Wanting to be earthed

Oh..Lord I prayed sincerely to you
To stick my broken teeth well down with glue
But you did not heed my desperate prayer
So I went to my dentist; had to pay her!

So I feel angry  and you are angry too
For you have the entire universe to view.
And you are not my mother, I now see.
You never were and never will you be.

I’m unsure of how to   re-connect to you
Especially when I’m feeling down and blue.
Do you need me and for what was I conceived?
My mother was dead angry.I believe

She blamed my soul for wanting to  be earthed
Abortion was illegal, not so birth