I don’t feel a void inside myself

I don’t feel a void inside myself
Despite the loss of my companion
While he was alive he gave me wealth

Is  a marriage  needed for our health?
They go but their soul is never done
I don’t feel a void inside myself

Widowed,lonely ,crippled and bereft
My confidence has never been full on
While he was alive he gave me wealth

Half blind, yet I see by my own stealth
One can live with  confidence  or none
I don’t feel a void inside myself

Sometimes now I feel I have no self
But God has got me in his winged span
My lover was alive and gave me wealth

Dear Lord, I do feel lonesome just for him
I washed his feet and poured the oil  there on
I don’t feel a void but give me help
So  I can decipher all the wealth