her connected to the art of the past. She is clearly mindful of “the presence of anyone but herself,” unlike what Howe asserts.”

You do not know the tune

I wear my heart displayed upon my face.
Attentive readers find their meaning there..
Where feelings thought too deep to be embraced
Can shine demurely where they do not scare.

As Freud observed we're never quite disguised
Betrayal is our body's real motif
The message comes conspicuous from the eyes..
Bright sparkles or your tears of blackest grief.

The answer to a question seemly leaps
So Yes or No is visibly revealed.
The blush that spreads so fast across the cheeks
Both bold and shy unable to conceal.

Your face tells me you lied when Love you wrote.
Your writing like your love is counterfeit

Love dies like a tree

It takes a long time for a tree to die.
Though its trunk be almost severed with the axe
There was plenty of sap above
Then the leaves began to wither
and fall though it was spring time…
It takes a long time,to forget.

Not to remember
How to live.
First. the tree stops growing.
It pauses, as if waiting for a message.
Then, as I said, the leaves turn brown.
It all takes time.Time to stop waiting
The leaves drop, then the smaller branches shrivel.
Humans also find that when ill, the hair may stop growing
And the fingernails.
We sacrifice the less important pieces of ourselves.
Even the most.
The small branches shrivel and dry out.
Yet the tree still looks alive
Then gradually we notice it’s drying out;
its branches are parched and soon the trunk dries too.
It may split in places and insects make their home there.
It takes a long time before the trunk dies.
From the top down it dies.
The sap is too limited in quantity
To climb the trunk.
So the sap stays near the ground
.Eventually the whole tree seems dead
Yet in the roots, there is still subterranean life.
The tree has died and is now brown and leaning a little sideways
No longer magnificent in display.
Time is all it needed
After the sharp cut.
And sometimes the roots are strong enough
To begin to send up new shoots
Another tree may grow.
.I have seen that.
People, of course, die more quickly.
We have no roots.
And what of love, how does love die?
Like a tree,
like a tree,
 Like a tree
Like a tree.

Sparks

The reading lamp makes bright sparks on blue glass
I feel  the beauty of this quiet day,
The  lavender is dull  and dry  in vase

So  for eight hours  the sun   sends  rays to us
But later it falls darkly  to dismay
Would I were a child that heedless plays

Much lavender is pressed to oil, alas
For fortune favours those who’re on the way
The  lavender seems dull  and dry  in vase

Do not call me narcissist for this
I love perfumed oils to charm display
The reading lamp  remember  this blue glass

Behind the ears and on the inner wrist
Perfume attracts men to be our mates
The  lavender seems dull, as if disgraced

Thanks to  those green  gods who  made our state
The trees bow down in worship and in praise.
For eight hours the sun enlightens, plays.
Would I were a child with heedless days

Winter coat

Rosemary  grows by my  old wooden bench
The various cats will gather  there at dusk
They wail in unison as if bereft
And in the moonlight their eyes amber spark.

The day is grey and dull and very still
I search for warmer clothes  and stouter shoes
The rain hangs over with a hint of hail
As if the gods of heaven leave a clue.

Silence can be menacing, unkind
But when at peace I love its fuller charm
Yet I have all my senses, am not blind
And in my mind, I feel an ideal calm

I hid my winter coat  to make  more space
Yet now I cannot find  a single trace

I

 

The pursuit of form by Robert Pinsky

https://www.poetryfoundation.org/articles/70037/the-pursuit-of-form

 

“Here’s another way of thinking about “body knowledge” and poetry: pursuing excellence, athletes and musicians willingly, even eagerly, submit themselves to tedious, grinding repetition and analysis. They try to cultivate by practice the most effective way of doing each thing, each best movement so reliably summoned that you don’t need to think about it in the fluid, immediate, rapid, intuitive performance of your skills. The goal, in a word used by those who work in these pursuits: to perfect their form.

But beyond that process, or extending it, true form is creative. As a verb, “form” means to make or generate. (In a neat parallel, the verb “generate” is related to the noun “genre.”) Coaches rightly speak of the best form, but there is no mechanical template: true form is what each person discovers, enhancing or adapting it each time. Form is what makes the batted ball sail over the fence, or the leaping dancer sail across the stage, and for no two people is the successful form exactly alike. Similarities may be important, and they are worth studying, but the best form has an element of idiosyncrasy. Everyone is different. And in practice, any one person will hit the ball or leap a bit differently each time.

In keeping with that flexibility, form should be transformative and original. It can elevate the ordinary, re-sharpen the familiar:

You that seek what life is in death
Now find it air that once was breath:
New names unknown, old names gone,
Till time end bodies, but souls none.
Reader! then make time, while you be,
But steps to your eternity.”

Where have all the rhymes gone?

https://www.huffingtonpost.com/john-lundberg/why-dont-poems-rhyme-anym_b_97489.html

 

“Most contemporary poets take a mixed stance on free verse versus formalism. There’s a general feeling that metrical, rhyming verse strikes the ear little too harshly these days, but poets haven’t abandoned form altogether. Poets make use of subtler techniques like internal rhyme (rhyming within, rather than at the end, of lines) and slant rhymes (words that almost rhyme like “black” and “bleak”). Most poets still write with a music, but it’s far more varied (and usually more subtle) than music typical of traditional verse.

I think most poets would also agree that you don’t have to use rhyme and meter to write a great poem. Take the well-known word-thing This Is Just to Say by William Carlos Williams.

I have eaten

the plums

that were in

the icebox

and which

you were probably

saving

for breakfast

Forgive me

they were delicious

so sweet

and so cold

If that doesn’t protect “the beauty and precision of the English Language,” I don’t know what does.

Still find yourself a fierce proponent of poetic purity? You’re welcome to join the QES at the New Cavendish Club in London every other Thursday. And who doesn’t enjoy a brisk debate about grammatical standards! Trust me, one might ensue. The QES’s wikipedia entry—and I guarantee you they are all over their wikipedia entry—states “a commitment to standards should not preclude the possibility of grammatical change; nor does it mean, however, that change should be mindlessly celebrated for its own sake.”

Mindless celebrating! Dare they forget how they got booted from Old Cavendish!

The tree of life

We are little leaves upon the tree
We  never did control our  tiny worlds
The tree of life; what power, what  mystery

With metaphor, it’s easier to see
Life is tender, see each leaf unfurl
We are only leaves upon the tree

Singing in the sun we seem to be
Full of joy until the storm winds swirl
The tree of life; what power, what  mystery

Extinguished   candles   smoke at Tenebrae
We are blown to death however bold
We are little leaves upon the tree

Thus we sacrifice to God uncertainly
Yet as the wars continue, we grow cold
The tree of life; what power, what  mystery

Who has dropped us from the hands that hold?
Who has stolen certainty untold?
We are little leaves upon the tree
The tree of life; what power, what  mystery

Their names changed

  • 400-111525-3.jpgJim Brown was in his new conservatory admiring the windows he had just
    polished.His 82nd birthday was coming up in a few days
    Marie,his stunningly attractive yet irritable,nasty and over educated
    wife,a leading authority on Wittgenstein and most likely suffering from
    Asperger’s syndrome into the bargain,….oh a cliche prone author too—!
    had made a huge whole orange cake and planned a large gathering of friends
    to celebrate his survival for so long whilst married to her,not easy she
    knows.
    He heard a sharp tapping on the door.
    There lay Lucy their next door neighbour spying through the key hole.
    “Are you on your own?” she queried tersely yet rudely.
    “No, yet I’m suffering from chronic existential anxiety” Bill lied politely.
    “Well,I just saw Martina on her second hand Raleigh bike going to the
    market or the Charity Shop or possibly leaving home for ever….”
    “Well,I still have the cat here”,he whispered loudly as if he were free
    associating in a dream
    “Let me in and make me some coffee” she asked courteously,
    “She’s an odd one” the cat Emile thought naughtily.
    “Where’s my Carnation cat milk?”
    “Real or instant?” Simon answered suavely yet naturally.
    “Won’t it wash off your brand new coral lipstick from Chanel of Paris?…
    not to mention your factor 60 sunblock.”
    “God’s whiskers” she murmured quaintly to herself.
    “How does he know it’s Chanel?
    Is he a spy or what?
    Is he in M.I.5?”
    John got some instant coffee and debated whether to put in a little LSD to
    add some visions to their morning!No,a short breathing exercise would do
    he concluded after 9 minutes of obsessive anxiety.
    He sat down in his favorite old wooden Habitat chair having poured the
    coffee into some old plastic mugs.
    “Did you know Habitat is going b..b bankrupt?” she brightly stuttered
    turning pink with happiness and the menopause which so far had lasted over
    30 years.
    Suddenly Lucy sat down on Bert’s lap and began to kiss his right eyelid
    “Careful, my darling!” he muttered insensibly.
    He was savouring the annoyingly uncommon pleasure when the chair fell to
    pieces as it frequently did at such times, throwing the elderly but
    versatile and experienced couple down onto the new Mary Quant patterned
    pure New Zealand lambswool carpet.Suddenly they heard the peal of Mary’s
    bicycle bell.Shortly she walked into the room carrying 78 bags of
    groceries for the birthday party.
    “What’s going on here ?” she murmured seductively in a piercing shriek.
    “I’m so sorry, Jenny, please accept my apologies, he has this thing about
    chairs.It’s a fetish ,I  believe,   according to Sinald Floyd.””
    “Have you got your mobile?” shrieked Tom agonisedly in a  loud whisper.
    ”I can’t get up.” he screamed softly.”Am I dead?”
    “What cannot stand up must forever remain lying down” As my old philosophy tutor at Cambridge used to say, muttered Marty.
    “Why, that’s bit extreme,” said Jane uneasily yet gallantly.
    .”MY tutor said “Who cannot speak must forever remain silent.”
    “Oh,who was your tutor?”
    “Elizabeth Ansconbe!” Amy admitted furtively.”She knew Wittgetensin well.”
    “Mine was Iris Murdoch!” called out Alf.
    Later they heard a silent siren.It was the emergency ambulance.
    Dick, the paramedic bounded into the room.
    “It’s this chair”  said Marie urbanely.
    “Can you mend it for me? My husband can’t manage without it!”
    “Anything else, madam?” Rick queried anxiously.
    “Any coal to fetch in,tins to open, blocked toilets?”
    “Later maybe.”
    Danny looked at Joan.
    “Your eyes look like two deep pools in the Caspian sea.”
    he whispered into her left ear.
    “Are you on another creative writing course?”she quipped urbanely.
    “Yes, we’re on eyes at the moment; what colour is that eyeshadow you have
    on.”
    “This is called winter teal” She admitted uneasily yet seductively.
    “Did you know I’m a transvestite?” he admitted happily her.
    “Yes”,she replied dishonestly.Kitty like to give an impression of
    omniscience owing to her ontological insecurity and her ignorance of
    theology and also her narrowly trained mathematical mind.
    Unfortunately, that frequently gave men the wrong impression.
    Mamie cried out to Al,
    “Get on with it,my sweetie!” So he took out a big tube of glue from his
    jeans’ pocket and set to work reconstructing the chair.
    “Oh,dear, Stewart looks a bit odd”
    “!No,he looks quite prime to me.”
    “Is he an integer?!”
    “No, he’s a transcendental real number”
    “He’s a number all right.”
    “Never mind, we’ve just got new wheelie bins so I’ll put him out with the
    rubbish,”
    Marty joked on hearing Amy’s remarks to Zach.
    But Simon was not yet dead.He merely had fallen asleep.
    He dreamed of his days at Oxgridge University studying illogic and unreason
    with Rudolphina Catnap, the famous female philosopher.Oh, happy, happy days!
    Danny made the ladies some Ceylon tea in the fabulous oak kitchen with its
    pure linen curtains in raspberry beige. and its black enamel sink with
    matching double oven and microwave.”Why no halogen?”Iris Murdoch might
    have asked.
    “What is a human life,”he pondered.He was studying logic as well as writing.
    He began to tremble like a leaf in the wind to use a freshly recycled old
    cliche.
    “Help” he called,”I’m having a panic attack.Hurry I’m dying,I believe.I
    need a priest“
    “You can’t have a panic attack,” shouted Marianne
    “Paramedics heal themselves.”
    “Does God heal those who heal themselves he wondered as he lay under a pile
    of broken china?”

    “Where’s the tea?” called the ladies.
    Ah ,if only Wittgenstein were here,he would know,t hought Emile.
    But I disagree.Only God would know that and He won’t say usually as he
    speaks another language known only to the few.Though sometimes one may
    hear it on the wind deep in a thick forest.
    That’s what I believe.
    Here endeth the first lesson… so be off!


Like coloured visions of the ocean bed

 

Thought, the vision of the inner eye,
Peers behind the mask of mundane view
A choosing from the symbols that come by
So into meaning, many words are fused

Thought to me is, vision without words;
Needs silent presentation and review.
The words translate the images that surge
Then fall back to the ocean where they grew.

Like coloured visions of the deep sea bed
Where fishes reel and dance, where life is new.
What we mean with difficulty’s said
Yet evocation summons it to view.

Let my words evoke love deep in you;
Answer me with texts and Bibles new.

He held an ancient prayer book  turned my way

The night came down in  clouds of purple-grey
Though when I was outside it still seemed light
Is this real, my instinct seemed to say.

I saw a Jew in Hotters where he prayed
His skullcap black, his face was very white
The night came down in  clouds of purple-grey

He held an ancient prayer book  turned my way
He looked relaxed yet I was in his sight
Is this real, my instinct seemed to say

I stood, as seeing women may delay
The mood of meditation, be a blight
The night came down in  clouds of purple-grey

I did not walk to him and loudly say
May I take your photo here tonight
Is this sense, my mind looked for delay

For where is David, proud as Cohen wrote
Where Solomon the wise, where his insight?
The night came down in  clouds of purple-grey
Where is Noah ,for the flood’s in play

 

Day shall come again

When red sun  drops and  cooling night  rolls in
The darkness masks both danger and our vision
Ancient minds fear   day won’t come again
Courage for the  delicate   seems thin
We  wrestle  with  our indecision
When   red sun  drops and  deep grey night  rolls in
But now, new stricken by  a sense of sin
Who shall aid the soul’s   derision?
Our  ancient minds fears  day won’t come again
When  we sleep we’re entertained within
Deft dreams squander our   illusions
When bright sun  drops and   fearful night  rolls in
In reveri , we’re loved  as we tune in
So  fancy turns to full communion
While ancient minds fear   day won’t come again.
And so  it was that our own life began
When sperm leaped up in proud confusion.
When  red sun  dropped and  a  new night  rolled in
When  ancient  hearts cried,”Day  shall come again”

Knowledge

“Sun Tzu said it quite well: ” If you know the enemy and know yourself, you need not fear the result of a hundred battles. If you know yourself but not the enemy, for every victory gained you will also suffer a defeat. If you know neither the enemy nor yourself, you will succumb in every battle.”

Kindness

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https://thepsychologist.bps.org.uk/kindness-societys-golden-chain

Lee Rowland
“In my view, the beauty of kindness is that it is open to anyone. We can all opt to choose kindness if we wish. It is free, easily accessible to rich and poor alike, and is universally understood. Thus, if it turns out that simple acts of everyday kindness can send ripple effects of wellbeing through society, then promoting and facilitating that has to be a constructive pursuit.”

Yet in my dreams, I find another land

Some boiling water spilled onto my hand
I’ve cut my finger on a tin at last
An accidental death is not yet planned

 

I had to put 5 plasters in a band
And wait until the flow of blood had passed
Some boiling water spilled onto my hand

I must not condone the  last demand
For surely somewhere I will find green grass
An accidental death is not yet planned

Only God himself can give commands
About the exact time our bodies pass
Though  boiling water spilled onto my hand

Yet in my dreams, I find another land
As if I have stepped lightly through the glass
An accidental death is not yet planned

The sun shone for a moment in a flash
Say, I’m off dear reader, I just have to dash
Some boiling water spilled onto my hand
An accidental death is never planned

 

 

Poems about dreams and sleep

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https://www.poets.org/poetsorg/text/poems-about-dreams-sleep

 

Langston Hughes1902 – 1967

To fling my arms wide
In some place of the sun,
To whirl and to dance
Till the white day is done.
Then rest at cool evening
Beneath a tall tree
While night comes on gently,
    Dark like me—
That is my dream!

To fling my arms wide
In the face of the sun,
Dance!  Whirl!  Whirl!
Till the quick day is done.
Rest at pale evening . . .
A tall, slim tree . . .
Night coming tenderly
    Black like me.


The critic Donald B. Gibson noted in the introduction to Modern Black Poets: A Collection of Critical Essays (Prentice Hall, 1973) that Hughes “differed from most of his predecessors among black poets . . . in that he addressed his poetry to the people, specifically to black people. During the twenties when most American poets were turning inward, writing obscure and esoteric poetry to an ever decreasing audience of readers, Hughes was turning outward, using language and themes, attitudes and ideas familiar to anyone who had the ability simply to read . . . Until the time of his death, he spread his message humorously—though always seriously—to audiences throughout the country, having read his poetry to more people (possibly) than any other American poet.”

The sunlit top, the roots hid in earth’s floor

Turn back, live again, he  said to me
Do not  wander in the darkness anymore
One more move might give death victory

We are each connected to that tree
The sunlit top, the roots hid in earth’s floor
Come back, live again, he asked of me

While we live, we’ll live with dignity
Not scrabbling for the gold in blood and gore
One more lie will give  sin victory

The kindness of the golden light was  clear
And left an image in my mind’s deep core
Come back, live your life, he  soothed  me

So do not wonder  now why you are here
We’re here to live and living shall restore
What  our suffering self has found so dear

I had never seen the light before
Only Christ the tyger with his roar
Come back,  live  through pain, he  asked of me
One right step will give life  victory

Free

lit-up-hands.jpgI thought of writing in free verse today
As it has a different feel than form
Yet I have almost forgotten how to do that
We hear the News and then
We hear it again

When will peace come   like in 1989
South Africa?
When will people stop going to church
BECAUSE going to church  is not enough
It is not  so important.
What we do is.
Knowing what is possible is
It may be hard.
But cruelty is hard too,

Ethics and mysticism

“Mysticism has often been misunderstood as the attempt to escape this simple, phenomenal world to a more pure existence in heaven beyond. This is not mysticism, but Gnosticism. Biblical mysticism is the attempt to exit ‘this world’ to an alternative reality that pervades the old order. Its goal is to jettison the mind-set that says ‘greed is good,’ selfishness is normal,’ and ‘killing is necessary.’ Mysticism in biblical terms is not escapism, as so many have caricatured it, but a fight for ethics and social change.”
— Walter WinkWha

Big nerves

I have been mending “jewellery”  today.I find one can buy all sorts of fasteners and little chains.I find doing this is very soothing.I didn’t know the name of the clasp  which is lobster.Where you pull back a little rod and then the ring opens.I got some chains with a clasp at each end, Also used as safety chains.I  don’t like bracelets much but necklaces are nice.Mine are not real jewelry but things my husband bought in various odd places. or were given me by my sister.
I hope he’s not in hell because I am hot enough already!
I managed to pour some boiling water onto my hand but I react so quickly that it has not damaged the skin.I knew that when the dentist said my nerves are twice as big as the average that there must be a reason.I had never thought about whether the actual size of our nerves can vary so much. Some folk must have very small ones and sometimes I wish mine were.But on the whole, I  like myself.Whoever I am!

I can’t love  real numbers anymore

I can’t love  real numbers anymore
Their beauty has less meaning than  a flower
I can’t love them for they have more power
I can’t love real numbers anymore

I can’t love my husband anymore
I have the casket just behind the door
If I fall, I’ll hit the hi fi tower
I can’t love my sweetheart anymore.

I won’t love the angels anymore
I am in a rage and  I’ve gone sour
Give me my computer and will power
I won’t love the angels anymore.

I am cross because it’s dark and dour
I hate the rich who want to tax the poor
While they’re on a cruise or luscious tour
I am mad because it’s half an hour

Jesus died and no-one seemed to care
Some of  us were washing our long hair
None of us had any love to  spare
Jesus came and no-one ever saw.

What is life if we cannot be here?
What is worthwhile and is also near?
What is God about and what is fear?
What is love if we cannot be here?

Nobody will tell the truth in hell
Satan boils potatoes  till they gell
And he makes good chips with oil from wells
Nobody can tell the truth in hell.

Did Jesus really die for our sins?

https://www.huffingtonpost.com/christian-piatt/did-jesus-realy-die-for-the-sins-of-humanity_b_1007345.html

 

“Contemporary theologian Walter Wink goes a step further than Abelard, claiming that atonement theology is a corruption of the Gospel, focusing on an act of violence rather than the values of peaceful humility and compassion lived and taught by Christ.

Resolving the debate about the causes of, and purpose behind, Jesus’ death is an impossible task. More important, though is to make clear that such a debate is going on. For too long, Christians and non-Christians have assumed that all who yearn to follow the way of Christ universally believe Christ died for our sins. For millions, this not only defines their faith, but their understanding of the very nature of Good as well. For others, it is the basis for rejecting Christianity, understanding it as an inherently violent religion, centered on a bloodthirsty God that requires death in exchange for mercy.

This is not the God in which I put my faith, and I am not alone.”

Tea

Photo0404The doctor said I was too fragile to go to the hospital
She’d never even seen me
So I went anyway.

In A and E it was safer than being at home
I just realised they  never gave me a cup of tea.

Afterwords, they said they liked my voice
I had no choice.

Where are the chaplains nowadays?
We have DIY instead
My unconscious did it all
Then I went home and ate some food
But only because my sister was with me.

Sometimes I make  the tea very strong
Is it wrong?

 

 

A few words

My radio won’t play  music
Just the words of dead men
On cracked tea cups
And the lane where they led.
Sounds ominous?

The Television is always standing in the corner
Like we did at school when we misbehaved
Punishment, and how we were made.
I liked the singing and skipping most.

Mr Mulligan was young with dark eyes
He taught me for a year
Let me read novels in the afternoon
Fridays we polished our desks and cleaned the room
Mr Mulligan went to
Watch the football match on Saturday
Then he died.

Miss Molloy was elegant.She had red hair
She was beautiful with rimless glasses
When I’d been  off school
She showed me how to do long division
I found it irritating.
But I liked being at her big desk looking at the other children.
She was older and always severe.
She had  a lovely house with a  front garden
Not far from the bus stop.
I don’t know what her flowers were.

Father McGrath was very rich
His voice boomed
When we  went to Benediction I used to wonder
What was it he showed when we all had to  bend our heads down
So I looked.
It was big and gold like a clock.
Were we idolising it?

 

Poetry, surprise and older adults

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Poetry helps older writers surprise themselves

“One of the great lessons of Cohn’s teaching experience is that everyone does have a poetic voice. “Right now I have a class with several students who, due to blindness, stroke or other health issues, can’t read or write,” she said. “They are still brilliant and they have a long history of loving learning, writing and language. So they come and find ways to participate. One woman, when I asked if she would like help scribing her words, said ‘I enjoy writing the poems in my head.’”

With Writing Home, Cohn aims to connect with students in a more personal and personalized way. “Rather than coming in with a cookie-cutter set of workshops, the Writing Home sessions are growing out of conversations I’ve been having as an artist-organizer, talking to experts in aging in and around the Creative Enterprise Zone, visiting existing programming for older adults – exercise classes, craft and arts groups, riding shotgun with someone delivering meals to homebound elderly.”

In a field where just getting to class counts as a victory for many students, it would be tempting to set the bar low, but Cohn measures her success by an array of metrics both challenging and inspiring. “I know sessions are succeeding when people come back for more,” she said. “We’ve succeeded if people have written something in class or between sessions. We’ve succeeded when people are bursting with eagerness to read what they wrote. We’ve succeeded when people share writing about a difficult experience and I get to witness that writer being supported by the community of writers gathered around the table. We’ve really succeeded when a student is willing to take the risk of revising work. We’ve succeeded if I share a poem an elder wrote and younger people are surprised by the quality or voice of a poem.”

And sometimes students even surprise themselves. “As a poet, one of my favorite moments is when a timid student, usually one who was given a whole lot of DOs and DON’Ts by a school teacher 70 or 80 years ago, takes a risk and tries something new in a poem. I remember a rush of pleasure when we were writing about art and I’d brought in a variety of images for writers to look at, and a student who usually wrote in very competent but tight rhyming couplets wrote an amazing, wild, gorgeous prose poem, and then looked up and asked innocently ‘Is this a poem?’””

Known by Heart’s Writing Home project launched in September in St. Paul’s Creative Enterprise Zone. Visit knownbyheartpoetry.com for more information.