My sad heart

The pain has come again to my lost heart
The ache of grief seems crueller in the night
As it was when  we were  forced apart

At first, the numbness made me loth to start
Yet like the  morning sun, I hurt with light
The pain has come again into my heart

I  listen for some guidance, kind comfort
To my inner self and wisdom’s might
As I knew  before we had to part

But guidance only  comes to those with art
To read the signs, and understand their plight
The pain has come once more into my heart

Death itself had beauty of a sort
As you went without struggle or fight
Wonder came, it seems we had to part

Why is pain so strong it seems to bite?
An anger and a rage it can impart
The numbness made my feelings dead and dark
The pain had come again into my heart