I played outside and now I feel quite dire

Confused by sun, which shone like a red fire,
I  dressed for summer, made myself a meal
I sat outside and now I feel quite dire.

My husband  was  a gentleman and liar
He told me  he was warmer than  hot steel;
We sinned, seduced by sun, which raged like fire.

My mind’s made up; his ashes are for hire.
I need the cash to  get this cold to heal
I  ate outside and now I feel quite dire.

My eyes are red and no-one them admires.
I miss the cat, shall I adopt a seal?
Bemused by men, whose eyes watch me on fire,

I loved online and it was but satire.
He spun my mind and then he spun the wheel.
I loved outside and now I feel right queer.

My mind and heart are broken and concealed
No man will  see my body on newsreels
Made mad by men who claimed to be on fire,
I lay outside and now I feel desired.